Ten Thousand Buttons

The day started well, I managed to pivot really early in the morning.. without the benefit of coffee or anything like that.. I actually managed to have thoughts that were positive!! and especially about me.. I actually managed to feel good about me and I liked it... I rendezvoued with really beautiful things, including a lovely song... and a nice gentleman who could not get his eyes off me... and he said so, he said, " I like looking at you!" When I asked what was up... then the gate was up so it was easy to cross, then the birds then the squirrel!! Ah... perfect... I have discovered that somethings are growing... my things are growing!! Happy New Year!! Much love to you!!

... the day is cold I have no warm clothes so this means that I have a hot water day ahead of me.. I just discovered a T-shirt that is perfect for me for my current situation, i.e.  lack of sleeping shirts... I also like that Jimmy called, I like that especially that I had finished cleaning up on his subject and thought it went okay, I thought it went ok, and I like that he said that he loved me, I like that he sounded serious, like he missed me, I love that it is tagging my heart.... I like that I had saved vids in a good order... sort of surprised that I did... :-)... I also that I have 55 and 111 and 22 all on my email!...I got a sweet.. I am doing SOMETHING right!!

... I got to work early... earlier than most, my work was already done, just a few finishing touches.. discovered that Jimmy called and I like that I didn't talk to him when I was out of whack... also I had been wanting to finish paying a certain loan and I needed transport and someone offered early in the morning...I like that I have paid rent, and electricity and credit card, I also like that I haven't used my card this month so far, I like that  I am feeling this good... I like that I am listening to this delightful Utube vids for Abraham on work.. I like that I set them to begin with... I had a thing, and I think that maybe I have sorted it out a little.  I was not able to live the day I wanted but I am coming closer and I know it only gets better...

... a beautiful song from long ago by a surprising band! And even mores surprising is that they have lots and lots of great music... I am loving this discovery... I love my loves... (currently music!!). I intended on purpose and a meeting with a nice person went very extremely well. I drove safely and it was good

Yesterday I opened a door and in came a rat! I thought it was a cute rat... it had cute parts and I kinder liked the way it moved... I thought it looked cute as it tried to climb my curtains... and honestly I thought that "yes, I would prefer to live with this rat than with my cousin".... anyhoo... Much as is it was cute, I really didn't want to live with this rat... so I requested for assistance and I thought maybe it would be a good idea to make some noise in the room( it was my bedroom)  and open the door and maybe it will leave... then when I went back into the room I happened on " The World is Stone " by Cindy Lauper, and that was soo very cool because it has been like a week since the last time I listened to music that I liked... it was soo great... I tried without success to recapture the moment... but mostly I thankful I had it...

My day today.. I have been making a conscience effort at cleaning up my vibration... and already I can see some results... I opened my email from my phone ( isn't it great that I can do that!!) and discovered that my sister is going to give me about 250 USD for being me!!!! Also I have just learnt of a pay increase I am getting... I have not yet seen OOC today but that is really cool... I will see him and it will be soo very great!!! I think I will go and meditate a little... so that my afternoon is good, also we were given a long lunch break which is also really cool, also I am back to meditating... also today is my birthday in Abraham land...   10 Dec 2010 This is another money day for me!! I am also discovering something interesting about vortex smiles...   This morning sort of hypothetically borrowed money from someone in the office and within seconds she gave it to me.. Wow!! Later she gave me biscuits....   Let me start with this morning...   Woke up had a glass of jui...

My Aloe... after many months.. is GROWING!!!! I am also quite surprised that things in my life are growing.. I have a blog that I don't update and which has really many hits! And the money is also going up!! Super ... my money is also going up.. by much... and esp with me doing nothing...I am listening to a free CD! Also I was supposed to do 2 trainings that I was supposed to have this year for work.. and I discovered that I had! Also the   loan I applied for... the one I was worried about.. is coming through...

...I am having a good day... that things are working my way... I am feeling okay about people who irritate the crap out of me...this morning..  I also like that the time spent with OOC was great!! (he is in the whole week, too!!) I am also learning really pertinent stuff... very pertinent..

Soo today is the beginning of the ending of a relationship with Peter... which is making me feel really depressed... but it is good to know exactly where I am in that thing that is happening.. so I can say, I am happy that I have all these things to do, also on the good side,  I had a bird come and say 'halo' a few minutes ago which is really good, I still have my plans... Also this morning I was sweating buckets.. and I am thinking that yes I did want to sweat more, because of the salt I take.. you know so that I reduce the amount of sodium in my body, cause well water doesn't help... so of late for no apparent reason, I have been sweating a whole lot... so now this morning I came up with a plan... I will be keeping water in cold places so that I have access to them during bucket sweating seasons.. and so I decided to concentrate my water drinking to freezing cold and guess what, I was freezing for a bit there.. .so now I am back to drinking hot water to warm me a bit.. .a...

OOC just called to let me know that he was thinking of me... that was super... I like that all this is coming together... I like that I am getting to the adoration of me... I have found  a blue ball pen... also I like that I got so many pictures today of soo much food, also I rediscovered pictures I had long forgotten that I had saved, but it is good, also, let us start with yesterday... Yesterday morning, discovered that Peter had called... I wondered when he would, then OOC called, hospital was easy and cheap... was able to pay for electricity and rent.. which is very very cool, and also it was easy... oooh I had forgotten something really cool, there was this dude I used to be really into who works at some supermarket.. and it is nice that he gets ... still.... all disorganised whenever he sees me...nice still... then when I was going home I started seeing all these signs that I would see Peter... I turn a corner and a car just like his is taking the corner.. I think about him a...

