Ten Thousand Buttons

... that I got some time back... I have been having some guilt about spending this money, but now that the secret donator spent mine without asking, I am free free to spend theirs!!! Also, this past weekend, I spent a lot of time in meditation thinking about the way it would be great to get a guy who appreciated my body just the way it was, one who may even like my tires, one who would love my mountaneouos boobs, and I did!!! I did I even had my lesbiani experience and it was really great.. I am the one who wanted a whole lot more... :-) also met this absolutely beautiful, boy that I spent the evening staring at... and the fun part... after ward, he spent his evening staring at MEEE!!!!! that was great.. although I wasn't the hottest, it was on me that his eye view... then later at the end, we got to talking and it was fun, and easy, really easy, he kept coming back to talk to me... and it was really great!! Also something really interesting thing... whenever I want joy in my f...

.. I am getting the brunt of my creations... but on the good side I made 0.55 euros in one day!!! that means that for the rest of this month I only have to make 0.01euros to get paid!!! it has been many years but now it is happening. After all this time, now it is happening!!!

... I pretended that every single thing on this earth was great and amazing!!!  I pretended and pretended and when I started to worry I opened fawlove!!! :-) then lunch with Annie, it went really well, I got to tell her fun stories which was really cool. On our way to lunch I notice an extremly hot dude, who looked exactly like Patrick but he was HOT!! so hot I wanted to cry, literally. The lunch was good, and  really good. After the as we were walking back I saw him again, we were looking at each other in the eye and smiling and we did for like 20 seconds from then on my day took off, I had an amazing walk back, I didn't even hear a word of what she said, I was in a cloud.. everything was fine... even the rest of the afternoon was amazing!!

.. I have been feeling money for a while, a few days... I have been seeing money numbers everywhere.. every single where and I had requested that if  I am to get money, then I didn't want  a loan, I also was calculating and discovered that I actually had money for about 3 months clean and clear :-) but that is another story interely... :-) ... Now today, I get a call from My brother about something that we have been working on for a while but we normally got no information about for a  really long time and they said that they would give us back some money and in return we give them a tip!! Woo hoo!!! I can pay part of rent for January!!!! (a large part even) and relax the body in December

.... the God of Heaven has shown me again (and again) that He will take care of me when I leave this place and that makes me feel safe... I haven't felt safe about leaving in a while. I like that I discovered Hale and Kenzi and that they are fun... I like how much fun they are... They totally changed my day!!

... you know what is going on? Yesterday through no fault of my own, I slept totally sober, this  is the first time this quarter... maybe 3rd or 4th time this year. Also After not responding to Jimmy he kept quiet... and I know how he came into my life... and also  I thought for 6 seconds about the Sexy Engineer, he came, and I know that, that was the reason why, but still... also my beloved boss is leaving for  a few days, and also the other person is also leaving for  a few days :-)

... this morning I asked God to give me some money before this weekend start... and today I was informed, twice, that I will indeed get this money... and make my hair maybe go out... and what not :-)

..  Well today is the day that  I get my money.. I love getting my money... in general.. I could go have a little mexican food, I like that I have lost enough weight for people to notice that I have lost weight... ( I noticed that a trouser I had on yesterday was soo much looser than before)  also looking at old photos... my foot is healthier, it is soo much smaller.. I like that before I was soo fat that I was bending over cause of fat in my tires, and now I can stand straight, I like that I can wear the top I am wearing today, which is fitting today and it was not before. I also like that there are spaces that I was not in before and today I am in those spaces.. I remember that last year, I was in this bad situation, that I had wanted to get out of forever and it took many months, and I finally relaxed about it  and one day he said he would leave in a week, then the next day that he would leave in 2 days.. .then he was gone. Then he left. Then it was over. Then man...

..  :-) ... There is this dude who I consider to be totally beautiful and who makes me smile, just by thinking about him... and right at this second he is sitting right opposite me and I can look at him a  little and smile to me... this is of course obvious... I have been watching fawlove all of today.. he is soo beautiful I want to cry... Guess what just happened to me!!!!!!!! I talked to Angel, and she has got me  a way!!! a real way a real experience!! woo hoo!! I will get to do some facilitating..

