Ten Thousand Buttons

.. that I am enjoying my miscellaneous pics and I enjoy that although I thought I had stopped I hadn't and the new ones are just marvellous... like Arunda... also the other day, Sunday, I put on a tight ass sweater and it fit well!! Woot! also I am forgetting to mention, I finally received money for salo, which is great! Also, I finally got money this month from ECF45... € 0.26! And something I was thinking about, this morning on my way here... here, I  had been worrying about Cyrile and his intentions, and I realised it didn't even matter, all I have to do is make a decision and align with it.. and it doesn't even matter what that decision is.. something good for me, Ah... guess what the money is ready!!!

... while I was listening to CD No. 6 of the Sedona Method, I discovered that what I was doing wrong, I was wanting to change things so quickly and so hard, it is time for me to accept things as they are, make peace with where I am.. make peace with where I am, make peace with where I am.. it seems to be thing that is missing in my current programme, also I have been listening to Dolly Parton and Kenny Rogers.. lovely music!! Also just received info about business, helpful, a place to start... also did I tell you, yesterday.. not a drop of alcohol!! also I am feeling particularly in love right now... I am liking that I know so much that, also I wanted to let you know the overtime money for April is coming through in a few days :-), also something I am finding really very exciting, I have discovered a new series!!! It sound so exciting with all the things that I want!! also  I really wanted a soda to go with my free noodles and I remembered that during the change of desks,...

I have just discovered what ails me, and it is not what I imagined... and I have some work to do, also that money is on its fast track to me, and of course it feels like money, which means that I have to thank God!, also I am just remembering many moons  ago, I was collecting pictures and I happened on a picture of banana passion fruit and I spent some time thinking good thoughts about it  and that weekend I happened on the market and there they were, at an affordable price... also the time I started obsessing positively about salmon and that weekend I got a meal just for me, salmon salad!! It was one of the best meals I have ever had,. Also this morning there is thing I am applying for and the whole application process was easy...

On this day, the day has mostly started well... also received news that there is no way I can be here after 2.30 pm even if I wanted... woo hoo, it is time to sleep again!!!! I am  remembering yesterday seeing this beautiful bird of which I wanted a picture of a bird and I actually managed to capture it and at the same time it appeared in the picture.. :-( only now I cannot find it :-( , I am appreciating so much  that I have lots and lost of meditation videos I can download and  meditate on.... and I have found  a way to get the music I want today, not some other day in my phone!! It is officially 5 minutes to home time, and I am listening to the most beautiful music!!! Love, Me!

... seeing the old car for the boyfriend and it seems he will get it today, it really seems that he will get it today!! It is wonderful... it is beginning to seem to me that he will get all these things... all these things, and I have a part to play.. as in a big one... also I am thinking after I take care about him, I can take care of me and my houses!!!! Also guess what I have finished the section of the course and I got 100% twice!!!!  Woo hoo! I

I thought really thought that I wanted to do something outside the house, and guess what, an old and fairly crazy ass friend (=  much fun!)  has invited me to do something, also my sister has invited me on Sunday, I hope that I can go, (hey I can use that trip to go see the old house!!!) And you know what else, I make up for niceness with craziness!! :-) AND I am beginning to believe that it is ok! :-)

I am sleeping!! I am literally sleeping on my desk right now, how is that great? My boss is away on mission so he cannot see me sleep on my table, also I have been listening to the grid process more and I like how I am understanding it more... I am also grateful that I know exactly where I am and I am grateful I know what to do about it. I also like that soon it will be lunch time and I will be able to hide in the office of the boss and sleep a little  and I managed,

Well for one thing I managed to pivot on the subject of, Cyrile this morning, I kept wondering why I was angry to begin with..I only remembered later, when I had already forgotten about it and was already liking him and feeling better about him.. and things.. also I am happy I managed to pivot... also I knew life was getting better when I passed a shop and guess what they had, coke light!! at KES 60!!!! Also yesterday my sister gave me solutions... there was something I thought would be thoroughly painful, and she is thinking up new painless ways for me to do this.. and all is well.. also I invited people for a meeting and gave wrong info... it turns out it was the right info!! All is well.

