.... I was crossing the road with my car, and there was a whole lot of traffic, and there was this mat driver I noticed that he was stationary on the side I wanted to go to, and then that he was signaling to me, and then that he was trying to help me cross, he stayed there, ignoring la population behind him until I made it!! It was sort of miraculous, I couldn't believe it was actually happening to me.. and it was, it really was. :-)
Also, this morning I had an interesting dream. I had lunch with Dan, and he basically asked me to have sex with him as the first thing we would do to kick off our relationship and thinking about it, in the dream it wasn't odd. We even met other people who we didn't the intentions to.... we went to his room, and I remembered as we went, I searched inside myself to see if I was in any way forcing myself to do something I didn't want to, and my conclusion was that I wanted to and to go ahead. So we got his room and started kissing and stuff, and I was really surprised cause I didn't find it weird at all!! It was okay. Really okay. Then his friend showed up, then a lady who apparently he had a thing with before when he was here, and they, mostly his friend threw her out. We did some stuff, but not the actual, (mostly cause we had two other people in the room the whole time) I woke up at some point.. and you know what, I went to back to sleep and to dream about this, it weird how okay it was all... I am almost beginning to think about him in that way... blush blush, it was a really okay time...
Also on this day, I just may be able to leave this office at exactly 4.30pm!!
Also I am just remembering how hard I worked before when my vibration fell from the face of the earth, I worked soo hard and finally I started to fly again, so no matter how far you fall there is always hope.. and to be honest, this last fall it was of benefit to me So all is well for tonight!!!
Also, this morning I had an interesting dream. I had lunch with Dan, and he basically asked me to have sex with him as the first thing we would do to kick off our relationship and thinking about it, in the dream it wasn't odd. We even met other people who we didn't the intentions to.... we went to his room, and I remembered as we went, I searched inside myself to see if I was in any way forcing myself to do something I didn't want to, and my conclusion was that I wanted to and to go ahead. So we got his room and started kissing and stuff, and I was really surprised cause I didn't find it weird at all!! It was okay. Really okay. Then his friend showed up, then a lady who apparently he had a thing with before when he was here, and they, mostly his friend threw her out. We did some stuff, but not the actual, (mostly cause we had two other people in the room the whole time) I woke up at some point.. and you know what, I went to back to sleep and to dream about this, it weird how okay it was all... I am almost beginning to think about him in that way... blush blush, it was a really okay time...
Also on this day, I just may be able to leave this office at exactly 4.30pm!!
Also I am just remembering how hard I worked before when my vibration fell from the face of the earth, I worked soo hard and finally I started to fly again, so no matter how far you fall there is always hope.. and to be honest, this last fall it was of benefit to me So all is well for tonight!!!
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