... and the reason for all of this high energy stuff... So sato, I have this thing to do for Atieno and it is okay.I arrived late enough to watch only the last bit.. which was cool, then I spent time with her and for the 3rd time that week I got handed cash... :-)  Then in the afternoon I was really late to go for that bash that I was invited to .. instead of afternoon, I arrived late evening.. and it was alright... at first there was women, doing the womanly thing... which was really cool, but not great, then we joined the boys, and although for a bit I was alone, it ended up really cool, there were so many really nice guys, being totally great and amazing... Then this guy who for the longest time ignores me totally and he was amazing and me and he really seemed to like me and that was sooo very cool. We danced and laughed, and he is amazingly funny and exciting. I asked him to dance. And gave all sorts of instructions and he just followed like, I don't know, I expected to have a ...

... well for one thing, I discovered today that Gwen doesn't remain bad,  :-) I was quite depressed... :-).. also someone paid me after 4 years!!! There is all hope!!!! Then, my boss has many places to be... so  I may be able to leave before 7pm!!! also I was to send some people some money, and I discovered that I only have to send just a little bit of it.. .all is well, I am also realising how much I am into my boss...

.... and I was discovering that things are pretty great actually.. really a great, I am getting all those things that I wanted, finally, no more letters, no niceness, jeans till I die... only good things.. only good things.. Also I saw the renewal of my contract till the end of next year,  which was nice, also I thought I might not get time to cash my cheque and I will get time.

.... I had to urgently go visit the facilities, and I carried some reading materials, and  when I did,  I read that I should be deeply grateful, and I pretended to feel grateful, and then guess what happened;  I got finally a cheque that I have been waiting for, for such a long time.. ( it seemed long because I was broke:-) ) I also I am informed about some future monies which is really cool.

.. and suddenly my hits are more :-) also  I am looking at my credit card statement and I owe, zero!,

... are a hit!! It wasn't my intention but they still are! woo hoo!! :-)

... someone praised me and said I am the one who ALWAYS does that great thing... -  That was nice... and infront of someone who thinks that I don't have the ability to do the right thing... also I was sooo very very hungry... then a boss who didn't want to eat some snacks game them to me. Also yesterday in the midst of the vortex, a guy accosted me and today he called to ask me out to coffee :-)... I am too tired to go but I like that he asked...

... today I was shouted at by my boss and a) it was soo much scary than I thought, so much less scary... b) it made me realise that there is soo much I can do, I know sooo much and there are sooo many ways that I can make this the best experience in the world!!!  So many ways... this is my chance to prove LoA to me... Also today someone told me that the corset that I was wearing was really good!! it was really working!! guess what, I wasn't wearing one!!  Woo hooo!! I have lost weight, I have lost weight, I have lost weight!! and I mostly don't diet, mostly... all I have been doing is having a whole lot of fun!!

... credit card would be really bad, because I hadn't paid it in a while and they had even suspended it, I thought the charges would be astronomical, but actually not really, they are actually quite fair, the lowest of this year I think :-). I have had some sugar and now I am feeling better. Also, I have just discovered that a port I have for another phone can work with most precious  Samsung (:-) ) for a kind second, my newly boss made me feel good, which is really cool

... I dedicated a whole lot of time focusing on really beautiful men and trying to enjoy that as much as I could, the el new boss man got this visitor, who was super dupa friendly and soooo pretty... gorgeous eyes, oh heavenly Father.. thank you!

.... well for one thing I slept till I woke up.. for real, even after I woke up and I had a drink and food, I still wasn't sleepy, then I sort of finished the minutes and sent them out... should do those faster... it is more fun that way.. and the Engineer called, and I had the pleasure of blowing him off.  that was kind of cool.. I even remembered to say happy birthday to Olga.. that was cool....

... why am I feeling good right now, I am feeling good because, I had such an amazing convo during lunch.. I love that the meal was quite alright; the meal was quite alright; I like that I saw two little purple butterflies,  that were dancing around each other, then I asked them to stop dancing so that I could see them properly and they did and that was really cool. I also like that I heard this bird singing loudly and when I saw it, it made as if to go away, then I asked it to just stay put, and it did; which was equally cool I like that there is nothing for me todo here, right now. I like that there is nothing for me to do here right now. I like that internet is here, I like that I have a  little time and I can call mom, I like that this dress is great, I like that I have a nice jacket and some very nice flat shoes that I can walk in comfort, and now I also get to say goodnight!!!