I tried to be good today, to do all my processes and be a good girl this morning... and I am barely surviving, barely surviving.. but according to Abraham I am doing much better than I am thinking... This morning first person from the office I saw was OOC... which is always an indication that life is getting better.. then I thought that there were 3 issues that were pending that I had not taken care off, which made me a bad worker, then I discovered that all three were self solving and I had already done my best anyway... though honestly I don't yet feel good, also there was something I was very worried about and it worked out.... and OOC is being really nice so life has to be good... I am also discovering something interesting.. my former boss is a bit a nervous person and dealing with him is weird, and I am very grateful that he never had me deal with him... he always had other people deal with him... isn't that perfect... also I should immediately find a way to feel better....

This day has turned out okay after all, it is actually fast paced and exciting... and it looks like I will finish everything today manage the day off tomorrow

my first actual manifestation of today is that  I really didn't want to work during the Christmas period but I wanted to save them for next year. So I was informed that I MUST take leave in December because when the new boss arrives it will be impossible for me to take the days anyway!! so now from 23rd December I can plan my vegetating!!! I also learnt some important facts about leave that had been sort of misrepresented to me earlier in the year... which is seriously cool, also I have been added some responsibility... I am also going for a meeting.. outside the office... something I have been wanting for a really long time.. I am sort of already manifesting some anger manifestations.  I am listening to Abraham... Abraham.. .which is very super..Also I am having to stay at work for some urgent work so I guess now I have to stay in the office and listen to Abraham

.....I am already having a nice morning.. I like that I am having a nice morning, I like that things are working out for me, I like that I am feeling smaller (in size) and I am appreciating my Jimmy, he is really great! I like that where I am is where I am, I appreciate so greatly that he greatly resembles my husband in so many ways, I also appreciate the great contrast of this past weekend.. it feels wonderful to feel okay about it, and also that more wonderful feelings about it are on the way, I like that I am feeling soo much better, and I like that things are so clear to me, and also that things are growing for me...

... I have so far.. received 2 invitations both of which sound fun  and both of which are free for me.. and also something interesting... maybe there was an offer or something but I loading talking time for KES 500 and the result is KES 1000 on my phone, and after a few calls it is a little more... KES1029! I know it could be a promotion but it is a good feeling... things are coming to me really easily.. much easier than before.. I am remembering things that I am supposed to do, and it is fine... I like that I am very hydrated at the moment. I like that there is very much water available here and hence I can keep me hydrated the whole day.. had to leave to run an errand and managed quickly and easily...

.... I got the details of the bash of my my Ex-Almost...

... I just smelt fresh vodka in the breath of a workmate!!! I feel sooo much better about life right now... also I am listening to nice music that is making me feel better... rap from when I could appreciate it... Also let me mention this morning's adventures... in the morning at home there was a black out before I could shower and iron... so I thought about it an decided to shower and iron in the office so I carried my rose and brought my stuff and managed to get that thing I needed to get rid of, and got rid of it... also interesting thing is that the person with the privacy... you know the shower and elec and stuff, is away for the week so that was easy.. then later the person I share the office with was late.. so no one really found out... Lunch was cool... also something interesting.. I had been 'told' to pack food for my boyfriend and instead packed food for me and when we met in the morning he asked me for it (the food that is) I am teaching again... my favorite st...

I decided that I wanted to feel better about my relationship with my boyfriend, and right now at this second I do.. I do feel soo much better... I like that right now I am feeling this good... I like feeling this good... I saw an eagle at rest.. that was very perfect!!! Also I bought a beautiful succulent plant and the most beautiful flower on earth.. also I got quickly and easily a rose for the office. I got food at a discount, also, boyfriend borrowed car, and money... gave me back more money than I lent and fuelled car!! Interesting also last night, I had an intention I like that I am feeling so much better about money... already... Finally some relief... I am listening to some nice music...

.... I like that I was feeling soo great interaction with my boyfriend was great!! I like that I had a very very good reason to send OOC an sms and that was really cool, I like that the other coffee drinkers in the office are not in and so even though I didn't take coffee this morning I still have the adequate amount of coffee in my system, I like that I was really hungry and I felt that all was well and as a result I found some instant noodles on my desk so I have food!! I like that I have something to sell, and I like that it is here so I can get all the details. I like that tomorrow is a holiday for me so I can put the ad up, I like that I had more phone credit than I thought I had, I like that I am listening to Abraham, I like that there are many things to appreciate, I like where I am right now and I like that it is fine. I like that I have been receiving more hits on this page than before, I like that my dominant vibration on my boyfriend is not insecurity, I like that there...

..feeling really good, what is happening.. remembering the funky little Tigger and C+C Music Factory... I might go to Naivasha... la la la la la la, my young friend... my young friend who I was doing a favour and this was a long term favour and she told me that now her sister will be doing her this favour... and this is really great cause I have been wanting to stop doing her this favour... SUPER!!! Very very super! BTW here is the French version of my favorite song... C'est merveilleux d'être un tigre Car les tigres sont merveilleux Leur queue est très élastigre Leur corps est monté sur ressort Ils sautent, ils dansent, ils tournent en rond Et ron ron ron ron ron ! Les tigres sont des animaux merveilleux et donc je suis merveilleux Les tigres sont romantigres Ils ont le coeur plein de miel Si les jaloux les critigrent ????????????????? Oui c'est merveilleux d'être un tigre Car les tigres sont de gros chats De gentils minets sympatigres Qui vous s...

