Ten Thousand Buttons

I think the thing I am most grateful for  is that I really was dreading spending this week with one particular person and this person who was supposed to be here, is not... also after many hours of waiting Jimmy finally called... I want to leave now.. going off to commence my long awaited holidays!!

Someone just sent me money by M-Pesa, 4 red!!! I might have to send it back, I probably will but this receipt, this receipt... signs of the future and you know what else, I saw two money cars... and was assured of good things for the future... also this day has been really really cool... the person I was hoping didn't show up again!!!! so life has been fun and happy, I managed to pay rent.. and some credit card debt... which is also really cool, and saw Jimmy... and he was nice and very all over me, he told me stuff.. lots of stuff and it was great, like the things I am creating are happening... i better now.. do some cleaning!!! Also and finally it is time for HOME!! it is time for HOME!!

I discovered by mistake something I might like, then I decided it might be fun to download it, then I found a way to download it and guess what, I will take a day and 6 hours to download!! but that is okay... I can live with a day to and 6 hours to download... but in the end it didn't work, but that is fine... also just remembering the time when I got those nice yellow fruits... the ones I got from Mombasa during my visit on a whim.. .fabulous... day over..

... and now I do, I earlier got a chance to miss a gathering I wanted to, then  I got to leave the office and spend nearly an hour which meant that on my return I would only have an hour in the office, and while away, I got many many confirmations about my vortex status. Then while I was leaving my sister called, she requested, almost begged that we travel tomorrow!!! I am very very happy... also soon I see Mr. Man, which always makes me a little happier... I will meditate.. .all this will be well... all this will be well..

Ok. So I have been wanting very much for a very long time to be able to have Abraham, on the go, and I have found one method, which is cool only that it is not perfect and was looking for another solution, and I thought that an ipod would be a good solution, then I tried to look around and found somethings which were not satisfactory, then I got inspired to keep looking and was informed that I can buy them at a certain shop and I went, didn't find what I was looking for but I found something really good, so far 200 pieces and  I still have space!!! Also last night I had some issues I  had meds, plus plus little alcohol and as a result I couldn't wake up in the morning, now my own boss is away, the next also and the next was not in the office at the time I got into the office.. LATE!! I also got my many many many koka noodles... also soon oh very soon, it will be time to go home..

My dream guy has just asked me out! I am experiencing really good looking people who have really weird fetishes for people just like ME!!  Also I hate taking minutes for meetings, I thought I would have to this afternoon, and guess what, someone else is doing it, right this red hot minute!! 

... it  didn't start well, my boyfriend Jimmy was being weird yesterday that is, and he hadn't called for so long, then the office things were not working people were being weird. then I read my favorite lawyer's post, and things started to get better, the lawyer started  writing to me and it is driving me crazy... seriously.. then Jimmy called and was really really sweet.. and he will come see me later today...  nice evening!

.... my boss just said I was wonderful!!! and a very sweet boy was very sweet!! then yesterday my sis got some money to me, also there is a meeting and appointments that I didn't want to make and now I don't have to!!I also like that I had a specific question and it has been answered already. I also love that I have learnt a very easy way to cook  bok choi, it is a Chinese cabbage and really I cannot wait to try it... I am  okay, I really am okay which is sort of freaking me out!! I may be able to leave early which is really very very cool for me..

...  My sister invited me to a dinner this evening and I wasn't really sure I wanted to go, and especially cause I have been working so hard, so many hours and I normally get home so late and so tired and I didn't want to go. So some hours ago, she called me to tell me that she might not be able to go for the dinner !!! Also my friend, is not communicating with me concerning a thing we should do tomorrow that really I don't want to do!!! Woo hoo!!! but that one is easy soo I might do it!! Now nice weekends ahead!!

I thought I wanted a phone that can access Youtube so that I could listen to Abraham everywhere... then when I did I couldn't access it as much as I wanted then, I a few days ago discovered something.. a way to do that and I realised yesterday as I walked for the second time that I had manifested listening to Abraham, Youtube videos everywhere!! and after the 1st day.. I must say I have been enjoying it very very much. Also just hearing rumours that, the guy I have huge huge crush on is coming back, as previously envisaged. I just talked to Jimmy and it felt reassuring.. which was sort of nice, also yesterday I had on this blouse on that I looked super!! in !! I couldn't believe how wonderful I looked, and well I don't have a great body  but in this blouse, oooh, I who doesn't like the way I look, loved the look. Love love loved the look, oooh... oooh... oooh... oooh... also this morning, compliments compliments.. .and people being nice.. I also might have lost a litt...

.... starting well, I feel again as though my whole entire life is working! My whole entire life is working. .. also discovered how to access more Abraham-Hicks videos!! Also something interesting is happening to me at this moment, this week I think.. it is raining all the men I wanted to date.. all of them suddenly are here... today my boss and someone I would have lunch with have disappeared hence I now have the opportunity to get some meditation done and run errand for Jimmy, also I made a gaffe and now I have enough time to un-do it!! I just this second realised something in my hour of milking... late in the morning, I was not doing well at all, I had snapped at one person, and I could feel anger rising inside me, then I went for lunch, and as everyone had "left" me alone, I had time to meditate, and did my Jimmy errand and walked while saying "thank you" and in the end my anger left and I was able to be normal this afternoon.... also something interesting, I am...

... I have been in despair for a while.. I have been and today I am feeling better... I am feeling a little better... also  I just realised that it is possible that I have been reposting posts... :-) for the money site.. I mean.... also today I  twice I got money that wasn't mine.. not really mine 1st I wrote something wrong and got a red, then I paid for 3 meals at lunch and got charged for 2... and at the time I bitching about the lateness of the return of change..also this morning I paid 1/2 what I normally pay in matatus! Also today, I have one more person who likes my money page...

.. experiencing things that are good, I just discovered that I might no longer have to do this thing I didn't want to do.... I also had a weird dirty-ish dream about a cherished friend, then getting in concert with this cherished friend.. also I had a dream for a long time to be able to have enough money to buy whatever I wanted all these things.. sheets, slimming underwear, I got to again, go out to lunch on my own and read the good book.. and now I am leaving a little early cause I want to go make my hair. I finally go to talk to Jimmy and told him what was what and he is happy with it... and now it is time for me to go home and make my hair... I am very happy about that bit!

