Ten Thousand Buttons

I have gained a little weight... and a bit of it in my midrif... so this morning I have a trouser and the waist was sooo tight it was actually painful... I did my bestest to feel better (which wasn't much by the way) then the button just popped open... I am wearing a top and sweater on top so it is not showing BUT!!! it worked!! Also there is a brand new service for sms from Gmail which I am liking very much!! Ooh and someone who isn't me actually visited this site :-).. also my heater ( which I am grateful for is spoilt... which means that I have to increase the amount of hot water I am drinking in order to keep warm... Also things are going.. also loving that I am experiencing good feelings from my boss which is bringing to me good feelings...

Also... finally saw OOC... and yesterday I found finally money I could use... which I used... loved it.. remember that photo... I wanted... I just took it... 2 of them...also something interesting... there is rather mean man in the office.. and you know what, he offered to help someone!! Can you believe it!!. Also car issue... solved!! also lovely surprise... Black Eye Peas... also a wonderful girl sent me a beautiful story.... oooh and OOC is being super!! :-)

I have found something!! I have found something... I have found something... have found something.. I have found something... I have found something.. I have found something it is very exciting... and I have found it...

BTW do you know, today I saw OOC checking me out!! twice!! just in case I missed it the first time!! :-), I am listening to beautiful music... wall tight ... Super Cat and Kriss Kross.. I am developing a serious Kriss Kross thing... also I found this Luv by Donnell Jones... I like that today is turning out to be okay... I also getting a whole lot of enjoyment from listening to Jagged Edge

I have just discovered that Mtn is going away for 6 (Yes SIX!!!!!!!!) weeks... I cannot believe it.... 6 weeks... it is actually working... he might leave? He might really leave...

Just seen OOC swaggering... that is always fun... fun fun fun...

BTW I forgot something... Things are working out really well for me... and I have forgotten what it is... I might tell you tomorrow... :-)

I was having an issue with my Inner Being... but things are better... also, I was quite hungry... and someone has just brought a whole lot of sugar for me right now... I love that I am feeling so much better... I like that I am understanding some things and it is really great!! I love that I am feeling this good... I am enjoying that ...a nice lady who I used to work with had been wanting to have lunch with me for a while and she just came in today and now I have a lunch date in town somewhere nice.... with lots and lots of meat!! I like that my money is increasing exponentially, the boss is giving my work to other people... also I have just received sweets... and sweets and a pen... I love how I really have no resistance to pens (and sweets) also I am receiving more and more information on my learning of French and Spanish... and on Spanish... espagnol...

I am receiving a mail from my money site!!!! loving it. I got some money that I wanted easily.... which means that maybe I can shop this weekend like I wanted

I actually found him, Ayinde Jean- Baptiste... I am listening to him right now.. it is going well... oh stuff... I found some more... I am soo freaking happy!!! I am also going through intense jealousy right now... just seen beautiful pics of a newly married couple... they look soo great...

... my boss is not in so there is some level of feeling some freedom... OOC didn't travel so he is here.... I am feeling so much better about me... and that is soo good

I received communication on my page... things are getting better .... for me... now if only I could stop people from deciding whether or not I feel good...

I am feeling much lighter, my Ex-almost asked me for another date... and finally, finally I am feeling better about OOC I was really mad at him.... but now I am feeling so much better and I really like that, I have been having feelings about the fact that he didn't do something he said he would I got back into my vortex, goaded him about it and turned out okay... I also like that I had a small issue with a document and now I have found a way to repair it. I just discovered that OOC will be away for a while... I feel not soo great about that... :-(.. on the other side, I just remembered yesterday I got some praise about the good work that I am doing... :-)... so I guess I have that is the positive side

My Ex-Almost sent a weird email,

He is also sooo gentle. So so so gentle like really sweet stuff, like sweet cotton like really soft cotton which is edible and really sweet. That is what he is.

