Ten Thousand Buttons

... I had been invited to a bash and I really wanted to let it all go, all of it I really didn't want to go, but my Inner Being was very insistent. I even tried going without making my hair and make-up but my IB would not have it... so I went.. with fresh hair and fresh clothes (boots and all) and honestly I was just a little bored, okay more than a little, but it went okay, I connected with a increasingly amazing guy, who has many positive  aspects that I appreciate, I like especially the seconds that our eyes locked... and he liked it...much!!! which is nice... really nice.. Anyhoo time passed and he started to talk to someone else and ridden with jealousy and my already boredom I left in protest!!! :-)   But I wasn't ready to go home ( and I needed to sober up a little)  so I went out dancing in Black Diamond, and saw Erica, and as always she was lovely!!  I actually was the first person to dance and dance I did for a little while then people started to dance.. an...

... God made a situation that could have been really bad, really okay. Also

... I have been aching for a cat, and one is available!! :-) ... Just read a passage that made me feel so much better about everything.. so much better...  Also now it is 8.42 and today has been an amazing day. I am not exhausted and it also seems like I worked well today... :-)

.... I was crossing the road with my car, and there was a whole lot of traffic, and there was this mat driver I noticed that he was stationary on the side I wanted to go to, and then that he was signaling to me, and then that he was trying to help me cross, he stayed there, ignoring la population behind him until I made it!! It was sort of miraculous, I couldn't believe it was actually happening to me.. and it was, it really  was. :-) Also, this morning I had an interesting dream. I had lunch with Dan, and he basically asked me to have sex with him as the first thing we would do to kick off our relationship and thinking about it, in the dream it wasn't odd. We even met other people who we didn't the intentions to.... we went to his room, and I remembered as we went, I searched inside myself to see if I was in any way forcing myself to do something I didn't want to, and my conclusion was that I wanted to and to go ahead. So we got his room and started kissing and stuff...

... There is this dude  I met many moons ago when I was feeling particularly good, and amazing about life and me and things... and then we were supposed to meet and then my vibration fell from the face of the earth and Patrick and Jimmy came back into my life, then now, I have been watching Faw Love (http://fawlove.tumblr.com/) and guess what Mr. Man who liked me when my vibration was high, just got in touch... he he he... It is amazing how fast these things work!!  Now got to home... early!!!!

... I have 22 followers on twitter!!!! Can you believe it!!! Also, my boss, ( my beloved, really beloved boss!!) is a hard task master... well not so true but work with him is a whole lot... a whole lot... BUT I have managed to reduce my work, totally appropriately with him, and I foresee reduced rate work for at least 2.5 weeks!!!!  I almost don't believe it but I do, because I am this awesome!!!! Also I am still loosing weight!!! I am still loosing weight!! It is really nice, my clothes fit so much looser; there is this necklace that I bought sometime back; which whenever I tried it chocked me... greatly but today I am wearing it and it is okay.. I think that is due to my thinner neck!! :-)  I really really like my boss, he is an amazing guy!!! and this calendar is soo beautiful... also yesterday I bought the pens... the pens that I wanted the ones that last One Whole Day!! BTW the shoes, that were trying to kill me before, they fit better.. :-) much better... can you believ...

.... I am looking at a whole lot of Shane pictures something that is bothering me felt better.  Also  I remember meeting (experiencing, more like)  this Shane look alike, I remember not being able to take my eyes of her, I remember  watching her walk  and loving it, I remember noticing and she liked that she had cut her hair (and it looked even more like Shane's. I remember we were in the middle of something super important and I made her laugh and she did. I remember loving that whole experience it was great!. I also remember yesterday talking to him and suddenly my whole life is was just better, and being this in love with him and having that be amazing!! I love that after that most of my fear went away and I even now know where that whole fear came from. I love that I got this amazing calender that is gorgeous and amazing  and happifying! This morning I have received an invite to a National Day of a country by the ambassador!! Guess what else I am manife...