Ten Thousand Buttons

I tried to be good today, to do all my processes and be a good girl this morning... and I am barely surviving, barely surviving.. but according to Abraham I am doing much better than I am thinking... This morning first person from the office I saw was OOC... which is always an indication that life is getting better.. then I thought that there were 3 issues that were pending that I had not taken care off, which made me a bad worker, then I discovered that all three were self solving and I had already done my best anyway... though honestly I don't yet feel good, also there was something I was very worried about and it worked out.... and OOC is being really nice so life has to be good... I am also discovering something interesting.. my former boss is a bit a nervous person and dealing with him is weird, and I am very grateful that he never had me deal with him... he always had other people deal with him... isn't that perfect... also I should immediately find a way to feel better....

This day has turned out okay after all, it is actually fast paced and exciting... and it looks like I will finish everything today manage the day off tomorrow

my first actual manifestation of today is that  I really didn't want to work during the Christmas period but I wanted to save them for next year. So I was informed that I MUST take leave in December because when the new boss arrives it will be impossible for me to take the days anyway!! so now from 23rd December I can plan my vegetating!!! I also learnt some important facts about leave that had been sort of misrepresented to me earlier in the year... which is seriously cool, also I have been added some responsibility... I am also going for a meeting.. outside the office... something I have been wanting for a really long time.. I am sort of already manifesting some anger manifestations.  I am listening to Abraham... Abraham.. .which is very super..Also I am having to stay at work for some urgent work so I guess now I have to stay in the office and listen to Abraham

.....I am already having a nice morning.. I like that I am having a nice morning, I like that things are working out for me, I like that I am feeling smaller (in size) and I am appreciating my Jimmy, he is really great! I like that where I am is where I am, I appreciate so greatly that he greatly resembles my husband in so many ways, I also appreciate the great contrast of this past weekend.. it feels wonderful to feel okay about it, and also that more wonderful feelings about it are on the way, I like that I am feeling soo much better, and I like that things are so clear to me, and also that things are growing for me...

... I have so far.. received 2 invitations both of which sound fun  and both of which are free for me.. and also something interesting... maybe there was an offer or something but I loading talking time for KES 500 and the result is KES 1000 on my phone, and after a few calls it is a little more... KES1029! I know it could be a promotion but it is a good feeling... things are coming to me really easily.. much easier than before.. I am remembering things that I am supposed to do, and it is fine... I like that I am very hydrated at the moment. I like that there is very much water available here and hence I can keep me hydrated the whole day.. had to leave to run an errand and managed quickly and easily...

.... I got the details of the bash of my my Ex-Almost...

... I just smelt fresh vodka in the breath of a workmate!!! I feel sooo much better about life right now... also I am listening to nice music that is making me feel better... rap from when I could appreciate it... Also let me mention this morning's adventures... in the morning at home there was a black out before I could shower and iron... so I thought about it an decided to shower and iron in the office so I carried my rose and brought my stuff and managed to get that thing I needed to get rid of, and got rid of it... also interesting thing is that the person with the privacy... you know the shower and elec and stuff, is away for the week so that was easy.. then later the person I share the office with was late.. so no one really found out... Lunch was cool... also something interesting.. I had been 'told' to pack food for my boyfriend and instead packed food for me and when we met in the morning he asked me for it (the food that is) I am teaching again... my favorite st...

I decided that I wanted to feel better about my relationship with my boyfriend, and right now at this second I do.. I do feel soo much better... I like that right now I am feeling this good... I like feeling this good... I saw an eagle at rest.. that was very perfect!!! Also I bought a beautiful succulent plant and the most beautiful flower on earth.. also I got quickly and easily a rose for the office. I got food at a discount, also, boyfriend borrowed car, and money... gave me back more money than I lent and fuelled car!! Interesting also last night, I had an intention I like that I am feeling so much better about money... already... Finally some relief... I am listening to some nice music...

.... I like that I was feeling soo great interaction with my boyfriend was great!! I like that I had a very very good reason to send OOC an sms and that was really cool, I like that the other coffee drinkers in the office are not in and so even though I didn't take coffee this morning I still have the adequate amount of coffee in my system, I like that I was really hungry and I felt that all was well and as a result I found some instant noodles on my desk so I have food!! I like that I have something to sell, and I like that it is here so I can get all the details. I like that tomorrow is a holiday for me so I can put the ad up, I like that I had more phone credit than I thought I had, I like that I am listening to Abraham, I like that there are many things to appreciate, I like where I am right now and I like that it is fine. I like that I have been receiving more hits on this page than before, I like that my dominant vibration on my boyfriend is not insecurity, I like that there...

..feeling really good, what is happening.. remembering the funky little Tigger and C+C Music Factory... I might go to Naivasha... la la la la la la, my young friend... my young friend who I was doing a favour and this was a long term favour and she told me that now her sister will be doing her this favour... and this is really great cause I have been wanting to stop doing her this favour... SUPER!!! Very very super! BTW here is the French version of my favorite song... C'est merveilleux d'être un tigre Car les tigres sont merveilleux Leur queue est très élastigre Leur corps est monté sur ressort Ils sautent, ils dansent, ils tournent en rond Et ron ron ron ron ron ! Les tigres sont des animaux merveilleux et donc je suis merveilleux Les tigres sont romantigres Ils ont le coeur plein de miel Si les jaloux les critigrent ????????????????? Oui c'est merveilleux d'être un tigre Car les tigres sont de gros chats De gentils minets sympatigres Qui vous s...