..... I was feeling awful, really awful, I was feverish, really really sick.. really sick, and I thought the best thing for me to do was to go home and sleep, and something kept telling me (almost audible) to wait, I even stood up to talk to my boss about going home.. but still got "wait" and now it is like 1.5 hours later I am fine, totally fine! I started feeling fine some time back.. .. interesting.. I am sort of getting the same message about this life plus..

... yesterday I received a cheque for overtime, then I received that the medical claim I had put in has gone through, and then I have received some money from the jobs page, then I am expecting some money that I had loaned to somebody any time now,  also my ATM card for an account I usually don't have access to has come!!! and I didn't have to pay for it.. .I also like that I am getting excited and seriously in the vortex about  this thing, and I like this time that it is here, I also like how lovely that man in that office is, I also like that the love of my life is here and the Enock is good looking, I also like that he is pretty and that I created him I like very much that I created him.

....   "Spawn"  and it has been great fun.. I am also continuing to ship Arwen.. which is always fun, also something I liked very much, I earned some money from my site and there has been a really good rally for hits at the site and it seems there is always someone at the site, which is really really cool!!

... I am really enjoying Arwen... they can be very intense and I like to watch them. Also I was thinking jana about the way Jacktone is such as "steady Eddie" and how it doesn't matter what I am doing with my vibration, he will also show his approval, he always makes me feel good. And as for eye games... I love how it is screwing with my head... and now it is about time I to go home!

.... I am sitting opposite Jacktone so I can stare at him when I want which is really  fun for me, as long as I don't have attachments; then it is really fun, I also made more than one Euro in the past month, and it looks like if I can make just 2.2 euros then I am set.. (to be paid!!) than I have had someone new want to be attached to me on Google+ and my twitter page has 19 followers and jobs group, 914 and I discovered something sort of fun, most people who visit my page are from the internet. Also, I was recently informed that there is nothing I can fail in!!

... I did all those things I was supposed to, took my car for valuation, went and got my hair done so it is looking particularly pretty, love the thing they did with my nails, the outfit I was wearing actually looked cute! I met the girls for lunch and it was really nice, really really nice, I went out, and danced, exchanged numbers with a guy, got a crush on a really good looking guy,  was treated nicely in a heng for the first time in a heng, as in I was taken care of, it was me that the focus was on, I was the one that my cousin, who I was with, just took care of me totally, she was worried whether I was having  a good time, she scarified her own sleepiness and bought many drinks and food and all... beautiful!  Even the next day was alright, really alright! It was a good weekend!

... I have today discovered the power of moaning... on this day I have moaned with the goal of letting go completely a relationship that I have been holding dear to me. This man doesn't love me and it is time for me to let him go and with love and with peace and with everything that he wants... That said, yesterday... Mr. Sexy Pants came over. Before that he had called but I did not pick his call. I felt this call to clean up.. fakely.. my house, because that is all I had time for.... the call was quite strong, and I did all the things that I felt "called to do"  and it worked out really amazing! the house looked nice and clean!: -) we talked and it was easy, we even talked about something we had in common and that made me like him even more... and we did ma lovings... AND you know what? his tongue, feels good, his hands on my naked skin feels good, I am really into him... even more than Jacktone!! I am enjoying all of these.

I have made one euro I have made one euro, on purpose!!! with actual trying. Also someone new asked to join my blogs updates from Google!!! Also last night, I made a point to really reve up my vibration as concerns men in general and Jacktone in particular. A few minutes later the Engineer called and this morning I had the pleasure of looking into the eyes of Jacktone... it was soo much fun. Also for the first time in such a long time I have finish the minutes now, before to go home!!! Woo hoo, Sunday is mine!

.. I have these musics from outside Kenya that I blast from my car and always hope that peoples from those countries will notice it when I do and  and I have been wanting this for a while, then yesterday, I thought about it, then I let it go, I had a choice between 2 supermarkets and I chose one that I felt was less high-maintenance, and guess what Tere Mast Mast do nain was playing, I got excited and started to sing along, then one supervisor also started singing along.. it was fun... also a few days ago, I was blasting rock and a nice jungu peered into my car to see who was driving.. that was equally fun!!