... a colleague of mine wanted to complain and she stopped herself... that was soo great!!

.. I managed to get breakfast. I am very very happy about that.. Also my boss has gone for lunch! woo hoo!! Most of my work is already done... I might have to leave the office to do a thing for the boss,which is super... also I will get to meditate before lunch... and someone I didn't want to see, I don't have to see anymore... Also, I will get to go home really really early... I am really quite excited about the fact that I am leaving here in exactly 8 Minutes.

...that that secret thing that I wanted is happening... as always without any help from me...

.... money for lunch... and I figured out how to put music into my phone... which means that I have the meditation audio... also my boss has gone for early lunch so I can go ahead and meditate before lunch alone.... also my lunch partner is sick so lunch is ALONE with ABRAHAM!!!! Woo hoo!!! Also something very interesting, someone finally accompanied me and at first I was so very disappointed at first and was told not to talk until I was calm and I listened and as a result we had a nice positive talk and in the end the line to the food was sooo long she gave up and went back to the office.... I even tried a little.. very little... but she left and I got not only eat alone with Abraham but also meditated!! woo hoo!! Also I was feeling tired and my boss showed no signs of wanting to leave today... then  I relaxed... and then after 10 minutes he shouted that really we should go home now!! And also he has said it after the 1 hour required for me to earn overtime.. (thank you God!!)...

There is this guy I used to have a really big crush on and today he asked me to join his Linked network.. it is really no big deal, but the thing is that I thought about him yesterday and I get the invitation today... really by now this should not shock me.. .BTW my crushes are congregating! Also the guy in the office that I think is soo incredibly hot, made a point to re-introduce himself to me!! I also thank God for healing music!

.... I think there is a chance that my boss will not be in today!! Woo hoo!!  That really makes me feel happy. okay he came to the office and left... for the day... hooray!!  Also one whole minute to home time!! Nice LOONG weekend

.... West African foods... yesterday and part of today, I was doing it for Jimmy but right at this second, I want to do it for me... I would adore to try the soups and just add the spinach on top... it sounds like like something that i really really want to get with... Also... boss is away so I am just Abrahaming... today at the loo..  I read a few pages of MLOA and it was soo great... soo very great and guess what... you know how I like to eat lunch alone so that I can meditate? Well today I can, my lunch mates are busy wizzy!!! Woo hoo!! also I am continuing to get encouragement to go with my heart!!

I actually woke up feeling good. I slept late and meditated and woke up in the vortex! Then I meditated again, prepared and guess what, I got a lift from someone I always thought was perfect for me... Also did I tell you, I visited Jimmy last night, and  he cooked a great meal, a really good meal and the visit, even with Frank..was good, loved it... this day, is going well  also it is time for HOME!!!!

... Well let me start with the weekend, I have been imagining myself having a laptop for work.. .you know my money work, and I had been picturing without the intention, a laptop with a mouse and really fast internet and guess what, boyfriend brought his laptop over to my place to test his internet.. and there I was, with a laptop and mouse, with internet!!!! then had wonderful movie times... with the HUGE screen TV and the surprise DVD player, a wonderful guy... (much more wonderful than I think)  Also I have been feeling myself sliding out of the vortex so I meditated before I slept, then again when I woke up. As I was getting ready I felt me sluggish and lazy and could not get me to do the things I had to do to get ready, and guess what, when I got to the stage the office van was there!!! I was even able to get love and faith into my veins...because of traffic jam!! Really loved that! Then  I wanted to buy breakfast and I thought  I had some coins, then I chec...

... I had no electricity in the morning but I found a trouser that was already ironed and one that fits well, also I got a top that can pass without ironing, and a nice sweater which I ironed with a sufuria... :-) then I managed to really release and be happy... also I heard beautiful beautiful music in the mat that made me cry... then someone won money... also I can focus on beautiful birds.. also it was easy.. also got to the office.. then discovered that I just got some money.. I just got some money and now I am at 40k! only 20 to go... loves it... Also this way too good looking guy that I facebook friended said "yes" and he is pure... he is gorgeous and pure.. PEREFECT.. You will not believe this, I have just realised that all my bosses are not in... at 17 minutes to go.. .got to go home... not feeling well...

... someone I was to give money was giving me lip so now I cut the amount of money I gave her!! which means more money to me! also got some money by work...  and other by Source... (loved the Source source)..  Jimmy called and casually asked for the car.. no manipulation and I just said "okay"  he came by later and we had a great time... easy.. so unusually easy.. of course I had spent sometime meditating before... also I am loving my mom! I am loving my neighbour... I don't mind also that they are complaining a whole lot... something interesting about the Jimmy visit, I kept following him around places... and he was sooo great! Guess what I am at 444 in the jobs site!!!!! Also this afternoon I have had a most delicious conversation with someone who I find delectable. It was a little as thought he was really pumping me for info, and he has been observing me! :-)... knows my car plates.. I liked how we can talk easily... so very easily... he remembers things that ...

.... I post happy things on the abeforum  and people comment, with nice comments... I also like it when I can thank God for things, I also like that yesterday  Jimmy wanted to visit, and for the life of me I could not get into the programme with that, but I said,  "Cool, see you there" then I went home did some meditation and some  releasing and after that I didn't really  mind whether or not he came by. Then he called at about 7.30pm. Then at 9.30pm I called him to wish him goodnight and he said he wasn't coming after all! Yesterday I met someone who helped me to further realise my issue with this job... the lack of structure, the way there are many ways things can work.... and also this morning I was realising that ECF can work... it is possible for me to do this... I can do this, it is possible for me to do this.... Also my boss is going away from now... till next week... from this second till next week.. away from the office that is.... give me some time...

... I have learnt more specifically that if I change my thinking then things changed... I have seen this literally... this past weekend I was stressing about Jimmy not calling me and I very fakely managed to find very little relief and guess what seconds later, he called... I like that my vibration doesn't have to be super clean for me to get things out of it... Today I get to leave early... ish, my boss is going to be away at home time so I am free to leave early... Good news, someone new likes my post... hopefully they can extend it to my page...  I wanted a new friend and now I have one!! Aslo did  I tell  you  I have made one shilling today on my money site? :-).. I love that  everyone is being really nice to me.. I listening to the mostest, Anita Baker!

