Ten Thousand Buttons

... feeling better... I didn't think I would manage but I am, I did the long process and it might  sort of have worked... something I am appreciating about me right now.. how focused I am on work right now.. earlier today I was looking for a solution for Mom for a television without mainstream power and I found something I like... there is this evaluation thing that really I don't like doing and was not managing to finish... guess what it has been postponed to mid -March...  woo hoo!!!

... had my 2nd great idea in as many weeks, another new idea, which is easy, do able, I feel that I am ready. I believe that I am ready. I feel really ready.. I think that this can be done... and I will do it... I hear that the man I love is coming back!!!! Also I have been making an effort and suddenly things inside my head are getting better.... also can you believe, would you believe she actually listened.... and would you believe it worked?!!! ( happy dance)... I am just from a free-ish lunch I am officially the free-lunch officianado

... today is that just now, someone has reminded me of the things that I require to do.. also I managed to get some money and it is a cheque and it is open so I can go get the money today at lunchtime... also that nice lady finally paid me... also I did the EGS and now I am feeling super!!!!!

I was in a really weird place but I am feeling better... also that man who brings me joy is my friend again, and I was having trouble getting some cool Abraham stuff, but now it is working, it is easy again. Now I leaving and wishing myself luck for this weekend...

... that guy that I like in the office held my hand... sort of.. I adore him, he is great!

Things might be back to normal with that man I love.. my boss is away and I am actually working!!! that in itself is a miracle...  I might be able to make my hair this evening.. my boss is travelling and therefore.. will not be in the office in the evening which means that today I leave on time.. and can make hair... ... I was having issues with the new place but now when I think about it, it might be fine.. really very well.. by the way I remember that  I have been wanting an empty CD to put in various Abraham stuff and today I got one..  I have an idea

...  I am almost crying tears of joy...  there's this guy I really like from the office, and of late, last week he was really horrible to me for no reason!  As in one day he  kind turned on me, and it hurt a lot... then I tried hard last week, this week not so much to see him the way I wanted to see him... and today he was that picture.. I was strained and weird.. but he was great, just the way I have been dreaming and wanting him to be..  That was awesome... also this morning I woke up  early because I wanted to run to the salon before work, and I got there early enough and was quite disappointed to discover that they had not opened, so  something told me to relax and wait... also go to the restaurant nearby for breakfast...and indeed I went and guess what the service was lousy... at several points my inner being told me to ask  them to forget it... I should have cause the salon opened a few minutes later.. and the person making my hair... she wa...

.... I am thinking about the fact that my life is getting better... I have realised that my boss will be away this week... also I want to make my hair... which I like... I also have to pay electricity... Also today is a day for paying electricity... and water... which is important, very important... I managed to be the person I wanted to be... I was looking for someone and  I found them..   I am also grateful that there is something I was supposed to send this morning, which I thought I did, but it turns out I didn't... I just sent it and apparently the person I was copying, who was supposed to get me in trouble, I got the email wrong... so they have not received it... :-) I just did something fairly silly which made me smile.. Also there was something my Mom, asked me to do, but she was kind of pressuring me about it, which was sort of bugging me, and then guess what happened, she tried calling me many times today  and  I tried calling her back but the cal...

... Well for one thing I don't have to worry about the car this weekend, that nice lady is taking it again this weekend.. which is really cool, also there is this thing for a birthday for a friend we are supposed to do, I had been worried that I would have to carry boyfriend car, and guess what it is right near home so I can still go and booze and take a cab home!!! Woo hoo!! Also I have been wanting to leave work place early because computers are being serviced so I definitely have to leave at 2.00pm and I got a bit of money from the car thing which is great!! Life is really good, also this means that maybe I can go home and leave the car being washed and even the insides and all... which is something I have been wanting for a while.. Also the amounts I received for the car are enough for the thing I have to go for this afternoon!! Woot Woot! ( I hear this is a way to express pleasure or something like that... ) :-) anyhoo.. wish me going home soon!!

