Ten Thousand Buttons

... This past week I was in a place with no TV and I managed to write and write.. and it was interesting to note that writing works, and intense writing works intensely... I watched miracles happening before my eyes and that was really very cool!!!   really very cool... Also lately I have been receiving many requests from people who want to join my jobs pages... on their own without my help at all. I have in the past 2 years gained a whole lot of weight... and I told myself in my era of much writing that I wanted a solution that didn't involve me changing my lifestyle in any way and guess what, I may have found something...  will see.. but looks promising...

... in a while, I have made more than 1000 page views.. it is like la population is taking the sight more seriously, I am getting recommendations,  and even without promotion I am getting more likes even without promotion... which is really cool.. I also like that I got my money..

... because of what my sister did... she really hurt my feelings and I have been reeling in bad feeling since. Then I conscience effort to feel better about the whole thing... and also that I really didn't want to go to shags with her, cause it is really something I don't feel like doing... and now my beloved boss has cancelled my one day leave... so now I have an out... and I am also seeing how lining up my vibration toward her is helping my life :-)

.... to Nairobi for her holiday. She will not be available to meet with me today and can only meet tomorrow. Guess what tomorrow the boss travels so I can leave early! and the erroneous email I sent, came back to me easily and quickly and without the important people seeing it!!  I have also managed to make a payment for the credit card that I didn't think I would manage, (which is really cool) I might get a change to leave early today. also today I really wanted to do the minutes early finish and send to group, but was to meet sis. Then she calls and says that she instead wants to meet this other guy, so my evening is free and I can go ahead and finish the minutes :-) also I may have 2 weeks or more to finish these minutes, there may be no meeting next Monday :-). Also I am still enjoying attention from that man I love/loved and I am enjoying it, and the thoughts about him I have in my head. Also O remember O well he travels far and wide to spend 6 seconds with me.. and ...

I have a new electricity number and the amount I owe is zero!!! :-).... I love that!! AND I have until infinitum to pay it!! Today I managed to walk and do my work... now I am off to drink water.. also I found the car I was looking for at a price I can afford... It is almost too good to be true... Last night as I slept I measured my waist line and discovered that I may have lost like an inch... in the week I have been walking. Also I like that these foods I should eat, there are many delicious things like raisins... which I adore.. also I realised that really I was not putting any dairy in my diet in the last few years... none at all for the most part... also I was just being generally unappreciative of work... and realised that (a) I did the same thing and this is how I ended up stressed and unhappy with Jimmy and also that leaving him didn't make me happier, I wasn't happy just because I took an action to leave him, it is only now that I am feeling better... and ...

... shopping for soaps at a supermarket, and I noticed that I was charged for 4 instead of 5 bar soaps..also this morning there was some confusion in the matt I was in due to fear from policemen and their "operations" I ended up not paying...  then I got a half lift which made sure that I was on time for the management meeting this morning, also I discovered this morning that I am ready to start doing the 3 processes... focus wheel, book of positive aspects and rampage of appreciation!! Also discovered money I had forgotten, Weight I had lost remains lost, I drank some green tea and suddenly felt much better... and awake.. I have  already started writing minutes for this morning...

.... pushing me for many things, and now I am deciding to clean up more and harry less...

... I have been reading things on this site from last year and it seems to me that there is some cleaning up to do...  also a little bit by mistake, I decided to wish someone a happy birthday and it went really well, we ended up chatting and declared mutual attraction for each other  which was nice... 

... I am just having fun.. I have done all my 4700mg of potassium in one lovely beautiful meal, I love that during the day my boss was thinking that I wasn't working well and as a result, things were not working well... and guess what something that he decided to take over worked out before he did. I have become increasingly aware that  my boss may not be my biggest fan and I have been feeling a lot afraid.... this morning I did a semi clean up and now I am feeling.. they can forget about the job.. I am okay to leave!!! I am really okay to leave.. I am fine... all really is well.... I am not afraid anymore... also I have the most amazing pen ever!!  I am still small.. even after all this time, I still have a littler body.. Someone I was worried about might leave soon.. so maybe I can also leave.. and give up the post to someone who loves more than this.. more than me... My loan has been approved. It maybe useful to put it away till I am ready to start again...

extra jobo.. I love how people are requesting to join, I love that people are joining without my assistance, I love that I am getting jobs to.. I love that it is growing, some with assistance some with very little assistance... which is really cool also I fell further in love with Swift.. really trully also so some really good and that I can afford ISTs... (interesting... ) time to go home now...

... something.. for the first time  in a while, I didn't need to put a pin on my white blouse to close it.... last night also I wasn't able to sleep... something told me to just sleeep on the chair because it was my path of least resistance cause I really was resisting sleeping in my bed last night cause there was no telly there... then today I got a  mat in the morning that charged me 20/- then I got to work, got a lovely breakfast.. came to the office and managed to solve something that the boss wanted done x2 then an old lover made me feel good... ( I have been feeling that I currently have a rejection vibe)... then managed to go to CO-OP and I have now a solution to that nagging problem that I have been having... and I am realising that I have been living that life that I am living right now.. is that life I was wanting.. having resources to live exactly the life that I really wanted.. .and mostly not even knowing it.. I worked some hate stuff... also.. also there is this ...