Two people are talking about me!!!!!  I hope that they are saying good things!! And I am really getting many many hits... many more than yesterday... so hopefully there will be more today... much more than yesterday, I am going home right now... or well soon...

I got to work on time...and found something okay to eat.. I have found some new things to listen to, I managed to not only do a process but also post something on my jobs site... and I am setting goals for me... woo hoo! I also managed to talk well to my Mom, and she said that I was full of shit.. which is cool, I got to have lunch alone.. and I read good news that made me feel better, also, I have been thinking about increasing the average number of page views from 65 of last month by 4 to 260 per day... and so far this month I am doing 25 per day which should give me quite the workout!   Also I had been afraid that

... trying to feel good about my troubles... I understand that they get me closer to God so... thank you... also my boss is away so I can breathe or something like that, also boyfriend is being nice which is nice... also got free lunch, also might get free phone, also half awake... also got 50.00 telephone credit from Jimmy... interesting surprise... very nice.. and also I discovered that  I made .03USD from the card people... which is of course nice.. also so far this month I have made more USD than I made the whole of last month on the job site... I actually feel okay.. I like that ..

... I have found something actually funny... it is ha ha funny... and it is also sweet and romantic and interesting story line... you know the type that I like.. you know... and this morning there was truly cute guy at the coffee station.. I mean hot... nice!! So he saw me and was staring... and I flashed him this really huge smile!! and he responded nicely and I really enjoyed that... also I just discovered that I made some money on my site... also a song I was looking for came to me... also I just made some more money on the money site... Kshs 6.60.. I am have just discovered that I have a problem, and a solution! Time now for home!!

.... this morning... first I managed to pivot, then I found ironed clothes, then I got the office van... then I got all the documents that the boss wanted, then I got bought for breakfast... also I might be able to have a nicey evening... also.. also I have been getting me to tell me stories... many many stories.also

..... I am manifesting bad things after having a bad morning... I actually manifested something bad, really bad, job threatening bad, but if that is it then all will be well... also I have just learnt that someone I thought would be a problem for me in my work life is going away for a very long time... so that will be alright... went for lunch and it was free... also I have many plans for lunch... also I made .01 € which is absolutely perfect... Also my dream coming true in the life of someone else.. she is taking at least 6 months off.... at least.... it is something that I want... very much... also someone else won a truck... she will sell it and buy a car... perfect.. I want that... Also I had this box of chocolate that I had to distribute and I didn't want to... did nothing for a few days and a nice, chocolate crazy lady offered to ... and now it is done... also, so far I have received back 2 blocks!! :-) Also I am discovering that I have all these photos to love that I h...

I have been quite busy and guess what there is just 14 minutes to home time!! Very happy about that... and also I received nice review on the abesite which is always welcome, and at 5.34, I have been given work by my boss soooo.... yeeesss... MONEY!!!

..... at around midnight I got a call from Jimmy.... he was coming over...  I thought about hating the idea and finally let everything go, and went back to sleep. I was afraid it would be one of those times the meetings would be really bad and they turned out okay, really okay, we slept, mostly well anyway...and in the morning and I felt good, even about him.. I felt good... I had issues but I was able to say "thank you"  I even made him breakfast before I left.. only now I wish I had made more egg.. but it was easy, it was a nice easy morning... I walked a little which also made me feel good, which was super.. also something odd and weird, I cleaned up the house last night, for reasons really I didn't understand :-).... I guess I was waiting for him... also I saw sooo many red fielders and 070s and tried to soothe me there.... didn't manage, but all things turned out okay, he came over, it was super easy, I let him be... things are alright... Then today I asked a q...

.... I finally figure out what is ailing me, which is good, cause now I can go on the mend!! Finally I feel as though I can work for the first time in days... Also something good... Also good, I can take a nap now, for just a few minutes to enable me wake up and work! Also there was a letter I was having such trouble writing a letter, and now I have discovered that I don't have to after all!! It was written some time ago and sent... all I have to do now is follow-up!! wonderful life I think... as is becoming my usual, I got bought for lunch.which means that I definitely have to buy my lunch tomorrow... also I managed to feel better about something, Jimmy to be specific, and I am not yet there but.. I am on the way... Also something I was working on, I don't have to work on any more!! Also I wanted to watch True Blood, never have had the motivation to buy it, and I went to say ' halo ' and he had it on his desk and guess what he has given it to me to watch!! Very excited...

.... I am discovering .... also this morning I found out that I had some many clicks... and some money which is always nice... and something nice and interesting... also in the morning.. I wanted my car, and it was super dupa easy to get... also there is sort of pretty guy who I might like... and he was the very first person I saw today... Also just realising that this is one of things I am very grateful for is that my boss is away and I am having an way off day... also that is why I was away on Friday.. For about 30 minutes in the height of my lateness this morning.. none of the bosses were in... also I like very much that I am feeling much better today, also I like that soon I have the opportunity to nap a little, also the big thing, the very big thing this morning is that I made a mistake, a big mistake, involving government and I was freaking.. kept waking up and thinking about it.... then I meditated on it and started to believe that it would be alright... then this morning I ca...

I slept at 2.00am... woke up at around 5 then  went back to sleep and woke up again at 6.25am.. hence.. I am very very sleepy... I took sometime off to sleep and was very very happy that my direct boss is not here so no one will really notice that  I am not operating on full mast... also I imagined that Jimmy would give me some money and he did... he he, not much but it is the first time any such thing has happened in soo very long.. the fat none good looking guy who is making me excited, just said " hallo" also I got a free lunch, also a new person likes my page at the facebook... :-) ... yesterday there was this big boss in the office, and he was talking and I kept webbing in and out of that speech.. but I kept also looking positive aspects and it ended up fun.

