Ten Thousand Buttons

 .... I was supposed to pick something from another town, 2 counties away. Transport doesn't work great where I am, the system is "interesting". I woke up more or less on time. Then I wasted about 2 hours on reels... I messed up... I wondered about getting down on myself. I decided not to.  I decided to go a different way. I decided to trust my Higher Power and work the system that I was presented with.  I got ready and left the house. I got a bike almost immediately. At the stage I got a full bus.. so I didn't have to wait for it to fill. Soo cool! And they had luck, ever where they went they had clients.. no waiting..!! And HP (Higher Power) gave me grace... to wait. The clouds were gathering.. I was collecting an electronic thing, that was going to be transported on an open pick-up. Still I waited on HP...  Something interesting. On the way.. I kept getting signs of big money coming my way. Constantly! I kept wondering where the money would come from. I tried not ...

 Today, I woke a little earlier than usual. But it was the same time I woke up yesterday so.. maybe I have a new waking up time... which is cool. I meditated and prayed. Which is a new practice for me. It is important.  I noticed that the thing that I have been using to measure the amount that I am loosing might not be the most efficient... because it is discouraging!!!! And that is a useless emotion!! So I am using something else which is good.  I went to town to buy some supplies and it was interesting to me that though I am on the broke side I got the things that I needed in respectable quantities too! ALL the things that I needed.   Next I needed to send yarn to the lady who is making the sweater. I went to the transporters and after a while, they gave me back 50/-!!! Soo cool!! And it came at a time when I was doubting my manifestation prowess so that was super cool! It  has gone into my space of manifestation!!  I got home and the lady help had n...

 ..... I woke up feeling as crap as I have been feeling since Sunday. Yesterday before I slept though, IB told me to do the relationship thing for Sedona Method and today I did and it was amazing. The crap feelings left!! I was able to carry on with the rest of my day.. which is so cool!!! Having access to good feelings is sooo amazing!!  I still haven't shifted my sponsor but that is work in progress. I will get there... Maybe I will write on her tomorrow.  The other thing is we have internet back and that is good. Maybe back. But all the same... I am having a good day so far. With delicious coffee, freshly died hair... 1/3 retied... Money in the bank, food in my belly, beautiful music... Life is good.  Gratitude - I am grateful for my HP - I am grateful for music - I am grateful for "Thank you" - I am grateful for love - I am grateful for new knowledge - I am grateful for forgiveness and that I have access to it. 

I wrote my first blog post in more than 14 years which is really good (not for this blog)  I managed to get the shopping out of the way… thing is that I wanted to go at 3pm and the lady who helps me finished at 3pm… which is cool because for as long as I have known her she always finishes at 4pm even when I ask her to not finish… cause I have things to do.  Also I got all the things that I wanted quickly and easily and I got a profit of about 170/- !!  (thank you God for that) I was got discounts for transport… although I was ready to pay full price on the way back!!! Sooo very  cool. Internet is being a bitch so today I get to listen to Lana Shlafer again.  Life feels good right now. And I am grateful also that it seems that I will only have one meal today… which is good because I have been doing really well for the intermittent fasting in the last 3 weeks!  With many days of mostly protein and only complex carbohydrates!! I am very happy and excited.