Ten Thousand Buttons

... I did all those things I was supposed to, took my car for valuation, went and got my hair done so it is looking particularly pretty, love the thing they did with my nails, the outfit I was wearing actually looked cute! I met the girls for lunch and it was really nice, really really nice, I went out, and danced, exchanged numbers with a guy, got a crush on a really good looking guy,  was treated nicely in a heng for the first time in a heng, as in I was taken care of, it was me that the focus was on, I was the one that my cousin, who I was with, just took care of me totally, she was worried whether I was having  a good time, she scarified her own sleepiness and bought many drinks and food and all... beautiful!  Even the next day was alright, really alright! It was a good weekend!

... I have today discovered the power of moaning... on this day I have moaned with the goal of letting go completely a relationship that I have been holding dear to me. This man doesn't love me and it is time for me to let him go and with love and with peace and with everything that he wants... That said, yesterday... Mr. Sexy Pants came over. Before that he had called but I did not pick his call. I felt this call to clean up.. fakely.. my house, because that is all I had time for.... the call was quite strong, and I did all the things that I felt "called to do"  and it worked out really amazing! the house looked nice and clean!: -) we talked and it was easy, we even talked about something we had in common and that made me like him even more... and we did ma lovings... AND you know what? his tongue, feels good, his hands on my naked skin feels good, I am really into him... even more than Jacktone!! I am enjoying all of these.

I have made one euro I have made one euro, on purpose!!! with actual trying. Also someone new asked to join my blogs updates from Google!!! Also last night, I made a point to really reve up my vibration as concerns men in general and Jacktone in particular. A few minutes later the Engineer called and this morning I had the pleasure of looking into the eyes of Jacktone... it was soo much fun. Also for the first time in such a long time I have finish the minutes now, before to go home!!! Woo hoo, Sunday is mine!

.. I have these musics from outside Kenya that I blast from my car and always hope that peoples from those countries will notice it when I do and  and I have been wanting this for a while, then yesterday, I thought about it, then I let it go, I had a choice between 2 supermarkets and I chose one that I felt was less high-maintenance, and guess what Tere Mast Mast do nain was playing, I got excited and started to sing along, then one supervisor also started singing along.. it was fun... also a few days ago, I was blasting rock and a nice jungu peered into my car to see who was driving.. that was equally fun!!

 .... I probably will not go out with him but I found the manifestation fun. A few weeks ago I was watching this programme on telly that was quite romantic and fell a little in love with the characters. I got obsessed and started a tumblr page on them and I spent a lot of time on the net to look for other such couples and would just bliss out looking at my tumblr page which I did quite often. I did it to feel good not to meet someone, ... I don't feel really ready.... Then yesterday evening at home, I had forgotten something in my car, went out to get it and this hunky neighbour starts to chat me up. We had said 'hi' to each other a few times before but yesterday we talked quite a bit and he even ended up coming to my place and we talking for about an hour. It was really cool. After he left I just kept jumping up and down saying, "this works this works!!" Something else I found a whole lot of fun was that he is about 8 years younger than me and really believed tha...

... I am enjoying.. WESTLIFE... and they are keeping me in the vortex... I am soo happy that I encountered them today.. I have been wondering what to do to be in the vortex lately my tumblr is no longer helping ... oooh I got the 1st part of flashforward... :-) I love how selectively I watch programmes these days..  Something  I have been having  a little trouble being in the vortex today.. well of late.. and even my tumblr was not working, then at lunch I decided to have 2 song on a loop that were making me feel good  this Westlife, My love and Queen of my hear t and guess what.. during the ensuing programme meeting I was feeling soo good I fell in love and I  liked very much that he was starring at me the whole time 

... Yesterday something interesting happened to me.. I discovered that Jimmy may actually be in the country, without me asking, my cleaning lady told me that she has been seeing him around lately.. why is this interesting, because well I now am feeling a little better about my possibilities of getting back my money especially after this morning  then this guy with whom I have never been able to work on a workable