 .... I probably will not go out with him but I found the manifestation fun. A few weeks ago I was watching this programme on telly that was quite romantic and fell a little in love with the characters. I got obsessed and started a tumblr page on them and I spent a lot of time on the net to look for other such couples and would just bliss out looking at my tumblr page which I did quite often. I did it to feel good not to meet someone, ... I don't feel really ready.... Then yesterday evening at home, I had forgotten something in my car, went out to get it and this hunky neighbour starts to chat me up. We had said 'hi' to each other a few times before but yesterday we talked quite a bit and he even ended up coming to my place and we talking for about an hour. It was really cool. After he left I just kept jumping up and down saying, "this works this works!!" Something else I found a whole lot of fun was that he is about 8 years younger than me and really believed tha...

... I am enjoying.. WESTLIFE... and they are keeping me in the vortex... I am soo happy that I encountered them today.. I have been wondering what to do to be in the vortex lately my tumblr is no longer helping ... oooh I got the 1st part of flashforward... :-) I love how selectively I watch programmes these days..  Something  I have been having  a little trouble being in the vortex today.. well of late.. and even my tumblr was not working, then at lunch I decided to have 2 song on a loop that were making me feel good  this Westlife, My love and Queen of my hear t and guess what.. during the ensuing programme meeting I was feeling soo good I fell in love and I  liked very much that he was starring at me the whole time 

... Yesterday something interesting happened to me.. I discovered that Jimmy may actually be in the country, without me asking, my cleaning lady told me that she has been seeing him around lately.. why is this interesting, because well I now am feeling a little better about my possibilities of getting back my money especially after this morning  then this guy with whom I have never been able to work on a workable

.. that I work with who is someone that I love very much. Last week he had mentioned possibility to me moving to work on a different section of the office which would give me possibility to move and get promotions and stuff like that and today he proposed me to take part in 2 different such activities and at the same time opportunities for travel which are both things that I have been wanting..

Guess what!!! I had a good time

... I  think I am getting my mojo back... this morning I didn't pay fare, then I was feeling quite hangovered, which is really odd cause I had such little alcohol! then as I dragged my body to this location my only wish was to have a little lemon tea but the Monday morning meeting was due... my desire was quite strong... then I get to the office and start printing minutes.. then I ask the receptionist who sits right where the meeting takes place, if it has started, she says 'no, there is no one here', then shortly I hear the voice of the lady who is supposed to be heading the meeting...  happy day!! then shortly someone calls me to let me know that the meeting will take place tomorrow and will start at 8.30am woo hoo...

... I am feeling happy... it could be chocolate... but I am at this time I am feeling really really happy. i am enjoying what I am watching, I am posting jobs, and I am enjoying it. I am loving this day.. I am loving this day..

... was  a day which had a whole lot of praise for me. People kept complimenting me, I got  a lift to the office,which was great! ( I have become quite good at manifesting lifts and getting to the office before 8am.. this morning I got this amazing pen.. (:-)) I was dreaming of one just like it,

oooh this day... this day... first of all for the first time in a really long time I woke up at 5 in the morning and meditated both Silva and Abraham... then I did some Sedona work (so you know it was serious) I was very upset about something that had happened yesterday... and I wanted really wanted to be clean on that... later I didn't really manage at all. Not really at all. Back to office, working not really clean.. but at least rocking an awesome breakfast... I worked hard and managed to finish a whole  a lot of work that I didn't think that I would finish. I managed to even do a TEC I only thought I could manage on Monday. This afternoon started weird, really weird and hard and alone and someone who did an amazing thing for me, he carried the telly for me. He is amazing he always helps. And then I got a nice ride to the venue. A nice conversation with a nice person who really believes.. It was nice.. then we get to the venue I try to write, I really try to write, and ...

.. I completely fell off the wagon and came back on, listening to breath..... also for the first time in a really long time I read my own blog on the good things that are happening and it was great.. it nice relaxed. I also remember at some point we had been scared about the change of power and today I got confirmation that that sweet sweet man who I adore is my new boss!!!  I actually have a not small crush on him... I should be able to do okay!! I am relearning the things that I need to know... I am relearning the things I need to know and it is great!!

