Ten Thousand Buttons

.... this morning... first I managed to pivot, then I found ironed clothes, then I got the office van... then I got all the documents that the boss wanted, then I got bought for breakfast... also I might be able to have a nicey evening... also.. also I have been getting me to tell me stories... many many stories.also

..... I am manifesting bad things after having a bad morning... I actually manifested something bad, really bad, job threatening bad, but if that is it then all will be well... also I have just learnt that someone I thought would be a problem for me in my work life is going away for a very long time... so that will be alright... went for lunch and it was free... also I have many plans for lunch... also I made .01 € which is absolutely perfect... Also my dream coming true in the life of someone else.. she is taking at least 6 months off.... at least.... it is something that I want... very much... also someone else won a truck... she will sell it and buy a car... perfect.. I want that... Also I had this box of chocolate that I had to distribute and I didn't want to... did nothing for a few days and a nice, chocolate crazy lady offered to ... and now it is done... also, so far I have received back 2 blocks!! :-) Also I am discovering that I have all these photos to love that I h...

I have been quite busy and guess what there is just 14 minutes to home time!! Very happy about that... and also I received nice review on the abesite which is always welcome, and at 5.34, I have been given work by my boss soooo.... yeeesss... MONEY!!!

..... at around midnight I got a call from Jimmy.... he was coming over...  I thought about hating the idea and finally let everything go, and went back to sleep. I was afraid it would be one of those times the meetings would be really bad and they turned out okay, really okay, we slept, mostly well anyway...and in the morning and I felt good, even about him.. I felt good... I had issues but I was able to say "thank you"  I even made him breakfast before I left.. only now I wish I had made more egg.. but it was easy, it was a nice easy morning... I walked a little which also made me feel good, which was super.. also something odd and weird, I cleaned up the house last night, for reasons really I didn't understand :-).... I guess I was waiting for him... also I saw sooo many red fielders and 070s and tried to soothe me there.... didn't manage, but all things turned out okay, he came over, it was super easy, I let him be... things are alright... Then today I asked a q...

.... I finally figure out what is ailing me, which is good, cause now I can go on the mend!! Finally I feel as though I can work for the first time in days... Also something good... Also good, I can take a nap now, for just a few minutes to enable me wake up and work! Also there was a letter I was having such trouble writing a letter, and now I have discovered that I don't have to after all!! It was written some time ago and sent... all I have to do now is follow-up!! wonderful life I think... as is becoming my usual, I got bought for lunch.which means that I definitely have to buy my lunch tomorrow... also I managed to feel better about something, Jimmy to be specific, and I am not yet there but.. I am on the way... Also something I was working on, I don't have to work on any more!! Also I wanted to watch True Blood, never have had the motivation to buy it, and I went to say ' halo ' and he had it on his desk and guess what he has given it to me to watch!! Very excited...

.... I am discovering .... also this morning I found out that I had some many clicks... and some money which is always nice... and something nice and interesting... also in the morning.. I wanted my car, and it was super dupa easy to get... also there is sort of pretty guy who I might like... and he was the very first person I saw today... Also just realising that this is one of things I am very grateful for is that my boss is away and I am having an way off day... also that is why I was away on Friday.. For about 30 minutes in the height of my lateness this morning.. none of the bosses were in... also I like very much that I am feeling much better today, also I like that soon I have the opportunity to nap a little, also the big thing, the very big thing this morning is that I made a mistake, a big mistake, involving government and I was freaking.. kept waking up and thinking about it.... then I meditated on it and started to believe that it would be alright... then this morning I ca...

I slept at 2.00am... woke up at around 5 then  went back to sleep and woke up again at 6.25am.. hence.. I am very very sleepy... I took sometime off to sleep and was very very happy that my direct boss is not here so no one will really notice that  I am not operating on full mast... also I imagined that Jimmy would give me some money and he did... he he, not much but it is the first time any such thing has happened in soo very long.. the fat none good looking guy who is making me excited, just said " hallo" also I got a free lunch, also a new person likes my page at the facebook... :-) ... yesterday there was this big boss in the office, and he was talking and I kept webbing in and out of that speech.. but I kept also looking positive aspects and it ended up fun.

