Ten Thousand Buttons

...that has been playing in my head and I really wanted it in my list of songs for You Tube... I didn't know the name or the artist, so I just searched blindly and then I told me I'll just click on the first result of the search and after 3 I got my song!!! Woo hoo!! Oh yeah and my boss loves me again!! Ooh oooh and the first person from the office I saw today was.... OOC.... Ooooh oooh and I thought OOC2 might not be there and he was!

You know what I believe? I believe all this will be very very very well.

Guess what! Guess what!! guess what! I have been needing to renew my car insurance.. and this year insurance has gone up many percentages, and I had tried to get a quotation from a company that I thought was cool but it was soooo expensive, so I thought all will be well..... then I thought maybe my old company will send me a reminder about paying... and maybe I could pay for a few months and I can pay again, cause honestly I could not 'see' where the money would come from. Then last evening I received an sms saying that I needed to renew my insurance soon! in 2 days. Then I call them today and they say that my insurance premium DIDN'T GO UP!!! I cannot believe it!!! and you know now, I have enough money to spend on my new suit, hair, shoes, clothes for next weekend... life is soo good.. and in addition I have been giving people money left right and centre, this could be a nod from the universe...woo hoo!!!! Also I am feeling much better about my boss which is serious...

OOC (one that is) got me gum like I wanted. That is sooo cool. It is almost as though he wanted to please me.... as in do something just for the sake of making me happy, and I love that cause it feels food. As for this other guy I love who is being an ass, well thing is to tell him to go have fudge with himself.

So what has been my experiences these past few hours? This morning, there is an email I was supposed to have sent to my boss and I thought I did and discovered that I didn’t and later he expressed his dissatisfaction with all this. And yesterday I got these curtains in a colour that he had specifically said not to get! And of course the things I have been thinking about I have been seeing the manifestations, these have mainly have had to do with fear of loosing my job and such and now I cannot seem to do anything right. It has been months I think.... Anyway I don’t know. It could be all that dreaming I have been doing about going away to the beach...... Anyway, today I couldn’t do anything right even if I tried. I lost a post it that has to do with a document that is supposed to be signed... I left the office and was caught, and the reason I was leaving the office didn’t happen in the end.... ( as in I didn’t succeed) ... basically everything I was trying just was not working... ...

I love that we have been having great fun with the "Finger of God"

i kissed a boy that belonged to another girl. I never really felt guilty about the whole thing. So now recenty I got her a date with a man I really liked! I am not sure if I am paying back on me... they seem to like each other.... All is well....

What am I grateful for this afternoon, a) I finally got my blinds and now I can work in the afternoons without direct sunlight in my eyes and uncomfortable heat, and best of all it goes with everything. Also they are the colours I wanted. Which is even better than the ones I wanted. b) May leave early today!

I have been feeling bad about setting up a funky friend with someone I am into, and I spent a whole lot of time judging myself and feeling bad about me and everything. But now I have allowed me to be where I am and that is good cause I am feeling really good about me. I am grateful I am feeling good about me right now.

OOC just came to say hallo and I thought it was worth a mention cause it felt soo good.

I was dreaming about all these songs that i love and now I have all of them!! Yay! okay not all of them but they are springing from the wood works and making life so very very good.

....off the hook. I am supposed to be making an appointments form someone as part of my work duties... I have not really been feeling them... now she just called to urgently tell me not make any appointments for her this afternoon,so now I can go back to my break!! Also I just discovered that something I have been wanting and I am getting it tomorrow!!

something I have been working on for a while is working out quickly and easily... Always love that

There was this man that I had thought I wanted to get in touch with. And I did and now I have all these questions for me. But that is well.

Guess what good things are happening! I have been needing to send a cousin of mine money for school. It is not stressing me or anything like that.... everyone has been panicking left right and center about that money.. Then today my sister sends me a message that she is covering half of that money... so now I am 1/2 free!!!! Happy dance!!!

I made a little money on my site and that is feeling really good! I love this nice feeling I am feeling!! okay. Also I have done most of today so things are good. Also things are working out quickly and easily. ...