.. so I am listening to Abraham and it sounds good... its sounds really good.. Also I asked my boyfriend for photo and he gave me.. and I asked about him buying me a house and he didn't seem opposed to it.... also.. OOC sent me an sms jana night... I must have been feeling really good!!! really good! my posting of Abraham just came... Also, my Abe quotes site has been getting so many hits of late!!! I really appreciate that! I also like that I am feeling so much better right now... I like that I am in the vicinity of appreciation.. I am watching questionable vids.. he he he.. also I forgot to mention, I measured my waist this morning and it was like 2 inches smaller!! he he also there is guy who is waiting to see someone and he is very very pretty.. and seems nice.. gosh, I like feeling my well-being.. also my boyfriend was on his way to see me today.. things are going well... also  I cannot wait to go out in the sun...  I have been feeling a little cold and I am happy th...

... so far so good, I am grateful that I have a story to tell.. also remember that thing I had forgotten to do for the boss, well it is sorted, also I am feeling really...also just received a call from my old boyfriend... all is well... the thing I was following up on has been sorted, ..also my boyfriend called.. I really wanted him to call, I really wanted him to call... I have happened on a vid of relationships in the vortex...  learning curve!! I am watching a cloud move... really nice!!.. I got a banana..  for free... Also I am feeling better about my boyfriend... also that thing I was working on is finished!! Isn't it great that I can get to listen to Abraham all I want while working here!! Something interesting.. I was reading about in the forum that I am in (www.abeforum.com) about an Abraham workshop and at this second   I am listening to it!!!  Interesting... it is happening.. I am beginning to feel better.. also I heard OOC talking today... s...

Today is okay... today 1st thing that happened this morning.. I was having the most difficult morning then my boyfriend popped in gave me a hug and suddenly my day was better...I saw a squirrel.. it is only 1.5 hours away from home, I like that I have a window with direct sunlight so I get some heat.. I couldn't make it to my class, had a long and boring meeting,  but I managed to feel a little better, I like that I have found something  that I can do away from here.. I am listening to all this Abraham.. which is good.. and I am getting a little better, also facebook is not working so I have time to work..  :-) birds birds everywhere... Also I got the roseless roses I wanted.. it looks like it will rain again... AND I have hot things that are keeping me warm... I am sooo loving this Abraham.. it is soo cool, I am the bestest!! I have just discovered a mistake I made... I am finding as always easy solutions to my issues.. it is actually nice... I don't know... also, I disc...

... Self discovery...  I now wonder if there is a more fun way to do this.. ?... I am feeling very slightly better.. I think though that I should make a conscience effort... also did I tell you that I received mail from David... groupie love rocks!! Things are getting slightly better... my boyfriend called.... being himself... which is nice.. things are progressing really well... .. I am actually feeling good!! and enjoying that... very much... also you remember the work I had been putting off.. .. well the person that had asked for them has just come... so it is just as well...  also I took some hibiscus and now I am feeling so much better, just remembering my good fortunes.. and smiling... I must be re-becoming loveable, I am getting love messages... Ooh I have a class for tomorrow!!! Very happy!! I have to get ready... I want to get ready.. .. Now I am getting ready to listening to way too much Abraham !!! I am way tooo happy!! I am happy that today I might have the " night...

Groupie love action... I got mail from Esther Hicks!!!!!!!  he he he Also spent the whole afternoon with OOC and only good things happened.. wait go back.... lunch wasn't hungry so waited till I got hungry and there was food for me... I spent a really short time with someone who cannot spend a short time with anyone to save her life!!!! Then I had wanted to sort out an issue at my savings and loan and now I will get a big ish credit (woo hoo!!!) Then OOC touched me to touch me like it was the most normal thing on earth... and I had a great idea to beat the jam...(super nice...) Now 2 people have so far told me what a wonderful life I lead... isn't that cool!!!!  And did I tell you I spent the WHOLE afternoon with OOC and my car has been repaired!!! and it will cost so much less than I imagined AND there was a part which is brand new and useful but I cannot use it for my car so I can sell it for for for.... YES  MONEY!!!!!  and my boyfriend has just called.. which mak...

I just spoke to OOC and somehow I am feeling better.. I am actually writing a letter that is coming together.. Still enjoying nice music... discovering that there are things about a nice workmate that I like... OOC is on his way to come see me.. continued bliss.. he is soo sweet.. always lifts my vibration!!  He just gave me a small gift..  I love how he looks at me.. I just discovered that a song I adore is by a group I have things against and that it is a beautiful inspiring song... I finally managed to pay rent!!! Happy.. especially how easy and quick it was... thank you kind fairies  of the universe, no lunch.. I have gum from OOC... Also today while  preparing to go home for cleaning and rent.. I decided to pick the kind girl who helps me out... then we got to discussing and she tells me she prefers if this time I don't pay each time she does the work and instead she wants me to pay her at the end of the month!!!  It is great cause it saves me money f...

.. So far nice things... My bosses are not in so I can max and listen to Abraham all I want.. Also I had borrowed computer speakers for a colleague who is currently on leave, and the person that set it up has gone on leave and might come back after the colleague with the speakers comes back and I prefer she not knows about the borrowing... I am listening to Abraham and it is feeling better..I am learning Spanish in an easy way.. I had really wanted to know what " para "  meant, and now I have a whole article!! My Ex-Almost.. just called me his "EX" which is sort of fun.. .Also.. I got warning didn't really listen and now I  am seeing the result of that but I can see now how that will be well Now a boyfriend who I was having doubt about called, then a guy who I met while in the vortex some time back and it was really good. Also OOC is BACK!!! I just met him and we have a secret. I love that we have secrets...  with him... I would follow him to the ends of t...

