Ten Thousand Buttons

... This past week I was in a place with no TV and I managed to write and write.. and it was interesting to note that writing works, and intense writing works intensely... I watched miracles happening before my eyes and that was really very cool!!!   really very cool... Also lately I have been receiving many requests from people who want to join my jobs pages... on their own without my help at all. I have in the past 2 years gained a whole lot of weight... and I told myself in my era of much writing that I wanted a solution that didn't involve me changing my lifestyle in any way and guess what, I may have found something...  will see.. but looks promising...

... in a while, I have made more than 1000 page views.. it is like la population is taking the sight more seriously, I am getting recommendations,  and even without promotion I am getting more likes even without promotion... which is really cool.. I also like that I got my money..

... because of what my sister did... she really hurt my feelings and I have been reeling in bad feeling since. Then I conscience effort to feel better about the whole thing... and also that I really didn't want to go to shags with her, cause it is really something I don't feel like doing... and now my beloved boss has cancelled my one day leave... so now I have an out... and I am also seeing how lining up my vibration toward her is helping my life :-)

.... to Nairobi for her holiday. She will not be available to meet with me today and can only meet tomorrow. Guess what tomorrow the boss travels so I can leave early! and the erroneous email I sent, came back to me easily and quickly and without the important people seeing it!!  I have also managed to make a payment for the credit card that I didn't think I would manage, (which is really cool) I might get a change to leave early today. also today I really wanted to do the minutes early finish and send to group, but was to meet sis. Then she calls and says that she instead wants to meet this other guy, so my evening is free and I can go ahead and finish the minutes :-) also I may have 2 weeks or more to finish these minutes, there may be no meeting next Monday :-). Also I am still enjoying attention from that man I love/loved and I am enjoying it, and the thoughts about him I have in my head. Also O remember O well he travels far and wide to spend 6 seconds with me.. and ...

I have a new electricity number and the amount I owe is zero!!! :-).... I love that!! AND I have until infinitum to pay it!! Today I managed to walk and do my work... now I am off to drink water.. also I found the car I was looking for at a price I can afford... It is almost too good to be true... Last night as I slept I measured my waist line and discovered that I may have lost like an inch... in the week I have been walking. Also I like that these foods I should eat, there are many delicious things like raisins... which I adore.. also I realised that really I was not putting any dairy in my diet in the last few years... none at all for the most part... also I was just being generally unappreciative of work... and realised that (a) I did the same thing and this is how I ended up stressed and unhappy with Jimmy and also that leaving him didn't make me happier, I wasn't happy just because I took an action to leave him, it is only now that I am feeling better... and ...

... shopping for soaps at a supermarket, and I noticed that I was charged for 4 instead of 5 bar soaps..also this morning there was some confusion in the matt I was in due to fear from policemen and their "operations" I ended up not paying...  then I got a half lift which made sure that I was on time for the management meeting this morning, also I discovered this morning that I am ready to start doing the 3 processes... focus wheel, book of positive aspects and rampage of appreciation!! Also discovered money I had forgotten, Weight I had lost remains lost, I drank some green tea and suddenly felt much better... and awake.. I have  already started writing minutes for this morning...

.... pushing me for many things, and now I am deciding to clean up more and harry less...

... I have been reading things on this site from last year and it seems to me that there is some cleaning up to do...  also a little bit by mistake, I decided to wish someone a happy birthday and it went really well, we ended up chatting and declared mutual attraction for each other  which was nice...