Ten Thousand Buttons

I am enjoying exchanging pootie tang quotes with an old 'maybe'.. I love the things that happen when you are in the vortex! .... I am also appreciating this heater very much, and my impending trip.... and time off...

My toasty feet... meaning that I have a heater at my feet and it together with the cold weather are ensuring the toastiness of my feet and I am really loving that.

The class did not take place again, which is good. It is good!!!! .. there is nothing for me to do but relax and breathe, relax and breath..

my life right now.. 1st of all the loan I applied for has gone through and I will have access later this afternoon.. Then I am feeling vortexy!!!! ( which means that this morning was all the money feeling.. Life with Mtn, is easy, I am having all the things I want, including juice for good blood :-)... I have a class this afternoon.... I love that the suite i am wearing today is showing my weight loss!! (woo hoo!!! the suite is not folding on my tyres at the back it just falls easily)... I love that this morning although there was no water in the house, I managed to find enough hot water to wash myself... I love that I am feeing my vortex again... I love that things are going my way again... I love that I am looking at an application form for a course I could go for just for the sake of going for it...I love that the doc my boss printed is ready for reading and I am reading it (he doesn't know that it finally printed he he he) I love that I have no access to sound in my computer ...

that I am incredibly hungry at the moment.. I wonder about that.. i really would like a hearty meal, with starch and fat and meat and vergies... so how is that recording things that are good that are working for me?... No idea... but this morning I woke up rested (which I liked) I got ready on time and was out of the house like 10 mins before I normally do, which was cool, I walked for a little and got the office van and sat next to OOC which was cool, and everything else is also working out really easily for me and as for joy I will feel that later

I love that I can take a loan, I love that I have a car and can use it. I love that world cup is on so that people are busy with that. I love that my car is clean. I love that I was not really big on celeb thing at home... I love that he is single, I love that OOC is was nice and that was the last time I saw him, I love that I have these crisps are here with me, I love that I have the ability, to see the positive aspects of things I can forgive people, I love that I can leave people alone to just be who they are.. I love that it is a possibility! I love that all this is well

Thing are going to work out!!! Things are working out!

Okay this morning started well but then Mtn... then life just became bad... :-( my fault I know, my pride got in the way... yes I have to unravel that... Then I experienced OOC then he reacted to something I said by sneering... I became really sad, so depressed, then some time back he said something nice to me and suddenly life was soo good!! WHY!!! do I let him do this to me!!

I saw 17 77077 77.7!!! Was pretty happy. Then I went to a meeting (I have to talk more about that in Get Mo Beta) and managed to make it fun and I really enjoyed that... I got home okay, I watched stuff that I enjoyed.

I cannot believe I am here again. The path to sadness pain and suffering... I am actually here again!! :-(

.... what happened yesterday!! OOC was jealous.... Behaving all as though, my ignoring him was important... That was sort of fun... Also an old love is showing up... it is good cause it means I am on the right path!

I love how great I am at allowing food into my life in the morning... I saw two dogs going at it on Friday then go at during the day... then at night some one gave me the chance to go at it, I didn't take it, but now as I think about it I find it interesting. I so love how my lover is lining up so well and so easily I am also thoroughly enjoying my new "slim" figure... Also, i just found out that a visit which was sort of stressing me because it was going to be soo expensive is not going to happen.. :-) so now I can go back to just being bummy me and enjoying life.... I love my life very very much... also this morning, I did my usual "bad behaviour" and I remember distinctly feeling good about me... :-) that was a good feeling! I love that this thing I am working on is working so easily

I went to a party. It was supposed to be a costume party. I didn't have a costume so I dressed the "like a lesbian" ie sneakers, jeans, a shirt and a jacket. My hair is currently short, nothing really girlie about it.... but I like it... Anyhoo, today a friend of mine told me that the only lesbian in the room asked my friend if I was available!!! I put that down as driftwood!! :-) I have been getting news that a man was coming soon... Anyhoo... On a lighter note I am looking at some old photos of me and I am thinking... I am pretty hot!! Okay also I am getting the most amazingly large amounts of information on this thing I want to do....So suddenly it is becoming really easy to do... I am even sober for it (happy dance) I must have been feeling really good about me today because this whole morning has basically spent with OOC.... :-) I also love that I only have a few minutes more before home for the weekend....

... well the boss is already away so it is time for ABRAHAM!!!!!... I love that I got that room I was wanting really easily... in fact I got two rooms. I like that I am behaving well and being the person I am supposed to be and that feels soo good... also it is possible that tomorrow I might be able to leave work early...I love that all this is going really well..

I have been wanting to buy from the Hickses :-) but they were many and at the same time a little expensive. Then through trial and error I managed to find a way to buy all the books and stuff and keep the shipping costs low, I love it, it is amazing!

OOC came by... and was super nice.... ooh... heaven... Also I got a fruit that felt so good to eat, and at the same time filling... I love that I am feeling this good

..I posted some of my Ten thousand buttons in another blog... interesting he he anyhoo, here they are.. I like how nice OOC is being to me today... I love the pictures that I collect that make me feel so good, my excuse to feel good... I love that yesterday I behaved badly and it really didn't matter... I feel so good, I love what I am listening toooo... I love I know what to do about OOC, I love my picture... I love that.. The great things that happen to me when I am in the vortex. I love that OOC just passed and I was trying to ignore him so he signaled. I love that my workmate gave me juice, I love that on facebook people are being really nice about my photos, I love that I am learning how to love.... and to love everything, I love that the past 2 days I have been spontaneously writing short articles for another blog of mine and it has been flowing easily, I love that I get to listen to Abraham sooo much, I love that my money is coming in soon... I love that I can probably g...

So this past weekend I went dancing. I decided to finally go dancing and it was really good. I danced so much, I lost a little weight!! I like that this trouser that I am wearing is feeling comfy. I can sit without imagining that it has the possibility to burst... I love that it feels good. I love that my boss has left temporarily and now I can listen to Abraham, I love that I am feeling sooo good about the things that I want, I love that this day is starting so great, I love that I woke up in the middle of the night and all these thoughts of fear were there and I actually managed to soothe myself, I even sort of meditated "well" I remember jumping up and down in my head, and celebrated and I slept in the vortex and woke up in the vortex. I love that money is coming to me, I love that money is coming to me. I love that money is coming to me, I love that I am getting to "know" the focus wheel, I love that people I love are coming to me easily..

... today through mostly trial and error... (error) I managed to buy a new download from Abraham which is making me happy at this second (am I spending the money I am making?) also there is this man.. who is back to his old stalking ways which is cool cause I don't mind him... :-)

Yesterday I got news that i will get money at the end of the month. This morning someone sent me some money for reasons I don't know yet!!! More Money!!! Life is good!

Did I tell you that I am receiving some 'free money' at the end of this month?

relaxing about money and now it seems it is finally going to come to me..I like that. Also, I love that I cleaned up the house yesterday and I also love that contrast is no longer scary to me; it is just something to clean up, I love that i got my sugar, I love that I am feeling better, and that I am not hungry at this second and that I am well and things are going well for me.