Ten Thousand Buttons

So this day. .. This day I left home quite late. I reached the office where I was to buy the glass. It was so easy to get to the office. I asked for a parking near the ATM. And I did. It was near really near. Really  near. Then I went to  pay for the parking, it turned out to be free. I could not believe it.  Not To all. Not at all. I cannot remember the last time I got free parking.  Then I went to the place to buy the glass. I asked IB which way to go. She said left, I had wanted  to go right. I was so sure right was the proper way to go. But left was so perfect. So very perfect and so easy. Cars went out of their way to give me space.  The information was easy.  Really easy.  They were even nice. I went and got the Windows fasteners for way cheaper than than I thought they would be.  By 150%!!!!! Getting to the next place was easy. There was this serious serious jam. At some point I hoot. Ask someone which way are you going? He says right...

You will not believe what happened to me today.  I went to this thing and I really  didn't want to go.  Then I had a drink. Decided to power through it. I was very energetic and happy and I tried to be happy.   It took a while and today I really tried really tried to have a good time.  It wasn't working. ... not really. ... I went to talk to these nice ladies and it turned out okay... I decided that I liked that girl. I decided to go for a walk and it changed my mind. I saw KBF. ..W It was so great... I remembered great things about Manfy. .. really nice things like how I could talk to him.  How much fun he was. How amazing he was. How much I liked him. ..... then I realised that I had a crush on one of the girls. ... The big one.. I don't know. .. I was too crazy to be near her... she is so something that I like. . Really. .. really... I want her in my life. Really do..... I noticed that she gave me a look when she was leaving. .. I like that she not...

... I woke at about 10th,  which was so much earlier than I expected. I had breakfast then went  home, watered some plants then got very serious inspiration to go to  the  UN about the SACCO loan issue   when I got there I got bitch slapped by  the cop that was there. I realised that it was because of my crappy vibration. . All that maharaja that I was getting ... and I knew it had to be me.  Then I was there being frozen, then suddenly I saw these people that I know and managed to get in.  It was alright.  The bank was nice really nice.  They gave me assistance I  many ways.  They added my  passport to my account then they allowed me to change they allowed me to transfer funds to the SACCO and I managed to talk to the really  cute guy. I couldn't believe my luck! At the SACCO they were also very helpful. Gave me options I had not thought of.  I now have paid off the my loan till like 3 months into the futu...

...I was a bit anxious cause manfy was supposed to show but plans were not concrete and I had not heard from him.  I was anxious I will not lie and kept wondering when he would communicate.  I finally got distracted by Castle while having a meal and he did.  He was all apologetic for bouncing me and promised to make it up to me.  I am going to sleep now but I really should find a way to relax about him. 

So this guy... This tender man, this tender sexy man, who really fucks like a God. This beautiful funny lovely man.  He is nice and intelligent sarcastic and funny and tender.  I love that he is tender.  I like that he is incredibly tender.  I like tender.  I cannot believe how lucky I am that he is here with me.  So many things that I want.  He is better than I think.  Really. .. very nice I like better than I think. 

.....I have been having the most difficult time with my manfy .and I was watching Eureka and I got a weird answer to wait cause the answer would come.  So I took a break from wanting to break from him.  I worked hard to find my peace with him and it is so much better than i expected.  We went for a drink and we will be going out again in a bit. .. This is going well

This night I spent with George bottles. I remember thinking I have a thing for you,  how is it possible that you don't have a thing for me. ... and this night I was with him! !! He is amazing!  Really and truly.  He meditates, he knows about the subconscious, he knows that happiness brings money! I think I am very into him. 

I was afraid very afraid of money issues.  But it all worked out.  I got the two monies promised by IB...... I am grateful.  Very grateful.  I can even afford to go to hospital now. ...

God helped me to get 180  KES and then 10 KES.  Biggest miracle of the day!  Esp the 10 KES.  That was big. I picked it up from the ground!  It was huge

This day I went to town  to start works on selling my shares. It went interesting. .. I went to a cyber. . Did the Medical thing... then waa so weak and tired got this heavy desire to eat chips and a soda.  Felt so much better.  So much so that I can go on with work.... I went to the bank. .. got frustrated. . Went to the loan office. . Got the cheque. .. it was the first big money I have had in a while.  It was less than I expected but it was still good.  Later got enough dough for entertainment. .. could not believe it! !!!   then this evening I got a call from my sister. .. the message on free money from the Sacco had come! !!!!  I cannot believe it!  I am finally in the money!  Also I had a thing to get in touch with a person who had requested for my help. She turned out to be such a bitch... unbelievably so.  Almost could not believe it.   So there I have my answer.  And I am taping love.