... I am feeling inspired to really work on my dream, and I have found a poster with info...also, my ex-Almost might have invited me for something (key word here being MIGHT)

...that trip I have been having 2nd thoughts about going to Buja.... well I might not have to go after all.. the lady called we spoke and now I don't have to goo... and that guy from yesterday... he came by to my house in the morning... to say 'hi'... that made me happy this morning happy.... my Ex-Almost wrote yesterday...what is interesting is that I have been thinking about him, there is a rumour that OOC is back... I hope that it is true,  He has just called ... still makes me smile so... !! my morning guy that is... Now office... I didn't want to write a certain email and didn't want to and finally I don't have to!!! happy happy me!! Also got some really good advice that has helped me turn downstream and relearn how to love my Ex-Almost.. And at this second I am enjoying this delicious song over and over.. it is like really nice ice cream   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQkBqmd7i98&p=61D949526EC1BE73&index=5&playnext=5 Also the morning...

... that I made a little money from this site!!! which is awesome... first time ever... Happiness to the rasta people... I got some good food for breakfast.. I am hearing things... I can 'hear ' OOC.... I am missing him.. and he will soon come to me...

The last two days I have been having internet issues but now things are better...  and so I thought it would be good  idea to list the good things that happened since the last time I had a chance to write... a) Yesterday I had to buy something and it came to me really easily, also I have been looking for the Melinda and Melinda for a few years, (since like 2005 or something) and yesterday I intended to get a good DVD and it is the one I got!!!! and driftwood for another one. b) I was researching a subject and I got a whole lot of useful information and for a while I thought I would not be able to go through all of it and I did and it made me feel good. Also yesterday evening was the first time in a while that I had lots and lots of energy in the evening. c) I slept the whole night only woke up today in the morning!! (loved that) d) This morning I was thinking upsteam thoughts and I actually managed to pivot.. and I remembered that all was actually well and I love that....

... finally feeling better... I have been learning more about feeling better...

... I am listening to Zhane and discovering music that I had forgotten about.. that I love... I am grateful that I am feeling good.. feeling grateful for the internet... I have also created a YouTube playlist of 12 songs with just one song... Cry for Help - Rick Astley.. I love that song...  and I am really enjoying all this.. someone offered to  buy me my  dream car.. joke but still, and the compliments are still coming in ...

.. I am beginning to feel better about me.. things are getting better.. things are getting better... I am getting better at this... I am getting work in where I like!!  I am happily chatting with someone who is maintaining my vortexy feelings.. I am really close to finishing the letters I am to send..   I think I will just make up a list and see how it goes... I am listening to Abraham and it is not interfering with work which is very very cool, I like that lunch was low calorie and that I had had no breakfast, and that my clothes are fitting better and that I have clothes for tomorrow, and I am already receiving compliments... and I am mixing with people who love me.. and I like that... I am also relearning lessons which is very cool... I might even go and walk which will be perfect... I have my opportunity to go and meditate.. which will be perfect...Also by the time I left I had started receiving compliments which means that things are back to getting good...

.. So there is this man who is exciting my brain at the moment.... Yesterday he said something that pissed me off and I chose deliberately to stop the conversation and only come back when I felt better... I was really pissed... anyhoo..I cleaned up on my vibration and then honestly I thought it was all over.. this morning it started again.. it and it is good.. very very good.. Oh yeah and someone just called about the happiness classes!!!  My vibration is still being maintained.  I am totally loving the song by Christina Milan I loves it!!! BTW after his 6 weeks of class away from the office.. MTN is taking 6 weeks off!!!! till next year!

What happened yesterday? I woke up slightly on the late side of life... my beloved girl came and started cleaning and saw me undressing which is interesting... then I left this place went into town, and for some reason the ATMs were not working.. none of them all over town.. I didn't get the message... I went into the bank and made a withdrawal and went to the place I had to pay and guess what... it was closed.. I no longer had time for hair so I went to the post office and

... sort of feeling better about things... I am reading serious information and it is making sense and I am seriously enjoying that.. I am feeling better and I am liking it!! I am actually feeling a little, I like that things are getting better, I like that I am feeling my vortex right now, I like that I am listening to Abraham, I like that I am feeling this good...

I am trying now to feel better...  I am listing things I can enjoy and they are coming to me easily and you know what else I am telling a new story!!!  loving it!! I am listening to amazing music and telling my new story!!

okay so I am learning new things... my letter is coming along.. I especially like that it is nothing like the example and that I am feeling this good about it... Also the butterflies that are flying outside are really beautiful... also I had a visitation session with a dream an a dream maker just wrote about making my dream come true.. I am fulfilling my duties which is super...

I am working on looking at things through the eyes of Source and it worked... The lady boss was actually nice to me... I got the afternoon off, big bro gave me enough money to cover all costs without needing my contribution, I can contribute, I am enjoying my chocolate, I am seeing birds being beautiful , I also love that I am having an easy time seeing a pic of OOC... the internet is not working so I can concentrate on my work!! I am in the process of creating my latest Abraham CD so it will soon be ready for use in the afternoon when I take off... this morning  I got a really  nice outfit that I could wear and that I really appreciate, and  I am wearing flats.. I have been wanting to make an ad for my happiness classes and the words and format came to me really easily :-)  I wanted a little private time to cut through my ad and it has come to me easily... my office mate went to another office to hold discussions :-) now all that is left is where to carry it... whic...

.. my day is already starting well, I managed to meditate, and do all my processes and it went well, I got to work early and managed to do my processes... then I got breakfast...I have also got some contrast which is good because it means that there are good things coming my way, I also found a book on happiness... nice... very nice... old friends confirm me as their friends... (on facebook) I love that I have something naughty that is making me feel better.. I was feeling bleeding heart for a close friend who was supposed to give me money, and I finally moved up a little in general and now he called to say he will send the money!! I am feeling better about my contrast AND I WANT TO SEE OOC!!!! I don't want to see OOC, I want to feel that feeling that I get when I see him, when I am around him.. I want to feel that exhilaration that I feel when I experience him. That love, the way all I see in him are his positive aspects, all that love... that could be what I am missing... Al...

