Ten Thousand Buttons

... I am just having fun.. I have done all my 4700mg of potassium in one lovely beautiful meal, I love that during the day my boss was thinking that I wasn't working well and as a result, things were not working well... and guess what something that he decided to take over worked out before he did. I have become increasingly aware that  my boss may not be my biggest fan and I have been feeling a lot afraid.... this morning I did a semi clean up and now I am feeling.. they can forget about the job.. I am okay to leave!!! I am really okay to leave.. I am fine... all really is well.... I am not afraid anymore... also I have the most amazing pen ever!!  I am still small.. even after all this time, I still have a littler body.. Someone I was worried about might leave soon.. so maybe I can also leave.. and give up the post to someone who loves more than this.. more than me... My loan has been approved. It maybe useful to put it away till I am ready to start again...

extra jobo.. I love how people are requesting to join, I love that people are joining without my assistance, I love that I am getting jobs to.. I love that it is growing, some with assistance some with very little assistance... which is really cool also I fell further in love with Swift.. really trully also so some really good and that I can afford ISTs... (interesting... ) time to go home now...

... something.. for the first time  in a while, I didn't need to put a pin on my white blouse to close it.... last night also I wasn't able to sleep... something told me to just sleeep on the chair because it was my path of least resistance cause I really was resisting sleeping in my bed last night cause there was no telly there... then today I got a  mat in the morning that charged me 20/- then I got to work, got a lovely breakfast.. came to the office and managed to solve something that the boss wanted done x2 then an old lover made me feel good... ( I have been feeling that I currently have a rejection vibe)... then managed to go to CO-OP and I have now a solution to that nagging problem that I have been having... and I am realising that I have been living that life that I am living right now.. is that life I was wanting.. having resources to live exactly the life that I really wanted.. .and mostly not even knowing it.. I worked some hate stuff... also.. also there is this ...

... moving to my dream place... it all started a few weeks ago when I received a bill for water for 12000 KES!!!!  and I got further motisha from my motisha neighbour full of exergeration ( I now figure) I think that things are much better than  I am making them out to be..... but at the time I really believed... then, I started looking.. really looking and I found many interesting places.. mostly 2 bedroomed... and two very nice very fun, very interesting  agents... on the second day, one was taking me to a place that I had already been... and  then on my left was this vacancy sign.. and  I remember, that a current neighbour, a place that I have always wanted to live but always thought was way too expensive and had this same sign and I ignored it and missed by 2 hours this amazing dream place!!!  So when I saw this sign, I doubled back, a little later and asked.. " I am looking for a house"  they said, " how many bedrooms?"      I said,...

.... is starting well!!! This morning I was as sick as a dog... now I am more or less great... I had a delicious breakfast, I am anticipating things, I am actually managing.... also greatest thing, I thought I owed this organization 57 USD which I already paid by credit card, and which would put me over my usual limit and cost me an extra 500shillings. It turns out I only owed 24.24USD which I could easily afford without owing any over limit fee... all is well... finally... I am feeling good.. suddenly it is easy to post in the other page, and more and more people are joining... and  I also got another present!!!! also boss is gone, so I can go,  many many leads for house..life is good!!

.. interesting things... boss is away so I can slip out and do the things that I have to.. also I earned good money yesterday... really good money... also someone actually sent me a job, to me, particularly, only the second time ever... sort of... any hoo, for the second day in a row, I got a present!! my house hunt goes on

... you know why... because, my website is doing better than ever.. even when I am not monitoring it.. the monday meeting was soo short, I could finish the minutes before lunch!! I like that I am feeling this good, I have that I have a list of the things I have to do and they will be great! I am listening to Abraham, who somehow is just making my whole world better.. Also yesterday afternoon I spent sometime with these 2 kids, who are okay, as in I don't mind spending time with them.. also as always my twitter is still growing without my assistance!! woo hooo!!! also the meeting was soo short... I am going through the 22nd listening now... I received many breaks and free things of late (that cost money BTW) and I also have found a beautiful new calender for April... I love it, it has such beautiful colours. Also there is a series I thought would be a great idea to watch and ALL 8 episodes of the entire series are available on youtube, and currently I have unlimited internet.. at th...