Ten Thousand Buttons

... I am feeling inspired to really work on my dream, and I have found a poster with info...also, my ex-Almost might have invited me for something (key word here being MIGHT)

...that trip I have been having 2nd thoughts about going to Buja.... well I might not have to go after all.. the lady called we spoke and now I don't have to goo... and that guy from yesterday... he came by to my house in the morning... to say 'hi'... that made me happy this morning happy.... my Ex-Almost wrote yesterday...what is interesting is that I have been thinking about him, there is a rumour that OOC is back... I hope that it is true,  He has just called ... still makes me smile so... !! my morning guy that is... Now office... I didn't want to write a certain email and didn't want to and finally I don't have to!!! happy happy me!! Also got some really good advice that has helped me turn downstream and relearn how to love my Ex-Almost.. And at this second I am enjoying this delicious song over and over.. it is like really nice ice cream   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQkBqmd7i98&p=61D949526EC1BE73&index=5&playnext=5 Also the morning...

... that I made a little money from this site!!! which is awesome... first time ever... Happiness to the rasta people... I got some good food for breakfast.. I am hearing things... I can 'hear ' OOC.... I am missing him.. and he will soon come to me...

The last two days I have been having internet issues but now things are better...  and so I thought it would be good  idea to list the good things that happened since the last time I had a chance to write... a) Yesterday I had to buy something and it came to me really easily, also I have been looking for the Melinda and Melinda for a few years, (since like 2005 or something) and yesterday I intended to get a good DVD and it is the one I got!!!! and driftwood for another one. b) I was researching a subject and I got a whole lot of useful information and for a while I thought I would not be able to go through all of it and I did and it made me feel good. Also yesterday evening was the first time in a while that I had lots and lots of energy in the evening. c) I slept the whole night only woke up today in the morning!! (loved that) d) This morning I was thinking upsteam thoughts and I actually managed to pivot.. and I remembered that all was actually well and I love that....

... finally feeling better... I have been learning more about feeling better...

... I am listening to Zhane and discovering music that I had forgotten about.. that I love... I am grateful that I am feeling good.. feeling grateful for the internet... I have also created a YouTube playlist of 12 songs with just one song... Cry for Help - Rick Astley.. I love that song...  and I am really enjoying all this.. someone offered to  buy me my  dream car.. joke but still, and the compliments are still coming in ...

.. I am beginning to feel better about me.. things are getting better.. things are getting better... I am getting better at this... I am getting work in where I like!!  I am happily chatting with someone who is maintaining my vortexy feelings.. I am really close to finishing the letters I am to send..   I think I will just make up a list and see how it goes... I am listening to Abraham and it is not interfering with work which is very very cool, I like that lunch was low calorie and that I had had no breakfast, and that my clothes are fitting better and that I have clothes for tomorrow, and I am already receiving compliments... and I am mixing with people who love me.. and I like that... I am also relearning lessons which is very cool... I might even go and walk which will be perfect... I have my opportunity to go and meditate.. which will be perfect...Also by the time I left I had started receiving compliments which means that things are back to getting good...

.. So there is this man who is exciting my brain at the moment.... Yesterday he said something that pissed me off and I chose deliberately to stop the conversation and only come back when I felt better... I was really pissed... anyhoo..I cleaned up on my vibration and then honestly I thought it was all over.. this morning it started again.. it and it is good.. very very good.. Oh yeah and someone just called about the happiness classes!!!  My vibration is still being maintained.  I am totally loving the song by Christina Milan I loves it!!! BTW after his 6 weeks of class away from the office.. MTN is taking 6 weeks off!!!! till next year!

