Ten Thousand Buttons

 ..... I woke up feeling as crap as I have been feeling since Sunday. Yesterday before I slept though, IB told me to do the relationship thing for Sedona Method and today I did and it was amazing. The crap feelings left!! I was able to carry on with the rest of my day.. which is so cool!!! Having access to good feelings is sooo amazing!!  I still haven't shifted my sponsor but that is work in progress. I will get there... Maybe I will write on her tomorrow.  The other thing is we have internet back and that is good. Maybe back. But all the same... I am having a good day so far. With delicious coffee, freshly died hair... 1/3 retied... Money in the bank, food in my belly, beautiful music... Life is good.  Gratitude - I am grateful for my HP - I am grateful for music - I am grateful for "Thank you" - I am grateful for love - I am grateful for new knowledge - I am grateful for forgiveness and that I have access to it. 

I wrote my first blog post in more than 14 years which is really good (not for this blog)  I managed to get the shopping out of the way… thing is that I wanted to go at 3pm and the lady who helps me finished at 3pm… which is cool because for as long as I have known her she always finishes at 4pm even when I ask her to not finish… cause I have things to do.  Also I got all the things that I wanted quickly and easily and I got a profit of about 170/- !!  (thank you God for that) I was got discounts for transport… although I was ready to pay full price on the way back!!! Sooo very  cool. Internet is being a bitch so today I get to listen to Lana Shlafer again.  Life feels good right now. And I am grateful also that it seems that I will only have one meal today… which is good because I have been doing really well for the intermittent fasting in the last 3 weeks!  With many days of mostly protein and only complex carbohydrates!! I am very happy and excited.