To listen to good music!! I managed to sort of meditate. I like that I am feeling better.. listening to good music also, I had been looking for a place to keep coffee temporarily cause I had some in my cup and I thought it would be nice to get a plastic bottle to put it in... and I was looking for something and quickly found the plastic bottle :-)

I like that I was requested for some information from some people and at the same time they wanted the same information from me and when I called they were together at the same place... so I got the info very quickly... i found him!!! I found him... I will keep his pic just cause I want to.. Also remembering how the No. 1 ladies detective agency... it is good, I am remembering good thin

Things are better with OOC... and this morning I got a chocolate present from a friend... and I am getting hints on how to deal with these issues..

.... OOC was looking sooo supu it was hard to look at him... I just saw him and I was like "Oh my God" And it was a big pleasure... then later just being around him is bliss... I could not talk to him much cause I was busy but later I got to touch him and it was seriously cool... no awkwardness at all.. and just now he has just complimented me on my fat!!! and just now I wanted to see him to calm me down... and I went down the stairs to look for him and found him on the stairs on the way to see me... then he did me a favor and had to come back to see me... PERFECT.. Also it is raining outside... And I am here sitting mostly... earning overtime... and I have my car so getting home will not be an issue... also I learnt that my usual overtime hours will earn me more money this time than others... which is super..

I have discovered a way to queue my music on Youtube... it had been giving me issues... Oh also Mr. OOC is BAC K!!

I managed to get started on my electricity thing... I am doing something that is making me feel better .. Also you remember the way I had been given limited to do my business? Well I made it with time to spare... Beautiful music from New Edition....

I have gained a little weight... and a bit of it in my midrif... so this morning I have a trouser and the waist was sooo tight it was actually painful... I did my bestest to feel better (which wasn't much by the way) then the button just popped open... I am wearing a top and sweater on top so it is not showing BUT!!! it worked!! Also there is a brand new service for sms from Gmail which I am liking very much!! Ooh and someone who isn't me actually visited this site :-).. also my heater ( which I am grateful for is spoilt... which means that I have to increase the amount of hot water I am drinking in order to keep warm... Also things are going.. also loving that I am experiencing good feelings from my boss which is bringing to me good feelings...

Also... finally saw OOC... and yesterday I found finally money I could use... which I used... loved it.. remember that photo... I wanted... I just took it... 2 of them...also something interesting... there is rather mean man in the office.. and you know what, he offered to help someone!! Can you believe it!!. Also car issue... solved!! also lovely surprise... Black Eye Peas... also a wonderful girl sent me a beautiful story.... oooh and OOC is being super!! :-)

I have found something!! I have found something... I have found something... have found something.. I have found something... I have found something.. I have found something it is very exciting... and I have found it...

BTW do you know, today I saw OOC checking me out!! twice!! just in case I missed it the first time!! :-), I am listening to beautiful music... wall tight ... Super Cat and Kriss Kross.. I am developing a serious Kriss Kross thing... also I found this Luv by Donnell Jones... I like that today is turning out to be okay... I also getting a whole lot of enjoyment from listening to Jagged Edge

I have just discovered that Mtn is going away for 6 (Yes SIX!!!!!!!!) weeks... I cannot believe it.... 6 weeks... it is actually working... he might leave? He might really leave...

Just seen OOC swaggering... that is always fun... fun fun fun...

BTW I forgot something... Things are working out really well for me... and I have forgotten what it is... I might tell you tomorrow... :-)

I was having an issue with my Inner Being... but things are better... also, I was quite hungry... and someone has just brought a whole lot of sugar for me right now... I love that I am feeling so much better... I like that I am understanding some things and it is really great!! I love that I am feeling this good... I am enjoying that ...a nice lady who I used to work with had been wanting to have lunch with me for a while and she just came in today and now I have a lunch date in town somewhere nice.... with lots and lots of meat!! I like that my money is increasing exponentially, the boss is giving my work to other people... also I have just received sweets... and sweets and a pen... I love how I really have no resistance to pens (and sweets) also I am receiving more and more information on my learning of French and Spanish... and on Spanish... espagnol...

I am receiving a mail from my money site!!!! loving it. I got some money that I wanted easily.... which means that maybe I can shop this weekend like I wanted

I actually found him, Ayinde Jean- Baptiste... I am listening to him right now.. it is going well... oh stuff... I found some more... I am soo freaking happy!!! I am also going through intense jealousy right now... just seen beautiful pics of a newly married couple... they look soo great...

... my boss is not in so there is some level of feeling some freedom... OOC didn't travel so he is here.... I am feeling so much better about me... and that is soo good

I received communication on my page... things are getting better .... for me... now if only I could stop people from deciding whether or not I feel good...

I am feeling much lighter, my Ex-almost asked me for another date... and finally, finally I am feeling better about OOC I was really mad at him.... but now I am feeling so much better and I really like that, I have been having feelings about the fact that he didn't do something he said he would I got back into my vortex, goaded him about it and turned out okay... I also like that I had a small issue with a document and now I have found a way to repair it. I just discovered that OOC will be away for a while... I feel not soo great about that... :-(.. on the other side, I just remembered yesterday I got some praise about the good work that I am doing... :-)... so I guess I have that is the positive side

My Ex-Almost sent a weird email,

He is also sooo gentle. So so so gentle like really sweet stuff, like sweet cotton like really soft cotton which is edible and really sweet. That is what he is.