... already had interactions with someone I like... also the world doesn't revolve around me!! Also now that I have money I can maybe buy some things from Abraham, also, last evening.. an extra click or something... I saw a perfect version of my mini yesterday... perfect miniature trees... oranges... also, I have just discovered a very beautiful bird.. Turaco... I wonder if that is the bird I saw some time back.. really beautiful...also next week, the whole week... the boss will be away... :-).. This morning I had the most difficult time waking up... by 7.00am I wasn't out of bed, it was okay, my boss will not be in the office most of the day, so no one would notice... mostly... but I still wanted to get to work on time.. then someone called me.. I had not given them information that I was supposed to....so I had to wake up and patiently give them the information... ie I was awake and ready to get to work... Also, I have been milking the birthday money from Olga... also I l...

First of all today is my birthday so, happy Monday and birthday to me... also that guy I have a crush on... well he was among the first to wish me a good birthday!! I am very happy... I like him very much... Very much.. he is tweeking my vortexy feelings! I like that sexy people who  I like are wishing me a good day....at this second... I like that work is little and I can listen to Abraham, also I saw that dream car of mine... and today it looked particularly beautiful.... Also I went to repay my loan and was informed that it was less than I imagined... which was nice... I am now feeling inspired to pay some more into it so that it is again less... :-).. Also my sister has re-offered me money... remember the money in her account.. which is perfect cause I really thought that the next few weeks would be filled with starvation and suffering... but maybe it will be alright! My boss is leaving early.... soooo so can I!!!

I woke up feeling love.... that has not happened in sooo long!!! so long!! I love it... even when I think of Jimmy in little love... also this morning my breakfast was paid for ... which was really cool... also  I was noting that the last 3 or 4 months after relaxing and wanting, I have been managing to earn extra money of 1/3 of my regular pay!!! woo hoo!!Also that guy I like, did that thing I like... :-)... also some time ago, I started getting happy about work... I mean really getting happy about work, and now I am really happy, really happy.. and I have a lovely vortexy boss... and I am feeling soo much better about Jimmy so much better and interactions with him  are interesting.. yesterday very nice, very very nice... also someone liked my manifestation.. I really didn't expect it and it was really nice..also more money in the ECF!!! loves it!

Today I talked to Jimmy and it was good. It was really good. It was fun, sexy, all the things I have been wanting... nice...car had enough fuel to get me to work.. work day has been good now I am off to sleep!

I have discovered my power... I am the most powerful person in the world... well at least in my world... didn't have much time to write today.... but tomorrow is s a "no boss day" soo... well I guess this is a good thing... :-)

.... I left my house quite late... I couldn't seem, to get out of the house, then when I reached the stage, our office van was there... so free ride right to the office parking lot... so no walking after all.. I remember as I was walking to the stage, I felt relaxed and kept telling me that all this would be well and that it was all the way it was supposed to be..also it seems to me that I am getting money.. ( I have money  :-))  also this morning I was starving! and I didn't have KES to by food but had USD 20.. no way to buy food... then OOC (yes, him) I request him to make the change for me, he agrees, and offers to lend me a little money so that I can buy breakfast and it was great!! It was really great.. also at the breakfast place this amazing person who was aber like... and wonderful.. and  gave fun "do what feels good" advice... What a nice day!

.... I have found an Aber in Kenya... that is the first good thing that has happened to me... also yesterday I thought I wouldn't have money this morning then I found some money in my trouser pocket... enough for coffees and stuff... got a cellphone of a person I have been needing to contact.. also I have an idea how to make things work better for me, at least I think! Time is also flying!! I am looking forward to getting something from 'out' to eat... (really looking forward to that) bosses will be away in the morning so there is a chance that I can be full Abraham mode the whole morning... I apologized to my sister and she accepted the disease excuse.. but it can work cause I am not usually like that anyway... also  I had a thing.. that required that I take antibiotics, but that I have been keeping secret.... then I got another condition, which okay to tell people which is also cured by antibiotics... so my secret is safe with me :-) ..also I am feeling better... :-) al...

... in the vortex.. and without the help of my boss!! which was nice... was fairly pissed off sometime back and managed to pivot!! which is a very big thing for me. Also I was having such trouble with a thing the boss asked me to do then, it became clear to me.. very clear and easy... and then I realised that with this one stone I could kill two birds!! very very nice... Also I have recently learnt that I have HBP, and I very much wanted a diet that had alcohol and meat to control this condition... it is important that I bring it down... it is apparently a big bad-ass serious disease... so well I found one... I found one...the Meditterian diet!! losts of vegies but wine and red meat!! and oil galore! :-)... also my beloved colleague loves to eat fruits which is really quite great, and she likes to put the peels or whatever in the bin and normally they smell quite a bit... I have always wished for her to put them in a container or something so that it doesn't smell so much but never...

.... things are quite the rapid fire things are going well...remember the money the money yes the money... it is coming next week, but definitely coming.. I am listening to beautiful music.. and getting reminder that my BF money is also coming.. I am very happy!  I saw him again, in the corridor... sitting on a box... my love.. my stalker love...

Today is 23 rd , I already love my boss, he looks exactly like a man I like very much who I wasn’t allowed to have a crush on... so we will get on swimmingly J ... And there is this young and absolutely beautiful man that I used to love and last week I looked at the photo of him that I had collected ( full stalker mode right there!!) and wondered where he was and if I would ever see him again and today I was quite in the vortex  and I saw him and we had a 15 second fun and excited conversation!! he works in the same compound as me and he was looking delectable!  Today is the first time in such a long time that I am truly inside the vortex... and it feels really great!! Also I wanted to listen to classical music, Handel music for fireworks in particular... and now I have found a playlist on Youtube!! Also I just got a promise from my beloved... he will buy me a telly !!!plasma!    J  Also I adore my new boss... I really totally do... I don't know if it is b...

Today I in a bit of pain, my back hurts... which might translate into a few days off... which might be cool.. .maybe even really cool... Also something quite amazing.. the number of Mini Coopers that are appearing in my life... too bad I don't want them anymore... also there is something.. let us call it a cat.. my friend who is maybe soon to be my ex-friend.. wanted us to adopt a cat  together and soon a cat showed up in our experience, but me I wasn't ready for a cat, and I told the cat, that if it really wanted to be in experience then it could stay but to be honest I wasn't ready for a cat... then the cat went away... all on its own.. without me doing anything... just relaxing and breathing... Also I have been wanting to look better... physically that is, and today I am wearing an outfit I have worn 10, 000 times and looked bad in, but today, the combination is nice and I look good... even on my weight.. :-) very nice... also this morning.. I experienced an absolutely b...