This past weekend, on Saturday to be precise, I spent a whole lot of time looking at really beautiful birds. It was one species really but the colours were soo vivid and beautiful. Enabled me marvel at God's creation and I loved that. Now today, a tiny little beautiful red and brown bird came by to say halo and that was a nice treat for me. I have never seen one like it here. It was a nice treat. I think I should start taking pictures.

I have been having drinks related issues and I have been looking for some sort of solution. One thing that has come to me is to move up the emotional guiding scale on it. Not that I want to continue or anything, but just feel better about it. Cause for the most part it remains at Hate/Rage, which for me is not entirely helpful.

I have been really wanting to get earphones for me so that when I listen to Abraham I can hear everything they say, and today well. I noticed a set of earphones for an old phone a few days ago. And now looking at my comp, I have just realised maybe it could be a fit!!! Woo hoo!!

I have to tell you about Mtn! Mtn is someone who generally irritates me. And it is possible that he is aware of this. I have been aware for a while that my general vibration around him is ANGER, therefore being around him is difficult for me. BUT thing about him is that he never gives up. He just keeps coming back. Interesting, I believe. BUT, I have also learnt, from an ex-beloved, that the way to get rid of someone is not by listing his negative aspects, but by listing his positive aspects. Okay, maybe you can tell I am conflicted about this, cause now I am feeling a little like I HAVE to link up with him, just because I am listing his positive aspects... anyway.... I will have to listen to a whole lot more Abraham to help me to sort this

Remember that dude the one who got me all confused the other day:-) well he came by the office today and today he just showed up in the office. I had this stupid smile that I didn't know how to hide, made really little effort. Anyhoo, I suddenly felt weller... Was happier... Anyhoo, later he asked for my cell number, though at the time I was noticing his lovely wife and kid... I am very extremely close!! Very close Oooh by the way the other dude, the one I keep saying that if I wanted to get married I would want to marry someone just like him! Today I looked into his eyes and it was beautiful!

I just experienced the one that irritates me the most and I managed to be normal around him; sweet even!!! Nice

Apparently a whole lot of people are receiving a lot of free stuff!! Yay by them!

I know where I am in terms of my relations with my workmates. I am in anger, la la la

My site is making money!!! Thank you very much!!!

So today I am doing well because, well you remember that dude that I love sooo much the one I am always talking about... well today we had moment and I have been smiling the whole afternoon!!! :-) Also in general people are gving me compliments, which is a good sign.

I have that desire to run away again. Who knows maybe... Anyhoo.. later

I'm just thinking that my vibrations are cool cause some not so ugly dude in a nice ass big car, said 'hi' this morning! And on a better note, the money feeling is lifting... fast!

Today I have been feeling money. What is the money feeling you might ask? Well if you have to ask then you don't know it. I am happy though that it seems to be subsiding.

that all my favorite Celine Dillon songs are available!! I think I must be doing well, No?

I have a site that for the 2nd day in a row made money! Also I had lost 1dollar that fell from my bag and someone picked it up and brought it to me!! How cool!

I will call this a manifestation cause well.... all through last week I have been meeting with men I liked in the past. Even one who, when we met, he felt a thing and I felt a thing/ching in my heart and I had never, have never felt that before.. and when we met it was mutual still, I still liked him and he still liked me and that was sooo cool.... and even the other guy who was basically ignoring me, I felt cool, I just liked that I liked him still... then I realised also that, there is this other person that I am way into and was getting all into a knot about it..... also this morning for some reaon this person I know starts telling me about this other guy who.. well... things didn't work out with.... Then this morning, this guy walks in. We have met before, and I didn't think he was all that then, hardly noticed him really, but today I was all.... well read below post.... then now I am thinking either this is a manifestation or it is driftwood, but in anycase it is all good...

Which is completely ridiculous cause I am not in love or anything. I am having all these thoughts then I am all nervous and thinking all about what other people are thinking. It is weird. I normally don’t get like this. I don’t.... honest! I don’t know.... I am actually confused.... cannot remember why. This is ridiculous.... Did I also mention that in this freezing weather I am sweating?!!!!