... I made it to work despite having a massive hangover and I am actually great.. also there was no meeting so no minutes,  lady bug is on her way away so no bugs..  :-)

.. I discovered that I got more than 1,000 new followers in like 3 days, and for the first time got more than 370 page views on one post :-)... and yesterday evening I had one of the funnest  evening.. I left the office early cause as you may be aware I was half awake.. but I got the psych to walk so I did, and while walking I was doing this faking joy thing.. just walking and joying...  then just when I reached the stage, the perfect matt for me was there and the music was just loud enough and one of my favorite songs started playing and I was just having a wonderful time listening to the music and just having a wonderful time!!  The tout kept trying to get my attention and talk to me, in the end he even told me that he had fallen in love with me  and gave me back my fare. Then yesterday.. I found that song it is sung  by Bunny Wailer and it is great!

... I spent the whole night watching Olivia Pope and her gladiators and it was the most fun I have had for a really long time... and this day as I keep blacking out at work.. I have no regrets... just love... for the Fixer and her gladiators.. :-)  also in my efforts to stay awake today I am taking a really large amount of green tea  which is as it should be :-)  (:-) are my eyes closing in the middle of typing?! :-))

... has become my usual.. the morning was pretty amazing!! I got confirmation about a fear that I have been having.. a wink to show me that all will be well..AND... this thing that I am doing is working!! it is working!! it is working! Also my cube mate has left early which means that I can blast the vortex! Also I have just seen this photo of this guy who is a rugby player who for years his everyone told him that rugby would lead him to poverty and now he was at the state house and met the President!!! He kept his faith and now look at him.. I have just completed the most interesting live affirming time with pics and Abraham in background!! Very nice!

... I am discovering that the only thing that I require to do this thing that I want is get approval from someone who already loves me so.. woo hoo! It really feels very very exciting.. also I am thinking that all I need to do in this life is align with my decisions, that is all, also today all my clothes fit and they look good... also this morning I had a really fun conversation with a really fun guy and I discovered that I could have been the family of this amazing guy I know...:-(

.... I notice that he has amazingly beautiful eyes.. I cannot look at them for a long time.. but it is like sweet butter.. (No I don't know how that would work) also this morning  I dreamt that Tim Duncan was into me :-) then  this  morning I was not charged transport fare..I got to avoid something that I wanted to avoid.

... Managed to arrange myself and leave home relatively early. Attracted 2 lifts both of which I didn't take... also I am making much more money than I used to.. much more money than I used to.. this thing might be working...it is actually working!! Also this afternoon, I have realised that I can do anything I want to.... ANYTHING... I got the preaching to  X2 I love that I experienced wonderful positive, faith filled women!  I love that today I am reading a story about sexual liberation of an Aber, and it feels soo good. I am not being a wonderful worker and that feels fine.   I have been having a question regarding this thing that I am doing... and I have received an answer even giving me a little more time.

... This past week I was in a place with no TV and I managed to write and write.. and it was interesting to note that writing works, and intense writing works intensely... I watched miracles happening before my eyes and that was really very cool!!!   really very cool... Also lately I have been receiving many requests from people who want to join my jobs pages... on their own without my help at all. I have in the past 2 years gained a whole lot of weight... and I told myself in my era of much writing that I wanted a solution that didn't involve me changing my lifestyle in any way and guess what, I may have found something...  will see.. but looks promising...

... in a while, I have made more than 1000 page views.. it is like la population is taking the sight more seriously, I am getting recommendations,  and even without promotion I am getting more likes even without promotion... which is really cool.. I also like that I got my money..

... because of what my sister did... she really hurt my feelings and I have been reeling in bad feeling since. Then I conscience effort to feel better about the whole thing... and also that I really didn't want to go to shags with her, cause it is really something I don't feel like doing... and now my beloved boss has cancelled my one day leave... so now I have an out... and I am also seeing how lining up my vibration toward her is helping my life :-)

.... to Nairobi for her holiday. She will not be available to meet with me today and can only meet tomorrow. Guess what tomorrow the boss travels so I can leave early! and the erroneous email I sent, came back to me easily and quickly and without the important people seeing it!!  I have also managed to make a payment for the credit card that I didn't think I would manage, (which is really cool) I might get a change to leave early today. also today I really wanted to do the minutes early finish and send to group, but was to meet sis. Then she calls and says that she instead wants to meet this other guy, so my evening is free and I can go ahead and finish the minutes :-) also I may have 2 weeks or more to finish these minutes, there may be no meeting next Monday :-). Also I am still enjoying attention from that man I love/loved and I am enjoying it, and the thoughts about him I have in my head. Also O remember O well he travels far and wide to spend 6 seconds with me.. and ...