I have lost weight!!!!! I wore a trouser that I haven't in 2 years.  I have. My Jean. ... my Jean. ... it fit really fit!!!!!

On this day. ..... I thanked God all day and I got 2 more days. ... 2 days! !!!!! Happy Me!!!!

Last week I asked my IB for money.  Just money.  I had before asked for a job that could get me money. IB came through. .I got this big 10000 shillings order.  It was really cool!  So now last week I asked for just money.  And then I got the idea to get a loan on my insurance.  I called the company and the amount approved is so much more than I expected.  And there are 2 more sources. . And just now I have discovered a new source which I don't even have to pay! !!!!!! Woo hooo !!!!! I had asked for money more or less thinking that it was possible.  And now it is here. And by sitting here, listening to good music and at the end of it I will have booze money.  And maybe even dinner.  It is over!  So early! !!!

Received a new order!  I'm sooo excited! !!!! Also. ... I had a really fun moment with a really fun guy! Which was so great and loads of great fun.

.. I decided that I would use the money I made to try to live happily ever after:-D. .. I was going to pay all my bills then use the rest of the money to live. I spent most of the afternoon waiting for a service.  So I spent the time writing and thanking God for all things. ..  By the time it was my turn they told me they couldn't help me anyway.  I called my insurance lady and she told me that I may not need the document anyway and that by balance was way less than I had thought!   This of course meant that I have way more than I expected. .. so now I really can live happily ever after :-D.  Also it is the first time in a while that I have extra money. .. I am so happy!

.... I have just read a post from Radiant Rebecca and I am now radiating!!!  I am feeling really really good and I am really really appreciating that!! I like that too!!! Also yesterday as I have been of late woke up at 1 in the morning and didn't sleep till 5 in the morning... today though I did some crotchet, which is cool... also... now that I have a little money, I think that I will have the laptop upgraded so that I can go back to being able to do things in it... Also regarding money.... a) on the floor this morning, I found like 300KES!! :-) b) I received payment for  throw covers that I am making!! I am feeling also, better about my beliefs in Abraham.. and I am deciding to do the thing I quite to do... find ways to feel good!! :-) and focus on only that... only that, and only do things that I feel super good about... I alike that I am in the office and also... another money saving tip... I got bought for lunch... it was quite nice... ended up being really nice.......

.... I was disappointed that I had to have lunch with someone I am not sure I like... and I remembered that I have been here before.. saying that being in a place would make me happy... and I made peace and had an amazing time.. anyway!!! Also... I am happy today, I am here really... I don't even hate the be-hated people... it is really cool... really cool... I am happy I am here... really happy... also it is almost time to go home!! Woo hoo!!

.... that I didn't have to attend anymore... but my IB kept saying to attend so I did, 45 minutes late... then I got why at the end... there was tea and a snack!!!  basically, breakfast and lunch . :-)... also I was to do some a little boring.. a little could not remember how to... then when I tried to, I discovered that someone else was in the middle of doing it!!! :-) ... then today also the person I thought would take over from me is not that lady I dislike.. so I don't have to deal with her after all!!! Yay!!!! life is a little good... a little good. Also, I have just seen someone who is selling for a whole lot of money the things that I want to make and  I am thinking " I CAN DO THAT!!!! " Also, I have been wanting to go entrepreneurship class, and I have been really aware that I don't have the money.... but there is a free online one!!! woo hoo!!!!  Life feels good... really good... Also there is something that I was really dreading, having to deal with a re...

..... I am fucking angry and I like it... I love it.. I am finally able to breath!!  Also something interesting happened 2 days ago, I discovered  that my gas was over... yesterday I got the idea to check my reserve gas bottle.. and it had gas!!! I felt as though it was the first time that one of these things happened and I didn't have nothing to fall back on... ALSO.. this morning I got a message from my credit card office that they had received payment into my card.. he he he, while I am aware that this is how all these things started, but my life is already  getting better.. it already starting to shape up to take place...

.... I think that people are getting suggestions from facebook to join my group!!!  Happy day!! and dance! Also I am feeling better... much better, really much better....  terrified to face the fear.. so I am not... but a little excited too, which is really cool!! Last week I was in a really weird place, really weird....  Sedona Method was sent to me, and with it came amazing peace.. really amazing peace and by Friday I was already manifesting... I offered to buy drinks for someone without drinks... someone "did me wrong" and ended up having to pay... :-)... On Sunday, my sis gave me all this stuff... perfume, a really cute top... a juicer that has a blender and meat and bean grinder!!! and I no longer have to pay for it!!!!!!! I could not believe it... Perfect....   Also on my birthday.. the 12th I got that buttery yellow and green bamboo that I have been finning...  Also yesterday I did as I was asked, and it went okay.. really okay.. all is well... re...