... in sort of drunken state, I realised that I was very very grateful for the things that I had at the time and that felt good, also I got paid  yesterday for the hire which was great only that I am realising that I have been having mind issues  concerning money which is sending money away from me... also I just got another offer for my car.. but now I am feeling that, as I will be living in Runda!!!!  J I will need a car!!  J that surely puts a smile on my face... really a smile.. also I have been wanting to get my ATM card from the bank and the boss is finally leaving so I can leave tooo :-) also while on my errand for the card, I discovered that there's a shop that 

.... first of all I already have the new computer... also I might have found a house where I wanted... right inside of Runda!! at a price I can live with.... I also have been enjoying this LoA training I have been doing and I like it because it makes me also work and at the same time learn a whole lot even about me, and as a teacher.. very nice and interesting. I cannot believe I am going to live in Runda!!!

.... I don't know if I am being ungrateful but I feel a little as though I am earning too much money from my pages, way too many hits and money and all, much more than I have ever earned... EVER!! I find it a little scary... I am actually having fun with my " classes " they are going well and they are fun..... also I got wonderful surprise kind wishes from Patrick... fun times...

... I have been feeling lazy... but I am discovering many interesting things about this alleged wonder drug for weight loss.. I have actually tried it a little and discovered that it is indeed might be working... yesterday I was soo full so uncomfortably fulll so much so I could not sleep.. so maybe they are telling the truth.. .and also I may not want to loose so much  weight maybe just a few kilos so that some clothes can fit :-)... also this morning I tried a trouser I had tried a week ago and it fit  better... I can " force " it ..... Also I have discovered that I have a secret Abraham CD :-) ... Also I have been wanting to invest in cute new clothes and guess what, my mom, from her trip came to me with so new clothes that continue to be really very cool!! Also regarding my car the person hiring it was away for 2 weeks and then I luckily got someone to take it for one week and now they have agreed to take it for  another 5 days....more money for me!!! Also beautiful...

Guess what!!! it is happening!!!! " What? " you may ask I am getting visits to this site, my love site... the site that is built on love and love alone... also yesterday, I got impulse to call  Cyrille ( I have decided to call him that as I create a new him)  and I did and he has agreed not only to settle the bill for his car insurance but also for my own tyres.. isn't that great!!! Also yesterday I discovered money I didn't know I had... Also my beloved computer is due for changing and I received info that my boss thought it should go to someone else, and the others self prefer laptops.. (woo hoo!!) Yesterday I spent the day easily imagining the things I like about Cyrille, I found it nice and weird that I managed! and loved how great that was... I am liking this intense love I am feeling for Cyrille right this second... I remembering the many dreams I have had that me and OOC in confortable love with each other... 10 Feb.. Today is a day that has started well, m...

.... today.. I am realising that I parked in a perfect place that would ensure that I can go get money from my account that I can then go deposit so that I put things in two different accounts to that things are a little more clear, just had a weird result, that I can sort of understand, but still feels weird, but then I just checked a page I rarely check it is the facebook page for my own sites page and guess what, the number of people who like it has gone up... by some!! Also my boss has given indication that he is generally against all this working late! ! Woohoo!!

.... On this Monday I am happy that I have discovered that I will possibly have no bosses for 1 day.. or .5days.. who knows... also on Saturday, I didn't see my Mom, (who is back BTW) and it didn't matter cause she wasn't available...  also I am learning that I can change my mind about absolutely anything, also I have received money in my bank account, I am getting more money for car hire, also hits continue to rain, which is absolutely perfect, perfect guy came by to say " hi '" I had forgotten but it is true, I had another fairly erotic dream of OOC... interesting.. Also I am soo feeling good generally about Jimmy, I like and appreciate that... also, I may have a none-nashious solution for myself for this month any extra work.. also I am re-learning that what I have to start with really is self-love.. Also money continues to gladly flow to me... I have a car, that I have been hiring out... and last week I was informed that I was getting it back... and gues...

.... I am not feeling well today.. I have some sort of fever or other.. which is good cause I got to work at 11:50am... and now it is 13:13!!! life is generally good, also yesterday, someone I am a little afraid of working with, extended her holiday by 6 months... from next month!!! wonderful... she is having a good time, and so am I.. also I have already given notice for my current place of living.. and guess what, I found something, maybe..it is 2 bedroom, much nearer work.. not so much more expensive... also, I have been receiving, a steady increase on the number of hits                

... I realised today as I was walking that I have way too many relationships with too have to do with me avoiding people and things, 2 February  I am really hoping today will be better than yesterday... good news... my electricity bill is soo much lower than I thought it would be... that is good news right! also I got more hours than I thought I had.