What happened yesterday? I woke up slightly on the late side of life... my beloved girl came and started cleaning and saw me undressing which is interesting... then I left this place went into town, and for some reason the ATMs were not working.. none of them all over town.. I didn't get the message... I went into the bank and made a withdrawal and went to the place I had to pay and guess what... it was closed.. I no longer had time for hair so I went to the post office and

... sort of feeling better about things... I am reading serious information and it is making sense and I am seriously enjoying that.. I am feeling better and I am liking it!! I am actually feeling a little, I like that things are getting better, I like that I am feeling my vortex right now, I like that I am listening to Abraham, I like that I am feeling this good...

I am trying now to feel better...  I am listing things I can enjoy and they are coming to me easily and you know what else I am telling a new story!!!  loving it!! I am listening to amazing music and telling my new story!!

okay so I am learning new things... my letter is coming along.. I especially like that it is nothing like the example and that I am feeling this good about it... Also the butterflies that are flying outside are really beautiful... also I had a visitation session with a dream an a dream maker just wrote about making my dream come true.. I am fulfilling my duties which is super...

I am working on looking at things through the eyes of Source and it worked... The lady boss was actually nice to me... I got the afternoon off, big bro gave me enough money to cover all costs without needing my contribution, I can contribute, I am enjoying my chocolate, I am seeing birds being beautiful , I also love that I am having an easy time seeing a pic of OOC... the internet is not working so I can concentrate on my work!! I am in the process of creating my latest Abraham CD so it will soon be ready for use in the afternoon when I take off... this morning  I got a really  nice outfit that I could wear and that I really appreciate, and  I am wearing flats.. I have been wanting to make an ad for my happiness classes and the words and format came to me really easily :-)  I wanted a little private time to cut through my ad and it has come to me easily... my office mate went to another office to hold discussions :-) now all that is left is where to carry it... whic...

.. my day is already starting well, I managed to meditate, and do all my processes and it went well, I got to work early and managed to do my processes... then I got breakfast...I have also got some contrast which is good because it means that there are good things coming my way, I also found a book on happiness... nice... very nice... old friends confirm me as their friends... (on facebook) I love that I have something naughty that is making me feel better.. I was feeling bleeding heart for a close friend who was supposed to give me money, and I finally moved up a little in general and now he called to say he will send the money!! I am feeling better about my contrast AND I WANT TO SEE OOC!!!! I don't want to see OOC, I want to feel that feeling that I get when I see him, when I am around him.. I want to feel that exhilaration that I feel when I experience him. That love, the way all I see in him are his positive aspects, all that love... that could be what I am missing... Al...

To listen to good music!! I managed to sort of meditate. I like that I am feeling better.. listening to good music also, I had been looking for a place to keep coffee temporarily cause I had some in my cup and I thought it would be nice to get a plastic bottle to put it in... and I was looking for something and quickly found the plastic bottle :-)

I like that I was requested for some information from some people and at the same time they wanted the same information from me and when I called they were together at the same place... so I got the info very quickly... i found him!!! I found him... I will keep his pic just cause I want to.. Also remembering how the No. 1 ladies detective agency... it is good, I am remembering good thin

Things are better with OOC... and this morning I got a chocolate present from a friend... and I am getting hints on how to deal with these issues..

.... OOC was looking sooo supu it was hard to look at him... I just saw him and I was like "Oh my God" And it was a big pleasure... then later just being around him is bliss... I could not talk to him much cause I was busy but later I got to touch him and it was seriously cool... no awkwardness at all.. and just now he has just complimented me on my fat!!! and just now I wanted to see him to calm me down... and I went down the stairs to look for him and found him on the stairs on the way to see me... then he did me a favor and had to come back to see me... PERFECT.. Also it is raining outside... And I am here sitting mostly... earning overtime... and I have my car so getting home will not be an issue... also I learnt that my usual overtime hours will earn me more money this time than others... which is super..

I have discovered a way to queue my music on Youtube... it had been giving me issues... Oh also Mr. OOC is BAC K!!

I managed to get started on my electricity thing... I am doing something that is making me feel better .. Also you remember the way I had been given limited to do my business? Well I made it with time to spare... Beautiful music from New Edition....