.... that I have manifested 450shs... right out mine no need to repay type of deal.. Nice I think.. maybe just maybe I should treat it well... :-) Also though not a manifestation... my boss is away in the morning... so I have some time to me... also tomorrow the computers here are being serviced so we HAVE TO leave by 2pm! :-).. I like that I am listening to Abraham and liking it.. BTW yesterday before sleeping  I "saw" in my head and this morning I actually saw him today at breakfast... I like that I have things to do so I can be alone at lunch and the fun thing is that I believe the others will be relieved and that is alright..  I like that .. I have a small debt of 80Kshs  my boss offered to buy me something to drink and I feel quite full so I thought I could use the money to pay this debt but I am not feeling this manifestation so I am leaving it as is.. but I am happy to note that the money IS streaming in easily and quickly... woohoo.. Boss is gone so in 4 minutes...

I manifested 10 bob(see left!)  in a mat I paid the usual 20 bob but got change! It was totally unexpected and totally delicious!! I also wanted to have coffee but wanted to spend only 30bob on it and guess what, I got a cup.. I thought I would have to quasi beg for one but I found one just lying around doing nothing and it was clean so I didn't have to wash it which was cool.... Also my dad is getting sent some money by my sister through me.. and a little extra to pay some bill, I figure that I could borrow some of it for walking around money and refund when my refund comes... :-)... I like.. ( a little too much) spending time alone, and guess what...today I don't have a lot of money, so I will go have the el-cheapo lunch without people asking me " why?? !" and read my good book... also yesterday evening, I had this nice experience with a nice white guy, it made me feel good.. and I congratulate me for milking and milking and milking it... also old old men are reapp...

Well I have discovered that someone who is step one for me is leaving for 2 days... there is this song I have been looking for forever... it is a really beautiful song called " hallelujah " originally by Leonard Cohen I have been hearing it from a neighbours ring tone, today I finally found it.. and now I am looking for a version I can vibe with :-) ... Also I had such great resistance to doing some work... my boss who normally disappears for hours and hours came back early... the 2 things.. I felt " forced " to do it, then warning shot... colleague came with something belonging to her, meaning that she was on the way.. so I managed... barely to finish it before she noticed I hadn't done what she requested... also I feel cured.. of some of my ills :-) also boss left early and all those that would otherwise keep me here are gone..  so it will soon be time to go home...

... I realised this morning that all things were alright... I was feeling weird  and thought that things were really bad, but in this morning I realised that although the lights went off just as I was getting up to start getting ready ( shower, iron, make coffee) I realised that I could heat water on the gas, the coffee in the microwave was practically ready, and I had the possibility of getting clothes that do not need ironing... so all was really well, I even managed to get to work at a reasonable time... also I had a free weekend away from pressure from all sectors... I got to spend Friday, Saturday and  Sunday ALONE!! that is practically a miracle... a hated cousin is visiting my sister so I don't have to see her till the end of the month! or if I do, really few seconds... and car driving was super duper easy... and I made an experiment with meats, and it was really great!  Also if I want a break from boyfriend all  I have to do is think negative thoughts.. Also ...

Well I am happy to report that the good people at Abraham-Hicks have put more available years on their downloadable recordings... that makes much more available recordings for me.... also there is something a little screwy about the Youtube today and it was really pissing me off... and I found a way to soothe that... so in the same way I might be able to soothe Jimmy.. also getting the message that I don't have to twist myself into a pretzel to make him happy... and I can leave!

... last night I got my seats....!!!! Also I  managed to sort of sleep well... and I have been thinking that I have thought about before, are here with me and are as I thought they would be... so it is now time to think of even greater things...:-) Also I got the chairs... and my boyfriend might be back with me... I like that... I am alright financially... I have just managed to soothe something... also I wish to tell you story.. I am thinking something interesting... at work... I still have the same experiences as before.. but now I love them... I really do.. I love being at work!! :-).. I have just been looking at these Celtic knot bands.. and I am really thinking that I really should watch the Lord of the Rings again.. and also Harry Potter... from the beginning it is speaking to me like it is important... might help...:-) Also I am thinking now that all this trouble with Jimmy... it is actually the gateway to things being really quite fabulous!! Also something...

... I am dealing with crap again and that is wonderful... I will be soo freaking ecstatic when I move this, when I move from this feeling.. I will be ecstatic, and in the meantime I can say "thank you" to  my Gods for bringing to me  this contrast... something new to work with... Also last Friday I lost some money, KES 200 and I thought about it for a while then decided that it was alright.... I thought I might have dropped it and was not really comfortable with that.... but I let it go... and guess what... yesterday afternoon, I was looking for something else inside the draw where the money was (originally) and there it was... it just sprung into my experience... :-) very very nice... I even had enough money to pay the kindly cleaning lady.... My chairs are ready... I was afraid this would happen!! they are ready and I am not sure I have money... :-) I went to the bank and got money which is fabulous... the lady at the shop says that she can get me transport.. ...

.... I am really very excited that I have all these books to read... I have the 'Thank you" book and the print out and all the other books that I have that I want  to read... you see I have finished the first book that I bought  " The Amazing Power of Deliberate Intent" and the funny thing is that now I get it... although at the time of the reading ... Also now I am getting friend requests... I am thinking that now it is time for me to look for THE HOUSE... and it is going to be sooo much fun!!! So

.... is starting well.. something I thought I would have to do and I got news that I would not have to.. which was really cool.. also at this second I am thanking God that I have a scarf to enable me feel a little warmer... Now I have to thank God... I have discovered that I am angry... and I am having angry reactions... time for a clean up!... Also good news, there is a Kentucky Fried Chicken place in Nairobi!!!!  Hot water is mostly back... created this past weekend nice times with sister and boyfriend....  I just made USD 0.09 on my site... tere tere tere... also this past weekend I had comfy dibi dibi... I have been praying about it :-)

... I had an interesting evening... I walked 2 km in heels, something I didn't know I could do...  and still milking the money my sis gave me.... rescue money, and my overtime form got signed really easily and this morning I discovered new money on my US account :-).... USD .07 :-), new free money...  and I am still dreaming about my painting.... I am sooo going to love my painting.. and I also have been seeing other beautiful paintings..... just hanging out there in the world waiting for me to buy them and hang them in my house... Got something new to buy.. :-) I am listening to Tigrou! :-)  and reading mini-manifestations... Also this morning the Abe book I have been reading was really really easy to read. supa dupa easy...  I have gone through many pages, quickly and easily, in the morning at home, at breakfast... also I had wanted lunch money and I have just discovered that although I have to borrow it, I do have it :-)... I will now have no worries at lunc...