... already had interactions with someone I like... also the world doesn't revolve around me!! Also now that I have money I can maybe buy some things from Abraham, also, last evening.. an extra click or something... I saw a perfect version of my mini yesterday... perfect miniature trees... oranges... also, I have just discovered a very beautiful bird.. Turaco... I wonder if that is the bird I saw some time back.. really beautiful...also next week, the whole week... the boss will be away... :-).. This morning I had the most difficult time waking up... by 7.00am I wasn't out of bed, it was okay, my boss will not be in the office most of the day, so no one would notice... mostly... but I still wanted to get to work on time.. then someone called me.. I had not given them information that I was supposed to....so I had to wake up and patiently give them the information... ie I was awake and ready to get to work... Also, I have been milking the birthday money from Olga... also I l...

First of all today is my birthday so, happy Monday and birthday to me... also that guy I have a crush on... well he was among the first to wish me a good birthday!! I am very happy... I like him very much... Very much.. he is tweeking my vortexy feelings! I like that sexy people who  I like are wishing me a good day....at this second... I like that work is little and I can listen to Abraham, also I saw that dream car of mine... and today it looked particularly beautiful.... Also I went to repay my loan and was informed that it was less than I imagined... which was nice... I am now feeling inspired to pay some more into it so that it is again less... :-).. Also my sister has re-offered me money... remember the money in her account.. which is perfect cause I really thought that the next few weeks would be filled with starvation and suffering... but maybe it will be alright! My boss is leaving early.... soooo so can I!!!

I woke up feeling love.... that has not happened in sooo long!!! so long!! I love it... even when I think of Jimmy in little love... also this morning my breakfast was paid for ... which was really cool... also  I was noting that the last 3 or 4 months after relaxing and wanting, I have been managing to earn extra money of 1/3 of my regular pay!!! woo hoo!!Also that guy I like, did that thing I like... :-)... also some time ago, I started getting happy about work... I mean really getting happy about work, and now I am really happy, really happy.. and I have a lovely vortexy boss... and I am feeling soo much better about Jimmy so much better and interactions with him  are interesting.. yesterday very nice, very very nice... also someone liked my manifestation.. I really didn't expect it and it was really nice..also more money in the ECF!!! loves it!

Today I talked to Jimmy and it was good. It was really good. It was fun, sexy, all the things I have been wanting... nice...car had enough fuel to get me to work.. work day has been good now I am off to sleep!

I have discovered my power... I am the most powerful person in the world... well at least in my world... didn't have much time to write today.... but tomorrow is s a "no boss day" soo... well I guess this is a good thing... :-)

.... I left my house quite late... I couldn't seem, to get out of the house, then when I reached the stage, our office van was there... so free ride right to the office parking lot... so no walking after all.. I remember as I was walking to the stage, I felt relaxed and kept telling me that all this would be well and that it was all the way it was supposed to be..also it seems to me that I am getting money.. ( I have money  :-))  also this morning I was starving! and I didn't have KES to by food but had USD 20.. no way to buy food... then OOC (yes, him) I request him to make the change for me, he agrees, and offers to lend me a little money so that I can buy breakfast and it was great!! It was really great.. also at the breakfast place this amazing person who was aber like... and wonderful.. and  gave fun "do what feels good" advice... What a nice day!

.... I have found an Aber in Kenya... that is the first good thing that has happened to me... also yesterday I thought I wouldn't have money this morning then I found some money in my trouser pocket... enough for coffees and stuff... got a cellphone of a person I have been needing to contact.. also I have an idea how to make things work better for me, at least I think! Time is also flying!! I am looking forward to getting something from 'out' to eat... (really looking forward to that) bosses will be away in the morning so there is a chance that I can be full Abraham mode the whole morning... I apologized to my sister and she accepted the disease excuse.. but it can work cause I am not usually like that anyway... also  I had a thing.. that required that I take antibiotics, but that I have been keeping secret.... then I got another condition, which okay to tell people which is also cured by antibiotics... so my secret is safe with me :-) ..also I am feeling better... :-) al...