My date with OOC went really well, he is such a wonderful guy. He is almost unreal. He is the single most amazing guy i have ever experienced in my life. It is nice to have something to refer to in my head for my dreams and you know something else that i loved absolutely, he loves it when you look into his eyes, he really does. He is even better than in my dreams. Is that even possible that he is better than the guy in my dreams, he is even better than the guy in my dreams. And he is very gentle

Ooooh and I am awaiting for a date with OOC AND the super clean cleaning late is going to come by which means that my house should be super clean soon... happy me..

I just found the cutest top ever

I found a pen I had misplaced, I cleaned up on my ex-Almost, I still have a date with OOC, I like that I am feeling this sleepy, I like that soon I will be able to sleep during the day... even at this time... 11.42am.... and I really really love when work I am reluctant to do is spiritually done by someone else.. Found some information that I was looking for just appeared to me... Got to love life!!.. I have just bought some Abraham material... I am not sure why it makes me so happy to do so... I am from my walk and it was really good... and my boss has already left!! this means I can leave early wearly... I am very excited... this means that all things are working for my good... Mmmh.. I wonder... and my ex-Almost has not gotten in touch about our date..... this could mean that I don't have to experience things that are hard... i let an up stream thought go...

... I had forgotten that I didn't have bus fare, I started looking for coins, than I got a strong message in my head to look in a certain place and I looked and there it was like 12.5 times more money than I needed! I just discovered that something I did was good.. There is this celeb that I was with in high school, some of them can be well pretend not to know me... anyhoo, a less than 2 seconds after I asked her to be my friend, she accepted... then I thought it was because she has like 10,000 friends so she would anyway... but no... I am sweating a little... :-).. A lady that I lent money last year has just refunded me!!! I had forgotten all about this!!! Also I am still earning money on my website!! really loving that, and finally, I have one over some Kenyans out there... he he he... Also I have been receiving complements, I got asked for a date! I didn't even see it!!! Ooooh and did I tell you... OOC has been talking to mee!!! I am really loving it

BACK!!! I like it whenever he is back. I like it very much when he is back... , I will find a way to like things about him... or his return in general, also there were very many birds, very very many birds, something I forgot to work on has been done.. for me... by the person who was supposed to do it...Also, I am getting things, that I had missed, also the Abraham I am listening too is sooo goooood...

Guess what, someone was at this site..

Today for some reason in my daydreams I have been seeing a dark skinned, athletic man as my be mate... then this afternoon, guess who appears out of nowhere.. OOC2!! and he went on to be nice... I love that I can create my own reality...also for some reason I kept seeing Mtn... on a walk.. then I went for my walk... and saw him!! he he he ... Also I have just learnt that the efforts that I am making to promote my page are actually workings as in the things I am doing are making a difference... as in I did stuff that are enabling people, more people visit my page!!! Very nice.. very very nice.

My boss has just left, so now it is time to update my site!! I like that already today, I have many view of the page, I like that people are still interested, I am also listening to really good music,and a I am totally loving it

... I have had 2 offers of extra fun work to increase my income, and I recently got a raise, and my kind helper gave me a discount...I recently found a K somewhere... totally unexpected... loved it..

Someone asked me for advice today, and it is good cause . My is also really cool about everything and that is nice... I like that today I got a free samo... things are still good even though I am freaking angry so this morning... I am thinking that I have found out something I really didn't want and it was weird and hard. I was very depressed cause it meant a really big change for me... But I am now trying to take everything in stride... and things sort of started to get better... then my boss was really good and that was fun, then I thought of clem and that improved things, and then at some point a really beautiful bird dropped by to say 'hi' then I discovered that I am still in contact with my old maybe, which was weird cause I thought we had lost contact.... then now it is beginning to seem like all will be well. Also I have been thinking that I want to start sharing the good news, maybe I could get other people to share in this blog.. you know share the good news.....

A lovely bird came to say 'hi' to me this morning... I am listening to really good music, my feet are getting toasty.. basically life is really good. This morning I received more evidence that I create my own reality, I have been wanting to see a guy I live with, and I did this morning... I CREATE IN MY REALITY!!

.. Something I was looking for without struggle.. .. Now I am relearning how to love again... I just read something nice about me.. Also that I have received a pay increase... I have also received information on even more money.. .I likes... Also, I have the time off that I had wanted... my things are working quickly and easily.., I like that

It is working... the thing that I was thinking about.. it is working...!!

There is this dude... I was just thinking about him and he appeared on facebook...

Is enjoying UB40 and very strong coffee. Enjoying pure music... Loves me some pure music

I have had a really good day... a really really good day, it has been a good day, I got a feeling, that tonight is gonna be a good night.. that to night is gonna be a good good night, I've got a feeling... ooh ooh

I soo love that OOC remembers me from time to time

So today the thing that happened was amazing! I have a girl that I like a whole lot, mostly, okay yes I need to work on her, as in clean up my vibration as concerns her.... she was doing me a favour but to be honest I did NOT want to see her.. I am not really sure why... but I had such a huge thing about not seeing her today... But I am hopeful I am really feeling hopeful, on my way back from work, I walked and I was hopeful, then I get home, can hardly keep awake, I do the “Holiday Clean Up” from Mr. Sedona and it ends along with others, just in time for her to call, and she does and guess what she has her boyfriend with her, and she is in a big ass rush, she cannot stay she’s got to run... oh my God life was too great! I even got cheese and stuff... all was really good, really really good, I had a great time, I walked things began to seem better and that was really good. Really really good.

OOC finally came to see me.. ooh such pure bliss...

I am having to relearn things that make me feel good...it is weird... but it is good... it is good.... I am relearning that what I love is doing things with my hands.... I am listening to fun, easy to love beautiful music. I like that they are coming in twos, and that time is passing quickly, I also like that maybe there is nothing for me to do but feel good.. there is , also Mtn came by my office earlier and totally ignored me.... isn't that fabulous... also my ignoring of things that are bothering me is helping me soo much!!! I love that I am falling in love with old music..