.. so I am listening to Abraham and it sounds good... its sounds really good.. Also I asked my boyfriend for photo and he gave me.. and I asked about him buying me a house and he didn't seem opposed to it.... also.. OOC sent me an sms jana night... I must have been feeling really good!!! really good! my posting of Abraham just came... Also, my Abe quotes site has been getting so many hits of late!!! I really appreciate that! I also like that I am feeling so much better right now... I like that I am in the vicinity of appreciation.. I am watching questionable vids.. he he he.. also I forgot to mention, I measured my waist this morning and it was like 2 inches smaller!! he he also there is guy who is waiting to see someone and he is very very pretty.. and seems nice.. gosh, I like feeling my well-being.. also my boyfriend was on his way to see me today.. things are going well... also  I cannot wait to go out in the sun...  I have been feeling a little cold and I am happy th...

... so far so good, I am grateful that I have a story to tell.. also remember that thing I had forgotten to do for the boss, well it is sorted, also I am feeling really...also just received a call from my old boyfriend... all is well... the thing I was following up on has been sorted, ..also my boyfriend called.. I really wanted him to call, I really wanted him to call... I have happened on a vid of relationships in the vortex...  learning curve!! I am watching a cloud move... really nice!!.. I got a banana..  for free... Also I am feeling better about my boyfriend... also that thing I was working on is finished!! Isn't it great that I can get to listen to Abraham all I want while working here!! Something interesting.. I was reading about in the forum that I am in (www.abeforum.com) about an Abraham workshop and at this second   I am listening to it!!!  Interesting... it is happening.. I am beginning to feel better.. also I heard OOC talking today... s...

Today is okay... today 1st thing that happened this morning.. I was having the most difficult morning then my boyfriend popped in gave me a hug and suddenly my day was better...I saw a squirrel.. it is only 1.5 hours away from home, I like that I have a window with direct sunlight so I get some heat.. I couldn't make it to my class, had a long and boring meeting,  but I managed to feel a little better, I like that I have found something  that I can do away from here.. I am listening to all this Abraham.. which is good.. and I am getting a little better, also facebook is not working so I have time to work..  :-) birds birds everywhere... Also I got the roseless roses I wanted.. it looks like it will rain again... AND I have hot things that are keeping me warm... I am sooo loving this Abraham.. it is soo cool, I am the bestest!! I have just discovered a mistake I made... I am finding as always easy solutions to my issues.. it is actually nice... I don't know... also, I disc...

... Self discovery...  I now wonder if there is a more fun way to do this.. ?... I am feeling very slightly better.. I think though that I should make a conscience effort... also did I tell you that I received mail from David... groupie love rocks!! Things are getting slightly better... my boyfriend called.... being himself... which is nice.. things are progressing really well... .. I am actually feeling good!! and enjoying that... very much... also you remember the work I had been putting off.. .. well the person that had asked for them has just come... so it is just as well...  also I took some hibiscus and now I am feeling so much better, just remembering my good fortunes.. and smiling... I must be re-becoming loveable, I am getting love messages... Ooh I have a class for tomorrow!!! Very happy!! I have to get ready... I want to get ready.. .. Now I am getting ready to listening to way too much Abraham !!! I am way tooo happy!! I am happy that today I might have the " night...

Groupie love action... I got mail from Esther Hicks!!!!!!!  he he he Also spent the whole afternoon with OOC and only good things happened.. wait go back.... lunch wasn't hungry so waited till I got hungry and there was food for me... I spent a really short time with someone who cannot spend a short time with anyone to save her life!!!! Then I had wanted to sort out an issue at my savings and loan and now I will get a big ish credit (woo hoo!!!) Then OOC touched me to touch me like it was the most normal thing on earth... and I had a great idea to beat the jam...(super nice...) Now 2 people have so far told me what a wonderful life I lead... isn't that cool!!!!  And did I tell you I spent the WHOLE afternoon with OOC and my car has been repaired!!! and it will cost so much less than I imagined AND there was a part which is brand new and useful but I cannot use it for my car so I can sell it for for for.... YES  MONEY!!!!!  and my boyfriend has just called.. which mak...

I just spoke to OOC and somehow I am feeling better.. I am actually writing a letter that is coming together.. Still enjoying nice music... discovering that there are things about a nice workmate that I like... OOC is on his way to come see me.. continued bliss.. he is soo sweet.. always lifts my vibration!!  He just gave me a small gift..  I love how he looks at me.. I just discovered that a song I adore is by a group I have things against and that it is a beautiful inspiring song... I finally managed to pay rent!!! Happy.. especially how easy and quick it was... thank you kind fairies  of the universe, no lunch.. I have gum from OOC... Also today while  preparing to go home for cleaning and rent.. I decided to pick the kind girl who helps me out... then we got to discussing and she tells me she prefers if this time I don't pay each time she does the work and instead she wants me to pay her at the end of the month!!!  It is great cause it saves me money f...

.. So far nice things... My bosses are not in so I can max and listen to Abraham all I want.. Also I had borrowed computer speakers for a colleague who is currently on leave, and the person that set it up has gone on leave and might come back after the colleague with the speakers comes back and I prefer she not knows about the borrowing... I am listening to Abraham and it is feeling better..I am learning Spanish in an easy way.. I had really wanted to know what " para "  meant, and now I have a whole article!! My Ex-Almost.. just called me his "EX" which is sort of fun.. .Also.. I got warning didn't really listen and now I  am seeing the result of that but I can see now how that will be well Now a boyfriend who I was having doubt about called, then a guy who I met while in the vortex some time back and it was really good. Also OOC is BACK!!! I just met him and we have a secret. I love that we have secrets...  with him... I would follow him to the ends of t...