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... there are these two people, men I loved, who I have been habouring things against but now I am feeling better about them, also I have been seeing OOC all over the place, also I have been feeling really heavy and all over the place as regards Jimmy but interestingly today I am alright, I am at peace, also something I am working on is going on well, I am reading good things, I was late but my boss didn't look at his clock when I got in, also according to my thighs and stomach, I have lost some weight, (I have been walking a lot!!) also had the car repaired and it is running like a dream!!! a dream I tell you!

Also something I am liking... I am re-enjoying meeting people again which is seriously cool, also I did (finally) something small for my boss and he was soo appreciative :-) also my life and stuff is falling into place sooo very easily!! I am listening to a favorite song which I really believe it is time to add to the spirit songs.. and listen to... also a phone call I have been trying to call for 4 days went through today!!

Also there is this boy called Paul, 10,000 years ago I felt that he hurt me soo badly I could never NEVER forgive him.. then a little while back I got a hold of a book I dedicated to the man that hurt me more than I had ever been hurt... and in it was the story of how Paul saved me.. how he rescued me... by being himself.. and also I realise now he only let me go when I no longer needed him, when all the hurt was gone! ...so I saw him today, and for the first time in 4 years  I, me, acknowledged his presence.. and I felt that I had let the hurt go.. it is also a little odd because I have been thinking about him a little this past month...

Also something I have been avoiding to mention.. two things actually... 1. OOC seems happy with me.. also I seriously relaxed on the whole issue of getting hits for this site, and it just being for me to see past buttons and enjoy them and guess what.. there were actual real hits.. :-)


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