I did it again... I did it again.. .I managed to soothe myself into things that I like... I loves it... I loves it... Also I just got a real sms from someone... I am also enjoying the price wars with our .. isn't it fabulous that I am finally letting this go... cute pics of a lovely cat... loves me some lovely cats..Also experiencing contrast which is equal to money + absolute pure joy... I cannot wait...

I have just seen one... I have just seen a superb starling... all this will be well... I think the next thing I will collect are butterflies...

I love these pictures... I am loving that I...

So far, I managed to soothe myself this morning, then I managed, then a soul mate friend did a soul mate thing and I managed to positive aspect her and it was cool, and she gave me a lift to work so I didn't have to use my busfare, and the funky guy parked in front of my car and I really l didn't want to see him this morning for some reason and I ended up not having to.... (which was really cool) then a guy that I really really like, wrote to me this morning, (which interestingly happened after I spent some time in VR and even sent me a visual of the a hug I had been imagining.. ) then my shared ride with my soul mate friend got me some driftwood, and I am working on cleaning up on that, I also appreciate greatly that I will not have to go home for lunch, just max here and meditate, also I discovered someone who likes cats, also this morning I got an amazing display from some birds I like, also this heater is doing good things for my feet, also I visualised people crapping an...

I just heard someone call OOC's name.. and that was good.... I also like that I am making some money, which I like and most appreciate, I also like that I am getting new ideas for something I have been working on, which is really cool, I like that I am feeling me again.. I like that things are working out for me... I have found this amazing site that has beautiful birds that I like so much, I also like that OOC just called.. and it was really perfect to hear his voice.... I went home during my lunch hour and as I came back I had the desire to see OOC as the first office thing I saw, and he was, and that was nice, and this afternoon as the first thing I did in the office, I drunk in love and that was fun.. . enjoying that I could be doing a very good job and maybe soon, I will be able to see it..

I am having a wonderful time seeing things in my life growing, friends, hits, money, love... I like that I got this money, I like that I was in the sun and now my face looks better, I am also having an opportunity to do some extra things that I didn't time to attend to earlier, all this, even this will be well, i have done many things that I was supposed to do and now I can leave, I have done so much work, and it is really really good

I found the song..that song from Samantha Who... I finally found it after one year.. Also today because of a small accident, I have easy full and complete access to OOC which makes all things better in general... makes me sooo happy.. my breakfast has finally come... and it is tasting good, I have just had an experience with a beautiful man, I do get visitors.... and from far and wide, also, I am good at this, I can make this a good experience, it can be good, it can be fun... my tree is growing... I like that I am having fun with this tree, it is a fun tree and I like having it. in so many ways my trees are growing... Getting inspiration to do something about my weight and other things also and that is good!!

I am noticing a certain success in somethings... I also like that I am getting answers to quick questions that I am getting... Also realising that I am doing just as well as other people and that is really really cool... realising that I am leading a really cool life!! and kinda loving it.. I love that I now have gum... I was having a rather difficult time but it seems that things will be better soon. Also this morning, I got gatée by pizza for breakfast.. and I have also had some fruit and now I await the lunch time nap.. to cap off all my good stuff, I also like that I might get to spend time with akina Atieno on sato, just for the sake of it,.. there are also really few minutes left till lunch time sleeping... I like that I finally got mail!! I am managin

OOC took me for a ride today and he sort of showed me the true meaning of love.. as in the main reason I am so into him is that I honestly have unconditional love for him, I always see only his positive side.. no matter what he does, only his positive side, steadfastly.. maybe it is time to do that for the rest of the people in my life.. ... I really believe now it is time.. Also an old friend came to the fold... and that was nice..

Mtn is apparently not in.. and I am also finding out many interesting things.. I also like that I am spending a whole lot of time finding out stuff that is important tome and I am enjoying that...

I have almost managed to solve one problem... i am feeling a whole lot on top of the world-ish

So far 2 times .. OOC!! I have coffee and it is hoped that soon it will wake me up.. Someone I supposed to travel with is changing her mind... great.. maybe it could be cancelled... later.. much later in the afternoon, Mtn, asks me to do something, which I find impossible... so I try to let that go... I barely manage.. but it is soo much better than I have done in other things... Then I am asked to distribute something, and I feel anger about the fact that it was me that was asked.. just then, someone passes, I offer it to them, then OOC passes, I offer him and ask him to distribute the rest, and he agrees !!! then I think the box is pretty and I have been wanting a nice box to put all my necklaces in, then I re-ask him to return the empty box and he does!!!! And when I went to give Mtn his, he was using the bathroom, so I didn't see him... WOO HOO!!!!

Today I was looking for something that belongs to my sister, which I needed to return. I could not find and I searched everywhere. I was a little aware that I could get another one but I wanted to find this particular one. At some point I gave up. Then the building superintendent asked me when I got down from my 4th floor apartment to get him something from my house and that it was urgent. At first I cursed and cursed, finally I started to sooth myself, add I got it for him. Then on the way down I felt an urge to go back up and look for something else, totally different something.. then I walked back up and looked and there it was...!! together with an extra!

I am grateful that I don't have at this second access to My Almost... right now.. I like that in a few short minutes I will be able to go home, I like that I am managing to do this work, though I am finding it very boring and difficult, I like that I have 20 minutes then I can go home, I like that I am feeling awake enough to drive to where I want to drive to, I like that maybe I have money in order to do it, I like that I am able probably to go to the Shop, I like that I have money in my experience, I like that I am trying to, I like that someone actually visited my page... I like that this week I have made an effort, I like that this week I have made an effort,I like that this week I have made an effort, I very much like that my boss is leaving!!!! I like that there are things in my life that I like, I like that I have birds in my life that I like, I like that I like my car and that it is clean today, I like that I have a heater that keeps my feet warm, I like that I have access ...

