Interesting beginning to this day....

I tried to be good today, to do all my processes and be a good girl this morning... and I am barely surviving, barely surviving.. but according to Abraham I am doing much better than I am thinking... This morning first person from the office I saw was OOC... which is always an indication that life is getting better.. then I thought that there were 3 issues that were pending that I had not taken care off, which made me a bad worker, then I discovered that all three were self solving and I had already done my best anyway... though honestly I don't yet feel good, also there was something I was very worried about and it worked out.... and OOC is being really nice so life has to be good... I am also discovering something interesting.. my former boss is a bit a nervous person and dealing with him is weird, and I am very grateful that he never had me deal with him... he always had other people deal with him... isn't that perfect... also I should immediately find a way to feel better... this is ridiculous.. ..also I am thinking that if everything is going well for me, then things are also going well with my boyfriend regardless of how it looks... :-) Also those shoes I wanted from 2 months ago, well I got them...  This will be fine, this place of contrast is perfect.. I will feel sooo great...so so great!!  I know this is the truth, and now...something achieved.. I have forced better feeling..