Ten Thousand Buttons

.. I have actually found a solution that can work for me, for the insurance.... I am very extremely happy!! I am jumping up and down, I have someone to help me to pack and all, I have.... Also this morning didn't start well... has not started well... everything is just everywhere, almost everything I try is just going to hell... but now things are a little better.. so far, I can leave in the afternoon to pack my stuff, I have found insurance that can work for me, I have paid electricity, I have enough money for the painting work and transport, also discovered that I have enough money to cover all this... AND Mr. Mtn is not in... Also I forgot, I found mkate wa mayai AND this morning there was this absolutely beautiful bird and I was able to watch it for a really long time... also I have had my meal I am ready to go home... to just max and pack!!! max and pack ... ready to go to my new home!!!

...  I like that after every 6 minutes I hear these words "Takte rehte tujhko sanjh savere" ... also discovered that this song is not the one I was looking for but for now it will do.... it is still wonderful also today I was thinking about it and it turns out that I literally create my own reality... Also I managed to get a house, all payments have been made, the house is being cleaned and I will take somethings in the evening if it is a possibility...  .

Actually managed to feel good about me... and now I am able to listen to mast mast again, which really cool...

... so far I managed to put out fires which is sort of cool,  also a non-jobs website is getting more and more hits, also remembering the fresh new money I made, my contract doc is coming together., I like very much how well the new bra is fitting... no adjustments necessary.. managed to get a house to live in... then, I have just discovered a little more money on my money dial... I believe that I have found a song I have been looking for for 10 years...  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLQe14UJJQw&NR=1&feature=fvwp  and I am sort of addicted :-) and also a video playlist, created by someone who wanted to of relationships, which is actually rather cool...

... how to soothe things, especially how to get me to do or not do things..  yesterday evening I soothed myself into not taking alcohol, also managed to soothe a situation that I got me into... also  yesterday I remember now that I got many many complements, in the office, outside, I got a thumbs up!, people were nice, I managed to get the things that I wanted, I got a banana which I saved for breakfast, at night I managed to secure me a few ... lost my train of thought... also had an interesting dream about Jimmy, I have been having interesting morning... also I am now experiencing good news... things are getting better... also this morning I discovered that I have made mysteriously 0.04€!!! I really cannot see the source but apparently it was yesterday... also I just got saved... from Mtn...also it is almost time to go home....in a few minutes... 3 to be exact....

... Today  is starting well.. really well.. .in morning I slept and slept and slept...also I have been dreaming, physical, feeling dreams with Pat No. 2... and they have been good, really good.... also I was wanting to avoid, as much as I could Mtn, but I thought I had to see him to get my morning coffee... I am still not there... with him... anyhoo, at some point I was to a meeting with my supervisor, and he happened to be there and so I thought about running and getting the coffee... but it wasn't possible, then, he said 'halo' and it was okay, I had buffers of other people... and now I had access to coffee infinitum!! Also I wanted bread, and someone in the office had!! with margarine... and also, I am feeling like all will be well, and also something interesting and weird... everything about that house is working out sooo easily and well.. New Chapter I recently sold somethings from my house and today the person who bought them came to pick them. I had told him t...

... things are already looking up, I managed to convince my hair to look OK... and I am feeling good about my new place, it is an actual manifestation!! of something very specific that I wanted, things are better with OOC, I am feeling like I have power to change how I feel, I have hot water to keep me warm... and that makes me feel happy...oooh I have money for lunch...:-) I like that Mtn is being his usual self that is causing me to expand, EXPAND!!!! and now I am about to learn a DEEPER LOVE   and this deeper love is where I need to be, in a place of much deeper love.. ..Also, I feel much better, also Abraham just given me permission to copy their work into oblivion... woo hoo!!!Also the car that I love... Mini Cooper... is becoming  common in Kenya...woo hoo!!  I also found the most amazing  YouTube Playing list... on Relationships...

.... feeling soo much better... this morning I was in despair because of feelings.. but now things are soo much better, I went home spent some time in pseudo meditation,  came back to work too early only to find it was on time... then a guy I find totally delicious called... then we talked forever.. I might want to eat him up... I want to marry him...!!!! Anyhoo....he called and it was nice to be able to do that with someone... it was nice to be able to laugh with someone.. I think that he is the one... he has all the things... that I want... and he remembers things that I say... and we can talk for a really long time... ALSO (the one which made me jump up and down) I have been needing to move for a while, and I found a place sometime time back.. and I had  feelings of NO!!!!  then yesterday I got this thing in my head to contact this guy... yesterday he says "No" then today he said "Yes" so I have a place to stay!!! everything else did not work!!! This one did, soo...

.. Things are good, I got relief form Mtn, Ooc came by to say 'hi'. I also feeling really good, also I got one hit on this site, ALSO there is something that I have been NOT to do at work... and yesterday I talked to my boss about it and she refused to let me off the hook... then today... it is official, the other boss, appointed someone else!!!! Happy dance... Happy Happy dance, also I just discovered that I just got some money for being me!! ... Also I made someone really very happy... really very happy... and I really enjoyed that... Also just watched  prairie dogs kissing... grateful that my weekend is due to start in 8 minutes, oh yes and last week I had to work late, but today the boss who made me stay has already left soo.... Fabulous weekend to me!!

... I discovered that someone besides me was here.. and I am loving that very much, I like that I woke up a little more rested than I have been in a while, I like that I have been doing sanctioned overtime, I also like that interestingly my AbeQuotes site is one of my more popular blogs... also I am noticing that I am getting free money, and today one of the first people I got time and space was my beloved OOC, I love that I get on with him soo well, also noticing this man that I have big feelings for, Jimmy has called twice so far, which means that I am loving me even more and more, I am also noticing how much money I have, I am making steps toward selling the things I want and I love that it is relatively easy, also I am noticing that the car I have been wanting to buy is a possibility, and it is relatively easy, I have a few things to do and then I can go ahead and purchase it... that makes me feel a little happy... also that a song I loved in my youth was sung by someone I knew mus...