My boss is gone for the weekend... well not so much

I have someone is sort of following my posts at my favorite forum..... today also I got a chance for relief... maybe I should listen to some music, I will manage, I will manage.. I played wouldn't it be nice and got an answer to my prayer.. Also I finally got food, I was so hungry, also I have been wanting to go to the Complex for business and now there is someone going so I can hitch a ride... and I had thought that they were going immediately but instead they took their time and I therefore got some time to finish some work AND eat! Also I had to go to the Complex to do business, so I send my boss a text to let him know and he replies, "okay" and that he would not be there in the afternoon!!! then at the place everything works so quickly, then another thing I didn't have all the details, they say I can send it by email, I manage... barely to pay some debt.. then I go to juice place and the gentil m'sieur.. buys me juice... that is when it dawned on me that my v...

I wanted to leave early today to go make my hair and nails and brows and my boss is also leaving early so all is really well.

This song is just the mother.. I am telling you... !!!

I found the song.. it is called Nakudata..by Radio ( yeah I know...) and I am laughing with OOC and that is always good. I love laughing with OOC, Also I have found a lady I was looking for... I have not but, that is also fine...

I am blushing about my impending hug... :-) I am enjoying that the hug giver is really pressing for the hug more than me

let us call it a hug... and I have been wanting it from a particular person.. and today this person has asked if I want a hug!!! tere tere tere... 2nd specific thing I wanted in the way I wanted that is coming my way....

I like that I am feeling well enough to dream of the things I want. I like that I have the possibility of creating things that I want.. I like that this 08 tape that I bought would not work this past weekend... I love that there is an easier way to create, one which is mostly positive... I also Iike that my boss has already left for lunch so I can leave soon for my 'date' with OOC and also my officemate is not in so I can do some meditation.. to encourage all things to be well.. I can now appreciate the intricacies of boredom

Someone asked me about Mutura on the abe forum site and I was a little worried about finding a good enough, non-disgusting pic and I did, I found a perfect one.. http://arapleting.com/porkygourmand/2009/08/awesome-mutura-at-buffet-park/ .. absolutely perfect...

1st of all I have realised that my periods must be near... like next week.. how do I know? tis my new method, I am already beginning to hate on Mtn he he he.. Also something that happened last week, I think this is my lesson for the last a while... bad things happening in the way to good things. there was this guy, jk who had been promising to give me some information forever and had not, on Friday I was sooo tempted to call and every time I tried I would feel as though I should not and leave it, I left on Friday without talking to him and today I discovered that he had someone send it later on Friday!! ... Also this morning, I wanted to record some Abraham material I bought on Friday.. and at first I thought I recorded the wrong thing and just discovered that it was in fact the correct thing... I am very happy! Also on Friday good thing report... I bought the ear phones I have been needing to buy and today is 'date' with OOC!!

OOC Just sent me an sms!!!!!!!!! Happy dance... without solicitation!!!!!!!!! I am very very happy

.. my things are getting solved.. and that I will find a way to feel better...

I like the things that happen when I am feeling good!! I just discovered a gift offer from a friend...

Loves the embers of relief... I really loves the embers of relief

.. enjoying posting on the places I am posting in.. it is okay. I like that I can send emails using my telephone

....there is another car boot sale out there in the world. And the sun is out. The sun is out, the sun is out, the sun is out, the sun is out, I have a chair that I can lean back on, I am out of the house, I am here, it is beautiful (and it is open) it used to have internet, I am learning new things.... Also I am happy that today is a day off, and that I have a phone that can store information, and that the sun is out, and that this comp still has battery, and that I have money I can purchase airtime and load it and get internet, and that tomorrow I am going to purchase another recording tomorrow and I don’t care that the message is always the same, I love that I can live this, I love that I can live this, I love that there are 10,000 things to be and that I chose this, I love that all this will be well, I love that this place, I love that I can see a man that reminds me of Bona, I love the weather is good, I love that I have this cute out fit and that my nails are so great, I lov...

I finally found an internet place, I like that I am going to have a great meal, I like that I am having great coffee, I like that a sexy guy is having a hard time keeping his eyes off me, I like that this is feeling better, I love how coffee makes me feel, I live that this is going okay, I love that the sun is out, I love that I have support for my back, I love that I am about to have a great meal, I love that I am feeling soo much better, I love that I have been wanting to do this forever and now it is happening, I love this person that I am. I love the effect of coffee on me...

Well the abe forum site is back on.. that is a good thing...

I love that evidence is coming my way that wellbeing is coming my way.. Well for one thing, I am watching a cheezy video for "Always" for Peebles which is really cool cause it is fun.... Also remember how yesterday I thought I was being helpful and got super blasted?... well today by boss started by saying that his boss said I did some project well, then he has been super nice the whole day, even to everyone... super, then a little while later...

This morning I requested for evidence of my wellbeing and got plenty, I love that this sweater is soo warm, I love that I am loving living, I love that Mtn makes some people laugh, I love that OOC touched me jana on my thigh, I love that he came up with a plan to enable us spend a little time together, I love that yesterday, my almost had like an urgency to see me.. which is great cause I also wanted to see him, I love that I have a record of belana's account of getting money and I am beginning to work it and that so far it is fun, I love that I have all these things I can love

I like that my sister wrote a nice light email. I also like that all this, all this will be well, all this will be very very well, I find a way to feel better, my inner being knows everything and my inner being will make this work for me. Also remember that thing, that was a thing, well it would not have worked anyway... I am also grateful for the Don who was nice to me. I am grateful for that.