Ten Thousand Buttons

Ok... so This morning  I am really trying to feel good, I meditated, did my special lurve thing... and was positive, looked for positive aspects, stopped thinking of something that was negative... and the day opened well, very well, OOC was the first person I experienced, I  saw him in my rearview mirror, and smiled and he smiled back, then we talked, then had a hard time trying to stay awake, till when the sandwich guy came, and he had this chicken, that had been  roasted and then cooked... on rice... my most favourite thing and I bought it and ate it a little.... ok... like 40 %, then OOC said lets go to Westlands, I said to do what? he said to tour... So I ask my supervisor, I fib a little about the destination, he says ok, and off we are, and it is super, it is super  to be with a guy like him, we walk and talk and laugh, and laugh and he touches me, and we walk really close, really close... and it is nice, and later he takes me for lunch, a salad lunch and as we...

This past weekend was weird but things have started evening out and getting better, in the meantime I like that I picked money from the ground (on the stairs) KES15/- and this morning when the big boss lady came in, she said she wanted to take care of salaries 1st thing, so in a few days, I will have money again...  Also weirdly I managed to find a way to block the numbers of the people who I have been wanting to block which is okay.... this past weekend, I managed to see someone I was thinking about, just by thinking about him, 2 times,  also through a simple search found something on google... which for me for now, has become a little rare.. also I found the audio for Money and the Law of Attraction at a really reasonable rate... also re-started the book on intentions... it was interesting I could now understand what I was reading... and the KES 50.00 was still there... (nice) .. enjoying also that my efforts for vibration cleaning were met with "  joy" and " knowledge...

I got to work with a very very bad hangover...  nothing was functioning well I have .. blah blah blah,  I have discovered that I am actually sick. I have an actual disease!!!  An actual disease is good, better than no diseases...  then just now, there was something  I wanted to do that worked out quickly and easily...

... Already a good day starting, already had Mr. OOC be nice to me.. (he is back by the way, he came back yesterday!! Was very happy!) I have this other blog, which is doing so very well, and this other one which is actually making money for me. I like that this morning is going well for me. Some boring thing I was supposed to do is already done!!! And remember yesterday, I avoided talking to this person I had been wanting to avoid talking to!!! Fabulous!! Also, I am re... a new having self-worth issues and I keep finding new places where I can get new info... you know like last night, the printed I picked to read, just happened to be what I needed.... also I have just realised that what I have is what I want... and using action to counter bad thinking will always land you in trouble, I found the "I cannot just feel good all day!" ...

I got information about that money I wanted.. and it will be here on Wednesday!!! (the exact amount that I gave to an old friend who after months has not refunded!! so now I can look forward to him to start refunding).. Also I am listening to wonderful beautiful music!! Also I am remembering to be grateful that my Ex-boyfriend paid in full for the replacement of window wipers in my car... it is something I had been wishing for... very much soo!! I also love that on Saturday instead of going out I stayed in... very much consciously... then in the night for some reason  I wanted to delete all calls received and sent in the last 5 weeks or, I didn't manage to, and I only deleted each and every call from my Ex... not really knowing why... I even wondered why I was doing that.. then on Sunday I got to spend time with this guy I know who well I might have interests in, and he happened to go through my phone!! It was especially cool cause calls to and fro my Ex was like the a third o...

1st day back with internet.!!! very happy! I am bringing myself in alignment with the things that I am asking for!! Oh, this has been a good day... I know a little bit more about what I want, and what can work for