... one of the nice things I have noticed about today is that I received, sometime back, money for nothing.. but that was yesterday.. today I have started the day on an OK vibration and I like very very much that I am feeling very much better, my day is getting better, I have been doing what I am supposed to be doing, and even making some progress, I managed to pay some debts.. and I am at 222... got a cute pic of prairie dogs kissing... which is a personal favorite..

Yesterday I decided to have a fabulous evening and as a result everything worked my way.. at the mall nearest home, I got easy parking, shopping was super easy and the line I was in was short, then I left it to  explore shorter lines and though other people were also there doing the same none took my place and I was able to rejoin the line at exactly my spot, (there were only 2 people ahead of me with really few things to buy) then I got an interesting taste of tacos with beans and cheese... really nice... I wanted the 2nd season of The Big Bang Theory very easily and quickly and when I wanted to pay parking fees, I paid only 40% of the fee!! Then I got home and got the primest parking in the lot!!! Today tea was great, I was one of the first and got a good seat and the people were good. Also my favorite foods, samosas, were on menu and I waited till I was  sure everyone had had enough, as in people were just standing looking at the food... and guess what, there on...

... I have just discovered absolutely free money... which is all mine!!I got a call from my Jimmy!!! He called last night... and this morning... I think that he loves, I think he really does.. :-), I have been wanting to go for one of these lunches paid by work projects that everyone seems to enjoy and today I managed!! I did it... and right at this second I feel soo full so gratefully full... Also I thought I would see someone and I saw them... crossing a road.. I should have taken a pic!! Also I have been thinking that I wanted this website to be big and famous and now I am thinking that maybe it is just for me, just for me... and this has been discouraging me a bit.. but now I am thinking that all is well..... I love how easy my access is to the abeforum, I love that I can, and am leaving ahora !!!. I love that I get to do just what I want to right this red hot minute!! I love how happy I have been feeling of late, I love that I had to deal with someone on a difficult subject and th...

.... one of those days... you know one of those days when I get angry, when I am angry at the world and I cannot remember why, it must be the beginning of my period or something.. So I had a blow out earlier today,  and as a result  maybe Mtn and a complaining colleague will leave me alone, also there is that... I can appreciate that.... BTW my complaining colleague... is totally and completely ignoring me... I also managed to move up in my vibration and my colleague totally forgave and Mtn too!  Woo hoo!!!! AND here is today's pic!!  Isn't it lovely... but that is a story for another day :-)... Also something with the Minister is being acted on... Woo hooo!!!! I am also listening to a solution to my Jimmy problem... and also I have discovered that my weirdness was about some big amount of money.. just for being me, matching my current salary.. :-)

I got a lift... got to spend time with the sexy cute guy... my boss is in a good mood, someone said I look "brighter" today which is odd because I had a massive hangover this morning.. in the morning I managed to exchange nibs of pens so that now I can easily use the nib I like whose ink has been over for a while!!!! ( I really love this nib, it writes like a dream)  I managed to soothe myself on workmate's subject and people have been nicer in general today.... also things are coming along nicely..  I did the PA thing and took!!! appropriated for myself 2 samosas WITHOUT asking!! Also today, I have been doing good... really really good. I have been doing really really good..... I am really proud of me.. and I will add a pic, from yesterday.. it was a fun happening... and I enjoyed this very much... Me wearing a tie. and I thought to share it... Much fun to you!! and love... BTW I drunk way too much last night and had a massive hangover but still managed to have one of ...

This morning I decided to carry my jacket though it has been really hot the last few days... and guess what, it is freaking freezing today... and I just discovered that the money I was waiting for has just been deposited into my account... :-) ... and due me being me, I just deflected talks with Mtn.... YAY!!!! Also, the company I have actual.. not virtual shares in, is doing really well and really soon will be back to making me money.. YAY!!! I finally feel better... and listening to French music...

.... a friend got me cake this morning  ( see pic...) so also I can thank her for the lovely beginning of day.. Also I have been trying to avoid someone and they cannot seem to spend time with me... and a person I love intensely came to say 'hi' AND a workmate was just listening to Law of Attraction .. I am surely moving on the right direction...  Also I didn't want to make an effort to pay electricity and in the end I might have found a way to pay without leaving my desk.... Also yesterday I saw the perfect house... I have been craving for a simpler life.. (cheaper life really)  I have been having thoughts about a place on the ground floor, with grass outside and a many many potted plants and burnt oranges and reds, and maroons... and yesterday I saw a house... I had been drawn... forced to go to this place that has houses for rent showcased on Monday...I was only able to contact comfortably... I went to see the house, and even though the instructio...

... started well.. I found Madtraxx  " Get Down " on like my second try...  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tqhl-g1OaQ&feature=related  Don't you just love it.... (ok loving this song is giving me the sweats... literally) and on that note I should listen to it again...  Also the number of friends I have on Facebook is increasing daily... I know this will be important... also I got the extra credits I was looking for ... and it sort of came to me, and I found some extra money in my bag which means that now I have enough money for breakfast and lunch...I also missed some many calls from a frantic person... and missed all of them... and I already have a pic for the day ( I took this pic myself, on a day I was collecting frangipanis.. A wonderful day that was) ... and all this before breakfast.. I am also getting positive messages.. and I am remembering good things.. that I can appreciate...I am also making some changes in my life and stuff... I like that other ...