Ten Thousand Buttons

...good happened to me today.. but I cannot remember what... also, the electricity bill came and it is soo much lower than expected, I am still getting requests to join my page which is still awesome, also something really weird has happened, someone has gotten me into a business without my knowledge, I was upset but now I am thinking I will just sell the stuff... also I am talking to someone I like a great deal..now I am off home.. to do good things.. 

.. sad and blue about the vacancies I was receiving... and now guess what  I got a super juicy one ... private.. many... my little page of jobs is beginning to work!!! Also last night.. delicious meal... I am desperate to get people to join my page.. and I managed to distract myself for six seconds and there it was someone asking to join!! Finally!! Also I had been having a little trouble getting jobs to post, and now they are more than I can.. and I have been consistently... :-) and Earl Simmons is blowing up my FB!! :-) also sometime back I got an invite to attend a game in another country and I couldn't mostly cause, well I live currently with Cyrile... but yesterday I discovered that it was supposed to be a free trip... the break I had been craving for...Also I am finding new places to get jobs... which is sooo very cool!! Also my boss has left on the stroke of 2.00pm... which translates to... home time!!!!

.... I managed to get  to the office on time, though my boss was not in the office, also there was something that was stressing me that doesn't need to be done!! Woo hoo!! I get free lunch today! good lunch too! I just got 2 pieces of chocolate and so did a well thinking friend, did I tell you on Friday I went to the  commisary after shopping was feeling tired and lethargic, and just wanted a lift to the stage... guess what.. I got a lift to my home!!!! and last night I had a small pre-paving and the evening  with Cyrile was fun... I didn't even complain in my head!!!! (for me this is really big!!) also last night and this morning I was dreaming about the time when I was the girlfriend of OOC and the magical times we had, and guess what? He just walked to me to give me a bit of chocolate!! :-) I have found a fun solution to promoting my page!! Also my elec bill finally came and there is a balance of 761.66, I just had a free lunch, for the longest time I have been wanting...

.... is a big week for me... already by salo is in, I have already had 2 free lunches this week, also a wink from God, Cyrile might travel.. if we are able to raise 80K... I found something really easily for a friend.. my page is getting soo many requests to join!!! AND they love to view pages... as soon as I post there are soo many page views!!! Also walked out of the house, was not feeling well and didn't want to walk.. guess what, I got a lift, right to the office.. Also yesterday I was away from the office, and I was asked to confirm information from my email, which would have been  difficult and expensive,   then I got an urgent call, asking me to change the information I was looking for... thereby confirming the information!!! I walked home, mostly and I kept seeing all these money signs and then I discovered that my salo was already in the bank... in  1.5 days!!!! I managed to pivot on an issue and now it is sorted,, also something that causes me stress, has been r...

.... I am succeeding... I am actually making money, my jobs thingi, it is actually working... I am actually making money on it... soon I will receive a cheque, soon I will be earning actual extra money from this... this could actually work, I was listening of a the passion of a man for the thing that he  does for a living, and it is a difficult thing that requires patience and

.... becoming normal!  also I have discovered that I have lost a little weight, I had a good evening with boyfy who even sent me some phone credit. I am having a wonderful morning, I have  someone actually ask to join my jobs page, and someone sent me a request for a vacancy.... :-) I think it is weird but they did ask... so that is my driftwood!, also I have 9 new people in by jobs page... I just had a really delicious convo with old Patrick.. I cannot believe how good I have been feeling of late!! So I have finished one minutes.. 2 to to go!!

... something a little vengeful, and my Inner Being has no problem with it!! Also I am getting the things that I want!!! ( the jobs postings that is... ) also I have made some small money which I am finding quite encouraging and also today I have a hit post!! Also someone who has been stressing me might be away from me in 6 months...  I finished, finally the looong. meeting minutes.. tomorrow it is just to read through and send!! Woo hoo!!

..... I have been thinking about something.. yesterday I walked, I was in a crisis, and when I left, I heard a voice in my head, that to go ahead and walk ( I was changing my mind) that at the end of the walk I would be all right, and I was, I was even encouraged to apologise to someone and I didn't feel it was my fault.. and it solved all things. I was informed that my method was approved of. Also someone has been causing some stress, but now I have found a way to solve my issues without him which is perfect!! Also yesterday, I discovered this series, which I had previously dismissed was good! and I like that. At present I am exhausted, therefore I wish to go home.