... in the evening, I got home and my boyfriend handed me 2000KES!!!! You see I have been doing my shenanigans on money, and  I have been asking specifically for Cyrile to give me money and he did, he gave me money!!!!! I said to give me less, he decided to give me more... also my latest creation thingi has been his car back, this morning one of the first cars I saw was one resembling his... at least from the front... and then someone else is selling a car, and guess what... it is the exact same car!!!  I am officially re-starting my shenanigans for his car!! Also this lunch time I went to get take away because  I was in a meeting during our lunch our, a colleague was also ordering from the counter and guess what he even gave me money to pay for my lunch!!! And there was even diet coke!! Also something fun and interesting, yesterday I noticed something weird with Cyrile, he was sleeping quite close to me and faced me for most of it, quite intimate and nice....

... really annoyed at someone, I feeling as though they are meddling, and as a result  I don't have to feel guilty about not having lunch with her.. I have just noticed respite, the person I owe 500 bob didn't show up also one last present of today, it is now 4.31pm and my boss is already gone for the day!!!! Woo hooo!!

... good news!!! My boss says he has an engagement outside of Nairobi the whole day Friday!!!!! Woo hooo!! I can leave at 2.00pm!!! Also Cyrile is a weird talker... yesterday  I told him that I can ask anyone any question and after some insisting he said that he would like to join my cult!! :-)  Also I have been thinking that it is great that I am getting my relationship with Cyrile to be good, also it seems that I maybe getting my act back together.  Something that is out there that is really cool is that there is a market out there, a place where I can put my adverts, you know for my situation, and  something else, it is growing, so there are like even more people there.. and I today learnt what I was doing wrong, I can make and effort to do the write thing and at the same time work more consistently... it is good, and free!!! Oh yeah, and I have hot water! and the wink wink, nudge nudge thing I ordered for in November last  year is here! :-)

... I am feeling better.. I came in this morning with a hangover... I drunk too much.. but now after many cups of water, I am actually feeling alive... this evening my boss has a meeting at the time when we are  to go home... so maybe I will have the opportunity to go make my hair... maybe what I could do is just go to the neighbourhood salon so that logistics are actually okay.. I want the hair cut so that it looks a little different, and colour my nails.. also I like the fact I have a place to sleep and wake up in, I also like that I have been making an effort to be better at getting money, also this sato, my Inner Being sort of forced me to go to town, to look for a suit, then I couldn't find something I liked so I went to a department store, and I got a shift dress at dirt cheap, and a top and a skirt which were regular priced but really good! I am very very happy with the purchase....

.... my boss has realised how little work I have been having :-)... which is actually a manifestation... also I still am manifesting money, maybe I should start investing or something like that... all is really well,

... because my journey is beginning to feel better, and also that issue I had yesterday with Cyrile has been sorted, we sort of talked about it or rather he talked and  I listened and I learnt.. again.. that the world doesn't revolve around me! I also discovered that we have soo much more in common than I previously thought, it is amazing, shocking... he was telling me yesterday about signs.. you know signs.. like if you see this and feel this, it means this!! He said pay attention to the signs!! :-)... I used the signs to get him back!! .. Also I have just realised that my boss is away and I can listen to my youtube digest!   I have also discovered that the meeting I was invited for, I was actually invited for it!! Also there is something interesting, with my new boss, I have been working really hard for  a really long time, then sometime last month I decided I wanted a day off per week, and I got that, then I felt that was bad, but I wanted a lighter work load and I am ...

