Ten Thousand Buttons

.... I have done really good! I have done what I was supposed to  and more.. I got to work on time this morning,  I discovered that I could have won something.. and it will be big.. I also got a like from a man I like a lot... this day I have been really surprised to note that I have replaced my Jimmy with my mom, also it is soon going to be many hours into my extra time, which means that next month I will be able to finally buy those leather shoes and handbag and give that money to moms and pops!! I am also spying and viewing the Abraham-Hicks page for workshops and I have seen this one for Washington... in May... near where my sister lives... It might work, she has talked about me visiting... I finally have few enough loans to be able to do this,

... early in the morning, my  brother informed me that the thing I had to do, the one I didn't want to, was happening when really really really I couldn't do it... then I have also been informed that by law, I will be in the office past working hours on Friday.. which means a new purse for me! :-), we got an appointment that was previously very very difficult, the weather was just right,  got go now.. just earned my keep!! and is happy to be loved by all!!

is that I got called by my boss to the office and as a result, I have 4 new hours of overtime... that I previously didn't know I had... happy dance....

... there are these two people, men I loved, who I have been habouring things against but now I am feeling better about them, also I have been seeing OOC all over the place, also I have been feeling really heavy and all over the place as regards Jimmy but interestingly today I am alright, I am at peace, also something I am working on is going on well, I am reading good things, I was late but my boss didn't look at his clock when I got in, also according to my thighs and stomach, I have lost some weight, (I have been walking a lot!!) also had the car repaired and it is running like a dream!!! a dream I tell you! Also something I am liking... I am re-enjoying meeting people again which is seriously cool, also I did (finally) something small for my boss and he was soo appreciative :-) also my life and stuff is falling into place sooo very easily!! I am listening to a favorite song which I really believe it is time to add to the spirit songs.. and listen to... also a phone call I hav...

... I am just feeling really really good.. just feeling really really good, also there is something that Jimmy said about me not missing him, maybe because I sound so damn happy, and it had been disturbing me,  but I realise now that I am preparing myself to adore him.. I am able now to think about him and just experience good things in my head and heart... I love that!!! I had a good tea time.. I love that... I love that... Also things are working out for us.. also it is time for home... I am celebrating a little

... I noted something interesting about my own expectations, I expected something stupid to happen and it did! that made me laugh.. also remember really hot staff member who I have been waiting for.. today he checked me out as I watched :-) and he also made a fun joke that put me straight into the vortex! That said.. tis time to go hom!

Today I am working on a day that most working Kenyans are not working... so I am not 100% but getting there... and this is big, there is someone in the office who is not in, because I haven't finished cleaning up on her.. (that was a big whooop for me!!!) I am grateful that  I am sleepy... I like that I have the out to disappear for a little bit and sleep somewhere... I am also grateful that I kept a record of a really good day that I had some time back, I am also grateful for the fruits of that day, I am also grateful that I managed to get some meditation done and now I am a little lighter, grateful that I am feeling better, I am grateful that I am in a position to say " thank you"  I like that I have 20 more minutes before I get to go home, I like that I managed to do something I didn't know I would be able to do, I am also grateful that I am in the process of getting something that I want, I like that at this second I like who I am, I like being alive..

... a very good looking guy came to say good morning. I was working really hard in the morning and nothing was working...I went to the loo took a dump and now all is well again, that sexy man has finally come to the office... my afternoon was going well till about 20 minutes ago...

..... I walked, from the stage to the office, I had really been determined to make it to work on time and really I had no hope, as I was irreparably late, but I just kept thanking God, and guess what I was here by 8.10am and with a sweat too... I have been reading old posts from this blog and they are actually fun, especially to remember in order to milk,... also last night I called Jimmy and it was interesting, it was fun and jovial and we laughed.... also as is becoming my norm I found clothes that did not require ironing, and managed to get to work on time... I also have managed to pay for part of electricity bill!!! Finally, all the bosses will not be in, in the morning so I can do my stuff, the way I wish

.... so many things went wrong, and some even the ones I had created myself... my car was clamped, all the things for the interview this morning had gone wrong, I did 1/2 work so it was a bit of a mess, also they would not let the people for the interview into the building, that was a good thing because it took a really long time to resolve, much longer than the 9.00am end time it was supposed to and as a result, I missed completely that meeting I really don't want to have anything to do with:-), I don't know yet what the good thing about the clamping though.. the boss is away and I might be able to resolve without issue, also maybe pay electricity and meditate... all is going well... all is going well.. also I am listening to Abraham right now which is also really very cool for me right this second, also I will get new shelves and things.. really very neat!!!  So I went to have the car unclumped and it sort of went okay.. sort of... and through no wanting on my own managed to ...

I woke up out of the vortex and soo many weird   things happened, I could not get anything right!! But I have been trying to have a good day anyway, and it is sort of working, things are going easily for me, still I am managing to miss a meeting that I really don't want anything to do with!!!!!! Very happy about that! I also might finally go for the meditation classes finally! It might be great fun!  Also I am NOT  going to have to do the things I don't have to!! I can right now hear my boss assigning it to someone else!!`

I dreamed today that OOC kissed me.He came to where I was, he locked the door, he held my hands to assist me to stand then held my face to him and kissed me. It was easy, it was soo very easy, nice delicious. I have never had such a dream before, though it is something I wanted for a long time. also I got money... for breathing!! Loved that

Well, I have just discovered that my boss will not be in on Monday next week and also for most of next week actually.. while I will miss him terribly, I will be able to leave early and go home... I am working well.. and enjoying it.. I am the greatest! Also my beloved boss is away for a meeting which means that I may be able to go do some personal business.. (woo hoo!!) also he have me a diary!!!!

So I have been looking for some information and generally, I have been finding it easily... which is really super...  Very very super... I also right this second (which is why I am doubting that I am pregnant) am very happy.. I am easily thinking fun, exciting happy thoughts... also noticed something funny, I was doing the same thing as  my boss.. .nothing... also, something fun, someone made a point to mention me in a thing, this is a person I had a thing with once so the mention meant something... also got to spend some time with OOC which was really cool... got a calender I liked... I am listening to nice classical music

so today I have discovered that something I have been having an issue with... there is a work mate who loves me and always wants to be with me, this  is all okay only that, I often want to take some time during my lunch hour to meditate, and she sees it as a slight... I have been wanting that time though and guess what... she has taken time off!! happy dance.. also I have found an alternative to coffee... it is great.. now I understand why my boss switched.... many years ago :-).... also  I managed to go home and meditate...