Ten Thousand Buttons

The day started well, I managed to pivot really early in the morning.. without the benefit of coffee or anything like that.. I actually managed to have thoughts that were positive!! and especially about me.. I actually managed to feel good about me and I liked it... I rendezvoued with really beautiful things, including a lovely song... and a nice gentleman who could not get his eyes off me... and he said so, he said, " I like looking at you!" When I asked what was up... then the gate was up so it was easy to cross, then the birds then the squirrel!! Ah... perfect... I have discovered that somethings are growing... my things are growing!! Happy New Year!! Much love to you!!

... the day is cold I have no warm clothes so this means that I have a hot water day ahead of me.. I just discovered a T-shirt that is perfect for me for my current situation, i.e.  lack of sleeping shirts... I also like that Jimmy called, I like that especially that I had finished cleaning up on his subject and thought it went okay, I thought it went ok, and I like that he said that he loved me, I like that he sounded serious, like he missed me, I love that it is tagging my heart.... I like that I had saved vids in a good order... sort of surprised that I did... :-)... I also that I have 55 and 111 and 22 all on my email!...I got a sweet.. I am doing SOMETHING right!!

... I got to work early... earlier than most, my work was already done, just a few finishing touches.. discovered that Jimmy called and I like that I didn't talk to him when I was out of whack... also I had been wanting to finish paying a certain loan and I needed transport and someone offered early in the morning...I like that I have paid rent, and electricity and credit card, I also like that I haven't used my card this month so far, I like that  I am feeling this good... I like that I am listening to this delightful Utube vids for Abraham on work.. I like that I set them to begin with... I had a thing, and I think that maybe I have sorted it out a little.  I was not able to live the day I wanted but I am coming closer and I know it only gets better...

... a beautiful song from long ago by a surprising band! And even mores surprising is that they have lots and lots of great music... I am loving this discovery... I love my loves... (currently music!!). I intended on purpose and a meeting with a nice person went very extremely well. I drove safely and it was good

Yesterday I opened a door and in came a rat! I thought it was a cute rat... it had cute parts and I kinder liked the way it moved... I thought it looked cute as it tried to climb my curtains... and honestly I thought that "yes, I would prefer to live with this rat than with my cousin".... anyhoo... Much as is it was cute, I really didn't want to live with this rat... so I requested for assistance and I thought maybe it would be a good idea to make some noise in the room( it was my bedroom)  and open the door and maybe it will leave... then when I went back into the room I happened on " The World is Stone " by Cindy Lauper, and that was soo very cool because it has been like a week since the last time I listened to music that I liked... it was soo great... I tried without success to recapture the moment... but mostly I thankful I had it...

My day today.. I have been making a conscience effort at cleaning up my vibration... and already I can see some results... I opened my email from my phone ( isn't it great that I can do that!!) and discovered that my sister is going to give me about 250 USD for being me!!!! Also I have just learnt of a pay increase I am getting... I have not yet seen OOC today but that is really cool... I will see him and it will be soo very great!!! I think I will go and meditate a little... so that my afternoon is good, also we were given a long lunch break which is also really cool, also I am back to meditating... also today is my birthday in Abraham land...   10 Dec 2010 This is another money day for me!! I am also discovering something interesting about vortex smiles...   This morning sort of hypothetically borrowed money from someone in the office and within seconds she gave it to me.. Wow!! Later she gave me biscuits....   Let me start with this morning...   Woke up had a glass of jui...

My Aloe... after many months.. is GROWING!!!! I am also quite surprised that things in my life are growing.. I have a blog that I don't update and which has really many hits! And the money is also going up!! Super ... my money is also going up.. by much... and esp with me doing nothing...I am listening to a free CD! Also I was supposed to do 2 trainings that I was supposed to have this year for work.. and I discovered that I had! Also the   loan I applied for... the one I was worried about.. is coming through...

...I am having a good day... that things are working my way... I am feeling okay about people who irritate the crap out of me...this morning..  I also like that the time spent with OOC was great!! (he is in the whole week, too!!) I am also learning really pertinent stuff... very pertinent..

Soo today is the beginning of the ending of a relationship with Peter... which is making me feel really depressed... but it is good to know exactly where I am in that thing that is happening.. so I can say, I am happy that I have all these things to do, also on the good side,  I had a bird come and say 'halo' a few minutes ago which is really good, I still have my plans... Also this morning I was sweating buckets.. and I am thinking that yes I did want to sweat more, because of the salt I take.. you know so that I reduce the amount of sodium in my body, cause well water doesn't help... so of late for no apparent reason, I have been sweating a whole lot... so now this morning I came up with a plan... I will be keeping water in cold places so that I have access to them during bucket sweating seasons.. and so I decided to concentrate my water drinking to freezing cold and guess what, I was freezing for a bit there.. .so now I am back to drinking hot water to warm me a bit.. .a...

OOC just called to let me know that he was thinking of me... that was super... I like that all this is coming together... I like that I am getting to the adoration of me... I have found  a blue ball pen... also I like that I got so many pictures today of soo much food, also I rediscovered pictures I had long forgotten that I had saved, but it is good, also, let us start with yesterday... Yesterday morning, discovered that Peter had called... I wondered when he would, then OOC called, hospital was easy and cheap... was able to pay for electricity and rent.. which is very very cool, and also it was easy... oooh I had forgotten something really cool, there was this dude I used to be really into who works at some supermarket.. and it is nice that he gets ... still.... all disorganised whenever he sees me...nice still... then when I was going home I started seeing all these signs that I would see Peter... I turn a corner and a car just like his is taking the corner.. I think about him a...