.... Yesterday I had to make changes to the itinerary of my boss and the new times I wanted were fully booked. My boss decided that really wanted  the original times, and I called the agent and she said she would try her best to see what she could do, but honestly it looked quite bleak!!  Then this morning she calls doesn't get me, she then sends an email, it is possible to get the original dates!! wooo hoo!! I am very happy, also now it is lunch time and today honestly I am not in a place where I can entertain people, and one person who requires lots of entertainment asked me out to lunch and someone else responded!!  It ended okay, as in  we both had to do other things, I had to get my whisky and she had to tend  to a client!! I got my whisky easily... got my money back... only that  I worked too hard for it.. I worked too hard for it... :-(... but it is the 1st money I am to receive! I haven't been the best today... all...

..... I have been doing something right? I have been soothing myself in subjects without knowing I was doing it... also I have realised that the reason I was feeling so odd, was because I was... I am quite fragmented, I also remember yesterday when I was going home.. I was reminded to go back to the basics..  whenever I work very hard to control things, I always get scattered.. but I feel as though my parts are coming back together, also today I saw a Nissan Primera.. which means to me that Cyrile's car is coming back soon... also today in the morning it looked sunny, but still I put on stockings and a sweater.. and now 4 hours later.. it is freezing!!  I am thankful that I have lots of hot water in the office to keep me warm.. I am also soo thankful that I can be thankful for this.. also I am thinking about the way the stock I bought a few years ago is doing very very well, good news.... I am getting the belated money on Friday or Monday!!! Woo hooo!!!! So question....

.. I have been trying to manifest money and I managed... someone gave me money, it was money given for me to do something, I didn't get it but.. it was money for me!!!  also the milk I was supposed to buy was bought!! Also  don't have to feel guilty about sister and spending time with her cause she is happy with her boyfriend, also I have, may have found a place where I can advertise, also I am back to my old avoiding ways, today the lady who I sometimes like to avoid is having lunch with other people!! in money news, I got a bill paid for me, AFTER I had asked that it not be paid :-), and I earned 2.56KES on my credit union account.,I also got another message regarding my maybe coaching...

... and I realised that I have had a few manifestations that I didn't acknowledge, (1) the other day I was at the salon and the lady who made my hair charged me only half to make my hair, you see she had done it last week and it was horrible so I saved half, and also (2) a few days ago, I requested for a credit on some snacks and today when I went to pay I realised that the person who had given me the credit wasn't even there!!  also the meat that Cyrille likes is soo much cheaper than what I normally buy... and I have already cooked so I don't have to do that again... also today is Friday and I have already done 1.15% of the day.. :-) and old loves are coming back... also I am feeling like I want to manifest more money in my life... also I have been trying to make a decision  whether or not to go to town, now there is a warning not to go there... also it is officially raining men, so far 3 long time men who want serious things with me have contacted me in the last 24 hou...

I have been wanting to have  a job, that doesn't involve people, that I can do alone inside my house and not have to interact with people much, and that would net me lots and lots of money, and I think I have found something that is just that, it is sort of exciting, I am enjoying it inside my head, also someone yesterday told me " thank you " for helping her with my words, for inspiring her and she even shared a major success story... :-), Also I am realising how well I am getting on with Cyrille, we can just sit and talk for really long periods, and be really comfy together, it is working out really well, really really well, much better than ever, he is even a different person, I like him better, this morning I woke up disliking him, and then I drunk coffee and started to listen to the GRID and got all lovey dovey around him, following him around in places, also noted that sometimes he does that.. I also realised that now it is possible for me, also had my med...

.. things and thoughts of boyfriend are getting better, it is possible for me to make him my magnificent man, I am grateful that something that I thought I had done wrong was not true.. I am very happy right now, I have a really pretty calender... very happy with it, also I don't know, in my split happiness, I understood something in the grid... works well with the pictures I looked at this morning! Also there is something that I forgot to do many many days ago, and I have managed to do it easily and quickly.. Also old loves are resurfacing and being interesting..  sort of, it is finally raining men, and I am feeling a little good about me, which is really good.