.... well actually cloudy and freezing... but it is a good day... and I am feeling nice and stable... yesterday I realised something interesting.. I no longer have to worry about giving things away... especially money, cause it comes back after a while... and also I have been learning more and more about money and appreciation, which reminds me I just received some money from my sister... it is a repayment, but also a receipt, No? and also, I am keeping a promise that I made...which is nice... and also this evening... my painting!!!  this evening I get my painting Something interesting about yesterday evening.. I spent sometime with OOC and it was nice.. he was really easy, really nice... it reminded me of all the things about him that I appreciate... and I remembered how easy it was to think about his positive aspects, I got to experience them yesterday and that felt good, it helped me a lot when I was trying think of the positive aspects of Jimmy, cause sometimes that...

..... first of all this past weekend I managed to finally get my curtains... and they bring much, much joy... and I have already put in the orders  for the lovely below chairs and a sideboard... things are alright... alright... and I have just realised something silly, there is this song which is one of my most favorite at the year called " Mast Mast do Nain " which is Indian... I started liking this song about 6 months ago... and now I live in mostly Indian neighbourhood :-)... Also before she traveled a while back, my boss asked me to do something last week, which I am doing now... Also something annoying that is actually something good, a lady friend called me like 7 times to invite me for a thing... a motivation getting your life back on track etc etc... she was very very excited, she had attended such a session and loved it... she had attended such a session and loved it!!  So there are people out there who are doing what I want to do and people are loving it!!! Also...

... I talked to Jimmy and sort of made up after a fight and he decided to come see me yesterday evening... I was nervous and terrified... I am not sure why. I kept seeing signs that he was on his way.. you know , ten thousand 070s... everywhere I went...  I decided to not give it to the terror and  seriously soothe myself.... I did all in my power... what worked well... very well was the ABC game.. it worked really quite well, I tried looking for chapatis for the green grams.. but I couldn't find it with good reason... :-)... I got home, and the first thing I did was to meditate... 1st time in almost a year... and I felt calm.. .just then  he shows up with a friend!!!! I got irritated... very irritated!! then I welcomed him and his friend and disappeared into the kitchen and started saying " thank you " and soothed and soothed, and imagined fun times, and a glass of wine.. things started looking up... and amazingly we had such a good time... really good tim...

well the first thing is that the number of unread emails in my inbox was 444 in the morning :-). And I am managing.. I got  into the office compound really early and enjoyed a nice breakfast.... also it was 11:44, I called the insurance guy and he is okay about the terms that I want... :-) he will also help me write a letter... I didn't know what to write in it... I also discovered, that something I had forgotten do to, doesn't have to be done till tomorrow... he he he I spent a little time to think about what I wanted a nice meal, and a nice walk after.. the meal was simple and delicious and the walk afterward was equally fun!

... I woke up feeling a little weird but  I was happily reminded of  " thank you " and started feeling better. I managed to finish all things early and like by 7.25am and the steering got stuck... so I sat there starting doing some low key "thank yous!" and then  I got the idea to call Auto Assured and surely they sorted me out... I was very happy... then I got to work a little later than previously anticipated and I got to redeem myself a little, you see yesterday my car was super dupa dirty, today  I got it cleaned and this guy I know who saw me yesterday, was there and he saw the bright new clean car and it felt kinda good, breakfast was nice... nice... got nice things and this morning I just got news that maybe a payment has been received from my insurance company... also learnt new things which is good for me... Also this morning I was re-realising that these interesting contrasty things that I am experiencing are evidences of my vibration, of my thoughts... ...

... I have started the music and now on que is CREED !!!!! I love their music and especially... " Say I ".. also right this second I am feeling really grateful that I worked soo many evenings this past week... enough for enough extra money for next month.... I am also feeling particularly good that I already have curtains, and I am want very much to make a double chair that looks like this... it is my great hope that I will enjoy this greatly... Also I really wish to dedicate this week to cleaning up on the subject of other people, especially my Mom and Jimmy.. I am also feeling grateful for paint editing which is just the coolest thing ever! also yesterday I forgot to mention I saw this amazing bird... it had blue wings, just at the tip... and it was big-ish.. like a 4 week old chick... nice... loved watching it fly away... Also I saw this past weekend the new Harry Porter movie... which really made me feel like I wanted to re-watch the old ones... I also like that hot water...

.... today I saw an old friend.. which was nice.. I managed to do what I hoped to do today.. also discovered beautiful music, it is raining and I can go home!! woo hoo!

... is that I have managed to pivot.. I actually did.. I had to do an amazingly long process but I finally managed... I got me some wine... people in facebook are being very nice to me today... and then... earlier I was sent to buy lunch for boss and she was buying me a soda... and then guess what the person at the till gave me KES 500 extra change by mistake.. .my  boss made me return it :-) then I got a burger... most of a burger to eat...someone had brought for my boss and she didn't want it...

... I didn't want to go for the tea because I wasn't feeling so good... when  I got back to my seat guess what had happened.. my nice colleague had brought me samosas..... 2!!!!Also I got some driftwood... I dreamed that I was part of an LOA group! Also this morning I managed to carry my egg and remove it very easily and was even able to hide it easily! I am having a glass of wine in the office... I calmed down and Jimmy called to confirm today.. which was nice... but I must say that I am doing a great job, because it is only when you become assured that assurance will come.. so I can congratulate myself for forgetting to worry! :-)

.... I managed to calm myself on the issue of Jimmy... I managed to calm myself, I managed to calm myself and and calmed myself enough and he called.. :-), also last night I woke up in a complete and total panic, my heart was pounding and I was terrified... and guess what many " thank you "s I calmed down enough to be able to go back to sleep which I really appreciated. Also I had wanted very much to have an egg sandwich for breakfast, there were no lines, it was quick and easy... I even managed to read a whole chapter from my book, quickly and easily... and even though I didn't have alarm this morning, I managed to get to work mostly on time... I am feeling soo much better... things are actually working out for me... I am managing.. things are working out okay... I am focusing on things that feel good, which is nice, also I am 70 for 70.... I also like  that this day is feeling good.. also I saw that movie with the blue Mini Cooper (this one) and it was even cold in the ...