... moving to my dream place... it all started a few weeks ago when I received a bill for water for 12000 KES!!!!  and I got further motisha from my motisha neighbour full of exergeration ( I now figure) I think that things are much better than  I am making them out to be..... but at the time I really believed... then, I started looking.. really looking and I found many interesting places.. mostly 2 bedroomed... and two very nice very fun, very interesting  agents... on the second day, one was taking me to a place that I had already been... and  then on my left was this vacancy sign.. and  I remember, that a current neighbour, a place that I have always wanted to live but always thought was way too expensive and had this same sign and I ignored it and missed by 2 hours this amazing dream place!!!  So when I saw this sign, I doubled back, a little later and asked.. " I am looking for a house"  they said, " how many bedrooms?"      I said,...

.... is starting well!!! This morning I was as sick as a dog... now I am more or less great... I had a delicious breakfast, I am anticipating things, I am actually managing.... also greatest thing, I thought I owed this organization 57 USD which I already paid by credit card, and which would put me over my usual limit and cost me an extra 500shillings. It turns out I only owed 24.24USD which I could easily afford without owing any over limit fee... all is well... finally... I am feeling good.. suddenly it is easy to post in the other page, and more and more people are joining... and  I also got another present!!!! also boss is gone, so I can go,  many many leads for house..life is good!!

.. interesting things... boss is away so I can slip out and do the things that I have to.. also I earned good money yesterday... really good money... also someone actually sent me a job, to me, particularly, only the second time ever... sort of... any hoo, for the second day in a row, I got a present!! my house hunt goes on

... you know why... because, my website is doing better than ever.. even when I am not monitoring it.. the monday meeting was soo short, I could finish the minutes before lunch!! I like that I am feeling this good, I have that I have a list of the things I have to do and they will be great! I am listening to Abraham, who somehow is just making my whole world better.. Also yesterday afternoon I spent sometime with these 2 kids, who are okay, as in I don't mind spending time with them.. also as always my twitter is still growing without my assistance!! woo hooo!!! also the meeting was soo short... I am going through the 22nd listening now... I received many breaks and free things of late (that cost money BTW) and I also have found a beautiful new calender for April... I love it, it has such beautiful colours. Also there is a series I thought would be a great idea to watch and ALL 8 episodes of the entire series are available on youtube, and currently I have unlimited internet.. at th...

... I have had my first 2000! My very first 2000!!! in one day... and now I am really beginning to believe!! my current monthly average is 933!!! ALSO!!!! he said  'hi' to me !! all by himself all on his on... he said 'hi' to me!! Woo hoo!!!  I got a job... a good one too... also there is a thing that I did, this afternoon, which was a good thing.. a very good thing... and people are still talking about it!!!  :-) today also, I can leave at 4.30pm

... on the good side of things, My jobs page campaign is doing amazingly better than I ever could have expected, I already have more than 500 members, ( likers) also the page views are beginning to grow on their  own which I am appreciating. Also on this day, I am  not feeling great..  I therefore grateful that the boss will not be in from around 4.30... which means that I can leave... I have also stopped the ad.. already at 584!!! I think it was because I was a little overwhelmed which is okay.. now that I have removed it I am feeling better. I did for the first time a process at lunch time and I felt better

... getting closer and closer to reaching 111,111 total pageviews of the life span of the new jobs blog, in like 213 more page views... like I can do in one hour. I was at the Aga Khan hospital, which is famous for the 8 hour waiting periods... well yesterday it took 3 hours and would have taken less, if I had not left the place to look for something to eat. Also something happened today.. I had a fun moment with a momenty person.. I understand now why I think  he is the most magnificent.. he has soo many things that I like in people, who I want to share the rest of my life with.. I liek this feeling of majic

... I have reached 23,000! which is perfect.. I should do my 1,000 for the day and reach my 24,000! and get to 800 monthly average, which will be perfect... I think! also my good old trouser is fitting better than ever! or at least better than it has in a really long while, meanwhile, I have many many jobs, and that thing that I am working on is working, as in I am able to sit down and concentrate and do it for really long periods,  which if it is supposed to be my livelihood then I should be able to give it many many hours... I managed to meditate, yesterday night and this morning.. mostly . also I am only 4hundred and something away from 24,000, and I have discovered some old time ogbono, and I have lost a little weight... and that to me feels really really good, also earlier I was feeling really. I discovered that if I continue in current trend then my credit card bill  will be totally finished by the end of this year!!

... for today... although I slept only 4 hours, I am feeling great! I already can start writing the minutes, all that I have to do has been done... for now... all that remains is not urgent... I have 1001 jobs... today... for the first time in a long while, I slept at lunch time... it was great!! I also discovered a place where I can get sandwiches, cheaper!! Which is really great! Also everyone I have chosen has been picked for jobs here, EVERY SINGLE person... :-)