... in the vortex.. and without the help of my boss!! which was nice... was fairly pissed off sometime back and managed to pivot!! which is a very big thing for me. Also I was having such trouble with a thing the boss asked me to do then, it became clear to me.. very clear and easy... and then I realised that with this one stone I could kill two birds!! very very nice... Also I have recently learnt that I have HBP, and I very much wanted a diet that had alcohol and meat to control this condition... it is important that I bring it down... it is apparently a big bad-ass serious disease... so well I found one... I found one...the Meditterian diet!! losts of vegies but wine and red meat!! and oil galore! :-)... also my beloved colleague loves to eat fruits which is really quite great, and she likes to put the peels or whatever in the bin and normally they smell quite a bit... I have always wished for her to put them in a container or something so that it doesn't smell so much but never...

.... things are quite the rapid fire things are going well...remember the money the money yes the money... it is coming next week, but definitely coming.. I am listening to beautiful music.. and getting reminder that my BF money is also coming.. I am very happy!  I saw him again, in the corridor... sitting on a box... my love.. my stalker love...

Today is 23 rd , I already love my boss, he looks exactly like a man I like very much who I wasn’t allowed to have a crush on... so we will get on swimmingly J ... And there is this young and absolutely beautiful man that I used to love and last week I looked at the photo of him that I had collected ( full stalker mode right there!!) and wondered where he was and if I would ever see him again and today I was quite in the vortex  and I saw him and we had a 15 second fun and excited conversation!! he works in the same compound as me and he was looking delectable!  Today is the first time in such a long time that I am truly inside the vortex... and it feels really great!! Also I wanted to listen to classical music, Handel music for fireworks in particular... and now I have found a playlist on Youtube!! Also I just got a promise from my beloved... he will buy me a telly !!!plasma!    J  Also I adore my new boss... I really totally do... I don't know if it is b...

Today I in a bit of pain, my back hurts... which might translate into a few days off... which might be cool.. .maybe even really cool... Also something quite amazing.. the number of Mini Coopers that are appearing in my life... too bad I don't want them anymore... also there is something.. let us call it a cat.. my friend who is maybe soon to be my ex-friend.. wanted us to adopt a cat  together and soon a cat showed up in our experience, but me I wasn't ready for a cat, and I told the cat, that if it really wanted to be in experience then it could stay but to be honest I wasn't ready for a cat... then the cat went away... all on its own.. without me doing anything... just relaxing and breathing... Also I have been wanting to look better... physically that is, and today I am wearing an outfit I have worn 10, 000 times and looked bad in, but today, the combination is nice and I look good... even on my weight.. :-) very nice... also this morning.. I experienced an absolutely b...

.... that I have manifested 450shs... right out mine no need to repay type of deal.. Nice I think.. maybe just maybe I should treat it well... :-) Also though not a manifestation... my boss is away in the morning... so I have some time to me... also tomorrow the computers here are being serviced so we HAVE TO leave by 2pm! :-).. I like that I am listening to Abraham and liking it.. BTW yesterday before sleeping  I "saw" in my head and this morning I actually saw him today at breakfast... I like that I have things to do so I can be alone at lunch and the fun thing is that I believe the others will be relieved and that is alright..  I like that .. I have a small debt of 80Kshs  my boss offered to buy me something to drink and I feel quite full so I thought I could use the money to pay this debt but I am not feeling this manifestation so I am leaving it as is.. but I am happy to note that the money IS streaming in easily and quickly... woohoo.. Boss is gone so in 4 minutes...

I manifested 10 bob(see left!)  in a mat I paid the usual 20 bob but got change! It was totally unexpected and totally delicious!! I also wanted to have coffee but wanted to spend only 30bob on it and guess what, I got a cup.. I thought I would have to quasi beg for one but I found one just lying around doing nothing and it was clean so I didn't have to wash it which was cool.... Also my dad is getting sent some money by my sister through me.. and a little extra to pay some bill, I figure that I could borrow some of it for walking around money and refund when my refund comes... :-)... I like.. ( a little too much) spending time alone, and guess what...today I don't have a lot of money, so I will go have the el-cheapo lunch without people asking me " why?? !" and read my good book... also yesterday evening, I had this nice experience with a nice white guy, it made me feel good.. and I congratulate me for milking and milking and milking it... also old old men are reapp...