My date with OOC went really well, he is such a wonderful guy. He is almost unreal. He is the single most amazing guy i have ever experienced in my life. It is nice to have something to refer to in my head for my dreams and you know something else that i loved absolutely, he loves it when you look into his eyes, he really does. He is even better than in my dreams. Is that even possible that he is better than the guy in my dreams, he is even better than the guy in my dreams. And he is very gentle

Ooooh and I am awaiting for a date with OOC AND the super clean cleaning late is going to come by which means that my house should be super clean soon... happy me..

I just found the cutest top ever

I found a pen I had misplaced, I cleaned up on my ex-Almost, I still have a date with OOC, I like that I am feeling this sleepy, I like that soon I will be able to sleep during the day... even at this time... 11.42am.... and I really really love when work I am reluctant to do is spiritually done by someone else.. Found some information that I was looking for just appeared to me... Got to love life!!.. I have just bought some Abraham material... I am not sure why it makes me so happy to do so... I am from my walk and it was really good... and my boss has already left!! this means I can leave early wearly... I am very excited... this means that all things are working for my good... Mmmh.. I wonder... and my ex-Almost has not gotten in touch about our date..... this could mean that I don't have to experience things that are hard... i let an up stream thought go...

... I had forgotten that I didn't have bus fare, I started looking for coins, than I got a strong message in my head to look in a certain place and I looked and there it was like 12.5 times more money than I needed! I just discovered that something I did was good.. There is this celeb that I was with in high school, some of them can be well pretend not to know me... anyhoo, a less than 2 seconds after I asked her to be my friend, she accepted... then I thought it was because she has like 10,000 friends so she would anyway... but no... I am sweating a little... :-).. A lady that I lent money last year has just refunded me!!! I had forgotten all about this!!! Also I am still earning money on my website!! really loving that, and finally, I have one over some Kenyans out there... he he he... Also I have been receiving complements, I got asked for a date! I didn't even see it!!! Ooooh and did I tell you... OOC has been talking to mee!!! I am really loving it

BACK!!! I like it whenever he is back. I like it very much when he is back... , I will find a way to like things about him... or his return in general, also there were very many birds, very very many birds, something I forgot to work on has been done.. for me... by the person who was supposed to do it...Also, I am getting things, that I had missed, also the Abraham I am listening too is sooo goooood...

Guess what, someone was at this site..

Today for some reason in my daydreams I have been seeing a dark skinned, athletic man as my be mate... then this afternoon, guess who appears out of nowhere.. OOC2!! and he went on to be nice... I love that I can create my own reality...also for some reason I kept seeing Mtn... on a walk.. then I went for my walk... and saw him!! he he he ... Also I have just learnt that the efforts that I am making to promote my page are actually workings as in the things I am doing are making a difference... as in I did stuff that are enabling people, more people visit my page!!! Very nice.. very very nice.

My boss has just left, so now it is time to update my site!! I like that already today, I have many view of the page, I like that people are still interested, I am also listening to really good music,and a I am totally loving it

... I have had 2 offers of extra fun work to increase my income, and I recently got a raise, and my kind helper gave me a discount...I recently found a K somewhere... totally unexpected... loved it..

Someone asked me for advice today, and it is good cause . My is also really cool about everything and that is nice... I like that today I got a free samo... things are still good even though I am freaking angry so this morning... I am thinking that I have found out something I really didn't want and it was weird and hard. I was very depressed cause it meant a really big change for me... But I am now trying to take everything in stride... and things sort of started to get better... then my boss was really good and that was fun, then I thought of clem and that improved things, and then at some point a really beautiful bird dropped by to say 'hi' then I discovered that I am still in contact with my old maybe, which was weird cause I thought we had lost contact.... then now it is beginning to seem like all will be well. Also I have been thinking that I want to start sharing the good news, maybe I could get other people to share in this blog.. you know share the good news.....

A lovely bird came to say 'hi' to me this morning... I am listening to really good music, my feet are getting toasty.. basically life is really good. This morning I received more evidence that I create my own reality, I have been wanting to see a guy I live with, and I did this morning... I CREATE IN MY REALITY!!