.. during today's meeting I noticed I was getting my swirl moment... also I have lost a little weight, also I got une espece d'apology from my Mister... also today I discovered that I received money from my money sites, I am grateful I didn't give up, also Meester was nice managed to do something small..

.... nice night last night... it was okay... then this morning ( I was up since 2.30am..) and at some point I decided I wanted a little cuddle, I even imagined it a little, and then I let the whole thing go and just thought of other things.. then I went to the bathroom, and I thought, I should tell him to come to bed... ( he was sleeping on the couch...) then I instead asked.. he took some few minutes.. he came back to bed, then gave me a cuddle... and this thing is that it was something I actually created!!! in those few minutes, I created it,... also I picked money... :-) and I have been seeing my money signs everywhere... like 5 yesterday, so far today seen one, and I also I have just discovered that I made 'finally' some money!! 1600 hits later... and it is really great!! It feels good, also I have paid the first part of my electricity bill, also, you know my two ' friends ' well they have reformed... they are now great!! positive and fun!! Can you believe it???!!  ...

I am feeling free again.. also people are taking time off, maybe I can do that too.. may be it is my time to do that.. So this past weekend, I had a thing with this chick where she made me feel like a boob, then the next day, I cured myself of a disease so that I could meet a cousin, who also made me feel like a boob!! then later Jimmy made me feel like a major boob... (funny I didn't still make the connection) anyhoo.. at the same time... I have been making money,

... first time in a while my stomach is not super bloated ( just reasonably sooo :-)) also this morning, I rediscovered some truths about me... :-( also, I decided not to worry about something and it sorted itself out... also I am listening to a whole new list of musics!!!!  and in general I am feeling a little lighter.. which is quite great... I am also having a great day!!!  Also  I think that I have to clean clean clean, and imagine and imagine and imagine, I went to lunch with my workmate who normally irritates me, I imagined, and she was great!! Also the other friend.. she was great!! AND it is raining hits, hallelujah, its raining hits... Amen!!!!

... interesting... so to speak.. I have been so happy, Cyrile is being soo great, we are actually happy... this morning I got money back...

... I didn't have the intention but I set the record on largest number of hits in a day....  637!! for the new jobs blog... which was really quite cool.. I got a hit post for admin asst... 108 individual views.!!! then I managed to finish paying rent and card, and something very interesting is unfolding.. I haven't yet posted a job yet and it is already getting hits :-)... also this morning after morning glory Cyrile was amazing, he put for me water to wash, he even ironed my clothes:-)  he further offered to be doing it daily.. :-) also something... I have this month many things to pay for but I have the money.. I have the money!!! Also I can go home!!!

... I have today a hit post... a post that all people like that they recommend to others.. I think that so far, my hits are nearing 500 or have surpassed that figure... I managed to pay for rent and it was relatively easy and fast, I even made it on time to eat!! Also I am noting that my boobs are fitting all into my bra :-)

... started late because I woke up angry... :-) but finally at about lunch time things started happening (actually they started in the morning when my boss didn't expect me to go for a meeting I didn't want to go to... ) then I managed... barely to finish typing a meeting report.. :-) then suddenly everything I needed to do was ready.. even a document that had been given to a boss who had it, (I had to steal it back from her office :-)) and all the things I had to do, suddenly I did in about 10 minutes, then the great  I started to feel better.. and I managed to talk to someone I usually have such great trouble with so easily, I met people from a long time ago and it was weirdly super easy. Then I worked hard to make things easy for the friend I was meeting for lunch and she asked me where I wanted to go.. I said Mediteraneo!!! Of course!! Lunch was amazing... and free, and I was 45 minutes to get back to the office and guess what, boss not there!!!!

.. my work life and realised  that I have always, ALWAYS! had relaxed jobs ALWAYS!! where I had plenty of time to just max and so nothing.. which has always been great! Which I think is why I am having so much trouble now, :-) but things are getting better, I am thinking up ways for a better life :-) also I have been having the nicest, fun positive conversations with Olga.. also this weekend, I remembered that all my life, I have been having these ideas that later.. 5, 7 years later become real hits, consistently.. so now I am thinking that, this weekend, it was easy getting on with Cyrile, even yesterday when he came home completely annoyed, I tried to do as little as possible and tried to think positive thoughts and froze as I went to sleep, and guess what we talked about it in the morning, and it went well and he changed his mind about things, and soon he was chatting happily... wink, wink, nudge, nudge,