.... ago I wrote this and well I wanted to share.... enjoy!! ----------------------- You know this morning! I felt really proud, I had wanted to wake up in the morning and do my FAT BLASTING CARDIO with Billy Blanks! I was really quite determined. And I did. I didn’t finish even half of it but, BUT I woke up and I did it. What made me laugh about the whole thing later was that I was hardly moving and still I was sweating like a pig he he he. But on the good side, my waist felt a little smaller and I didn’t have to arrange my boobs into my bra, which was really cool. Oh yeah and I have been working on my vision board and it is shaping up really really well. I like it. I love looking at it, I love doing it. I love looking up magazines to cut up little pieces of it to make nice new shapes. Yes I definitely love my vision board. It was worth the wait. ---------------------- So now today.... Was having a bad day but things just got better? So I managed to send the thing on time and put E...

Great thread on self appreciation

Yesterday afternoon, (day in general) I had zero inspiration to do my hair, so I stayed at home and did nothing. I went to a supermarket to buy (Finally after like 24 months) my cooker and I thought to look at some of the wigs. I thought they were a little expensive so I didn't buy them though they were sooo cute! Instead I bought this inexpensive one which I didn't really know how to use... So this morning I was feeling a little lost with my wig, then I intend that it would turn out okay, and somehow it worked okay and this morning someone mentioned ( a female person, en plus) that my 'weave' looked goo! hi hi hi. I guess this day will be a good day

I have been meaning to follow-up on a bunch of documents, having great difficulties in doing that. This morning, I found the document .. plus another one I had forgotten all about... on my table!! Woo hoo!

I have been manifesting a whole lot of driftwood lately. Yesterday I kept seing past loves and almost loves and I realised that one particular person's reaction to me has to do with him not me. And I love love love the way one of them is sooo open with his liking of me. I remember the 1st time I met him I felt something like a chemical something and I loved him from that moment.

.. Finally I can leave NOW!!!!!

I have just manifested a new Billy Blanks DVD

I love that this afternoon, I feel so much better about MTN. I love that I feel soo normal around him now. I thank God for that.

Today I have noticed that all those that are willing to talk to me are telling me sweet words.... Sweet sensations here I come!

Today I managed to go for the walk on my own again. I somehow managed to avoid all people and walked alone. I liked that because I was able to rampage easily and that was really cool. I also love that during my walk, I saw so many birds, one of which had this amazing long tail. I love seeing that. I also love that all is generally well and that things are good. Generally things are okay. Things are fine.

Also I bought a pair of new shoes yesterday 1st of all it feels really really great to have bought stuff. I also discovered that I have enough money to buy that cooker with an oven I have been craving. I know that I am on the right track because I have been feeling generally really good about it.

My boss has just manifested something interesting - there's someone he's not been wanting to meet for a while who has really been insisting on a meeting. It was supposed to be today. He had to go for a meeting rather urgently so he got to miss the meeting like he wanted. And the person is meeting someone else from the organization so maybe now he wont have to meet them after all. Now me, there's someone in the office who honestly I have not yet (yet) cleared my vibration towards. Right now its at irritation/frustration/impatience!! (which is way up from hatred/rage so I'm doing okay). Today he wanted me to do something official for him and boy do I have resistance to this. Then a workmate who is not always in comes in and she is super at this sort of thing. She will take this over and finish it before I can say 'resistance'!!! And best part is she hold no such resistance towards him so all is really well! Also, this morning OOC needed something that I was ab...

Okay a) so this guy that I had a crush on long time ago has been sort of communicating with me of late, which is really cool. b) of course though, 10,000 of my old boyfriends have been showing up soo.... ... but that is driftwood for that man I love/hate so much... c) Going to see my friend who gave birth recently went really well. Really really well and I was really happy about that.... also the baby shower, I loved that I left the place feeling good about myself..... also got the rice and potatoes I was craving for!!!!!!! c) I also love the psych I now have to loose weight.... love that I actually managed to do 20 minutes of "FAT BLASTING CARDIO" !!!! d) also loving this cold cold weather which means coffee and hot water for me woo hoo!!! e) also loving this slow day. Really loving this slow day f) finally loving the more money coming into my life.