... Things that I am feeling good about today... I am feeling better about things... I am feeling better about life and about my workmates, and the ones I still have issues with then I am working at it, also today I have written down all the things, and they are many, that I have to do. And already I have done sooo many. Now I am doing something I find a little difficult, I like that I was early enough to have breakfast, and I also discovered that it is possible to have coffee and eggs in the morning, boiled eggs, that is, also yesterday, at night, very late Jimmy called, and that was nice... I am appreciating hot water in my life... Also I found easily a vid on the success of my office.. and just had a nice tasty, also maybe I have found a way to make my life insurance thingi easier to do and even less expensive. I am sort of extatic that Will Smith talks like me... interesting... actually this guy is sort of amazing... it is nice to see LoA working soo amazingly!!! Today something ...

... I was feeling quite awful.. I decided to take today and 2 days next week off, then a workmate mentioned that she wouldn't be in today and at the time I was feeling like the whole world was coming down on me and so I decided to take yesterday afternoon off, and it amazingly a wonderful idea... really totally and completely wonderful idea. I feel as though I changed totally what I had been thinking and intending today to have a fabulous day and it started really great... this morning... I noticed a presence behind me, a big white guy, I noticed also that there were other people between myself and him but I could not feel them, meaning they were not staring at me... then finally I saw who it was... it was a guy who looks like an actor, the Harold Krenshaw guy from Monk.. he is very well built and he looks sooo nice.. I have noticed him staring at me before...  and was soo sweet, letting me pass in front of him and stuff.. you know.. 'you first', with a smile and all, we ev...

.... Just re-discovering that I am not really as creative as I think I am... :-) he he, anyhoo, last night I called Jimmy at around 8pm... and by that time my insides were literally screaming for me to call him, and when I did, he didn't pick up... then I got another  urgent message to call him as I am walking to the office after breakfast.... so I called again and he didn't pick again... then he called later... I was on another call, equally successful, and I think that at the time I called the conversation really went well, I was well and so was he...

.... is 777 I have just viewed the 777th view of this blog which is great! and also I thought about a calender.. Yesterday also I put up a picture that someone gave me... and it actually made my whole living room look better,   the whole room! I cannot wait to do rest of the room!!! in beautiful burgundy.. and I want to say " Thank you !!" for all the contrast... I want to appreciate my contrast... I want to appreciate things that hurt from which my joy comes from... Also I have been reading my books... it is sooo great that I am here... it is sooo great that I am here so that I can read my books... and do things in the evening...  I am remembering the € that I picked up.. ( did I tell that I picked up euros from the ground... well not quite but close... I am remembering how much I wanted to see giraffes, and I really really wanted to see them and I did, and I fed them and stroked one and even stalked them a little,  and also the loving tortoise that made me think of men ...

... I just got a banana.... what is happening is someone gave me a banana... and this morning I saw from a distance the most beloved Mini Cherished, and I remembered that my contract has been renewed,  and just now realising how easy it is to post things... also did I tell you that during this past weekend I bought some boots... very very cheaply and they fit great, they are from Brazil, so the style is amazing, and they are the like these ones from SERENITY!!! :-).... yep I have the serenity boots!!! Me!! :-) I really wanted to protect some money I had and I asked my IB and he suggested something and didn't take it back!! That almost never happens! Almost never.... I am not sure... but it could be that I have found it, but then again maybe not... but I think I now know where to make my Louis Medallion chairs... and interesting thing is that people not only know what they are but also know where to have them done!! :-).. Listening to nice music... loving it.... loving how good I am...

... first of all realising that I keep using the same heading over and over again... I am the same person I guess... also got a little money on my jobs site, also someone called me at 22:22 and it was Jimmy which is good right?.... also got some information I was looking for quickly and easily... also all this morning I have been working hard concentrating on my job which is good for me.. really good.. also today I was playing with posting and I learnt how to format things without too many changes, also I am working well, also something... also I am doing well easily, also suddenly my relationships are succeeding easily, also I got the renewal to my contract, I had been wondering about that but now it is here... things are good.. also the new way to post... amazingly easy... super dupa!!!also did I tell you that the number of people who like my page is increasing... I think that absence brings forth fondness, also something nice that is happening... my workmate is busy so I ca...

.... today I have a chance to say " THANK YOU!!!! " for my contrast...  and something nice has happened, something really nice... those kind people at the Foreign Ministry have acknowledged receipt of a letter I sent them... ... they never do that...  that was nice... Also last night I made the most amazing fish.... really nice and amazing fish... really nice and amazing fish... and I have some left so I will be able to  enjoy it again...

..... has so far started well,  I a m feeling good, working hard, I managed to pivot on an important issue, also I am working at enjoying the thing that I do for a living... carrying my car and jogging and walking and things like that... overall, life is good, but considering all this maybe it is just easier to walk home, no? On related issues, my new boss will start work on 11 July and come to new office (here) on 22 August :-).. I have just discovered that my money at has come x 2... as in money from the insurance and that guy that owed me money...has paid, now I can happily furnish my house, that will be done this coming weekend... The electricity where I work has been going off and on interrupting work for a while, so I got the last available UPS connection  :-) and because of the interruptions now I get to listen to " Should I go " by Brandy again... and again... :-)

5 July 2011 Yesterday morning I saw this beautiful bird, absolutely beautiful, it had an orange red neck and blue sparkling striking blue head... also I woke with this amazing hangover... so obviously I knew that that day would be good.. and the day was pretty good, I spent the day arranging my stuff and I did it really very well... also I have some pics of Kenyan meats that I am finding particularly exciting right now... and I am enjoying that I am finding them fun... also thinking that today is the day for learning about procurement... it is a good day to learn about procurement, today is a good day to learn about procurement... all this really will be well.. good things of this morning, managed to get my coffee and samosa, also happy that loos are available and the bank is available here.. the bank is available here..   Guess what is happening to me today.... I am reading procurement... MS502 and guess what else.. it is not too terrible... GOOD news.... it seems that there is a...

.... I am having a weird day.. sooo many 070s today 070 is another of my  Jimmy symbols... so far today 4 cars all with 070 I am trying to ignore the red feilders... and this morning I received this pic that I have been thinking a whole lot about.. remembering how this bird made me so happy and guess what it is photo no DCSF0070!! I talked to him this morning... :-)  It all means nothing, I know but I wonder where all this is going... I managed to avoid someone I didn't want to see. .now I am enjoying a cupa curry soup... which is being  very sweet to me right now.. also I walked  and as I was walking I saw a squirrel  walk on a power wire... and it did really slowly kept stopping and I was very happy to see it, then a bird that I saw for the first time yesterday  and I saw it again today and was quite happy... Then I got back and saw that Jimmy had called ... the talk went well, and he asked me to call him after work... when  I was soothing myself...

..... I am feeling good... I am finally feeling good and is very good... I have been waiting far too long... far too long... I managed to get power yesterday... and that in itself was a miracle, un coup de miracle..... I just came from applying for the loan and it is my hope that will turn out well.. it is my hope that it will be well... my old boss is asking me for work... Loving that what I am experiencing now is past tense... :-)... now I can create the future... in a couple of days we will be moving offices.... and in like 4 days I may paint my house and I had considered that I may need some old newspapers to do this.. I don't read newspapers.... but now that we are moving and need to get rid of very many things including a lot of old paper...... now I have possibly all the old paper I require!

I kept having all these signs that  Jimmy is somewhere in my universe... you know the first mat I saw in the morning had plates 070S ...among others... I kept wondering cause yesterday evening... the whole evening was about the Jimmy plates.. then this school bus.. Jimsy School bus... anyway he called and he again asked to meet... I am listening to Abraham on fear... which is helping... also I think I have found that bird I saw in Mombasa... I have been looking for it for a second there I began to think it didn't exist... it is not exactly this but close enough :-) Also something interesting... I thought I was working on Jimmy and it turns out he is working on me!! Interesting... I was wondering why he was so happy to get me back.. Might get to carry some wine home and at this second, that makes me happy

Today I am getting viewed in exactly 111 countries!!! Yay!!! I like that I am feeling this good.. I am grateful for Patrick and I am grateful for Jimmy for teaching me love... thank you! I am grateful for my Inner Being... He is the bestest... Also yesterday after I left early... I went to see Patrick as has been the usual of late, he was being super nice... loved that... also I went to the tooth place to get a plate replacement and there is something about him that sent me straight to my vortex.. he was precious... also I discovered that people are actually searching for my jobs page by name... as in they go to google and search for the name of my site! very very cool Also shock me a little, Jimmy called... I kept seeing signs of him everywhere this morning.. you know cars with 070... red Feilders ... At this second.. .my pageviews for the month are 4,440!! Guess what else is happening in my life right now... the other day a friend of mine asked me to post an opening... and I se...

One of the first things I heard this morning is that I am very pretty! Also I discovered that my body is like .0001 percent smaller than it was yesterday... Also I found a beautiful red leaf (my pic for today) and it is sort reminding of the well being of the Universe.. I am actually enjoying my slimmly meal... which is really cool.... I am happy that I am sort of back into my slimly ways... I am enjoying beautiful music.. I did something nice for someone, I am hoping to come to a place where I don't care whether they appreciate it or not. I just saw something sweet and funny.. it is 14:44... also I took the  photo of the red magic leaf but was not able to upload it. I have to sign off now... this window is slowing down my work... tomorrow! Mwah

Caveat Emptor This is from the 10th... I forgot to post.. I was in a run for Mombasa!!!! I woke up and decided I wasn't going to iron after all, got dress that doesn't require ironing... managed not see cleaning lady (was in a weird mood so would have been catty to her) which was nice, then got a matt, but didn't take it cause I felt the money they were charging was much... got another one, better sitting place at less money... got 2 samosas like I had wanted to all week.. got a mat... got to work.. the place I was going to stay at in Mombasa turned out to be soo expensive...  so I called someone who helped me with the number of the lady who owns this place (check link)  http://www.mikaye.com/  and guess what she has room available.. I was asked to send some money and it was the exact amount I had on me... woo hoo!!!. a little more expensive than I wanted but it is cool.. it is really near to what I wanted and it where I wanted and the food there is amazing... AMAZIN...

I might have discovered that someone is promoting my site which is good for me. Also I have a new liker at the Facebook page, also I got information that someone takes my page seriously, which is the only thing in this world that anyone takes me seriously about, which is sort of nice... Also I have been having teeth issues, and I trusted my Inner Being to give me as solution and it did, the solution is soo amazing easy... really very easy... Also I have have been ' seeing ' Jimmy everywhere again.. I remember that I had been seeing him everywhere for a while then he came back... ( did I tell you we sort of got back together and he has been really super) people with the name Jimmy, red Toyota Feilders ( like this one)  ( I saw  3 this morning) even with the same number plates, as his, and even his phone number on other plates... also I saw and touched and fed a giraffe like I have been wanting to for a few months... then I managed to solve the 3rd week of this month which was g...

.... or rather continuing to happen... there is this thing I have been working on, I was asked to get someone to attend a meeting, and so I had to send the names, and on the day I was supposed to, I had no response, and was about to say that I had no one, then guess what I didn't feel like doing it on the day decided I would do it the next day... the next day I got a person to attend, then a day later they say that finally they don't have money, and for some reason I cannot bring me to relay this info to the participant, and this morning, they have replied again to say that they maybe able to source some money! Woo hoo!!  Also did I tell you I saw the cutest cats some time back... really cute and tiny and pretty, I think I am ready for a cat. very ready. Also on the money front, I think with this deal, I will be able to buy the chairs, I am going for a meeting away from Nairobi, and I think I will be able to get the furniture, you know one 3 seater and 1 really large one seat...