I have a new electricity number and the amount I owe is zero!!! :-).... I love that!! AND I have until infinitum to pay it!! Today I managed to walk and do my work... now I am off to drink water.. also I found the car I was looking for at a price I can afford... It is almost too good to be true... Last night as I slept I measured my waist line and discovered that I may have lost like an inch... in the week I have been walking. Also I like that these foods I should eat, there are many delicious things like raisins... which I adore.. also I realised that really I was not putting any dairy in my diet in the last few years... none at all for the most part... also I was just being generally unappreciative of work... and realised that (a) I did the same thing and this is how I ended up stressed and unhappy with Jimmy and also that leaving him didn't make me happier, I wasn't happy just because I took an action to leave him, it is only now that I am feeling better... and ...

... shopping for soaps at a supermarket, and I noticed that I was charged for 4 instead of 5 bar soaps..also this morning there was some confusion in the matt I was in due to fear from policemen and their "operations" I ended up not paying...  then I got a half lift which made sure that I was on time for the management meeting this morning, also I discovered this morning that I am ready to start doing the 3 processes... focus wheel, book of positive aspects and rampage of appreciation!! Also discovered money I had forgotten, Weight I had lost remains lost, I drank some green tea and suddenly felt much better... and awake.. I have  already started writing minutes for this morning...

.... pushing me for many things, and now I am deciding to clean up more and harry less...

... I have been reading things on this site from last year and it seems to me that there is some cleaning up to do...  also a little bit by mistake, I decided to wish someone a happy birthday and it went really well, we ended up chatting and declared mutual attraction for each other  which was nice... 

... I am just having fun.. I have done all my 4700mg of potassium in one lovely beautiful meal, I love that during the day my boss was thinking that I wasn't working well and as a result, things were not working well... and guess what something that he decided to take over worked out before he did. I have become increasingly aware that  my boss may not be my biggest fan and I have been feeling a lot afraid.... this morning I did a semi clean up and now I am feeling.. they can forget about the job.. I am okay to leave!!! I am really okay to leave.. I am fine... all really is well.... I am not afraid anymore... also I have the most amazing pen ever!!  I am still small.. even after all this time, I still have a littler body.. Someone I was worried about might leave soon.. so maybe I can also leave.. and give up the post to someone who loves more than this.. more than me... My loan has been approved. It maybe useful to put it away till I am ready to start again...

extra jobo.. I love how people are requesting to join, I love that people are joining without my assistance, I love that I am getting jobs to.. I love that it is growing, some with assistance some with very little assistance... which is really cool also I fell further in love with Swift.. really trully also so some really good and that I can afford ISTs... (interesting... ) time to go home now...

... something.. for the first time  in a while, I didn't need to put a pin on my white blouse to close it.... last night also I wasn't able to sleep... something told me to just sleeep on the chair because it was my path of least resistance cause I really was resisting sleeping in my bed last night cause there was no telly there... then today I got a  mat in the morning that charged me 20/- then I got to work, got a lovely breakfast.. came to the office and managed to solve something that the boss wanted done x2 then an old lover made me feel good... ( I have been feeling that I currently have a rejection vibe)... then managed to go to CO-OP and I have now a solution to that nagging problem that I have been having... and I am realising that I have been living that life that I am living right now.. is that life I was wanting.. having resources to live exactly the life that I really wanted.. .and mostly not even knowing it.. I worked some hate stuff... also.. also there is this ...

... moving to my dream place... it all started a few weeks ago when I received a bill for water for 12000 KES!!!!  and I got further motisha from my motisha neighbour full of exergeration ( I now figure) I think that things are much better than  I am making them out to be..... but at the time I really believed... then, I started looking.. really looking and I found many interesting places.. mostly 2 bedroomed... and two very nice very fun, very interesting  agents... on the second day, one was taking me to a place that I had already been... and  then on my left was this vacancy sign.. and  I remember, that a current neighbour, a place that I have always wanted to live but always thought was way too expensive and had this same sign and I ignored it and missed by 2 hours this amazing dream place!!!  So when I saw this sign, I doubled back, a little later and asked.. " I am looking for a house"  they said, " how many bedrooms?"      I said,...

.... is starting well!!! This morning I was as sick as a dog... now I am more or less great... I had a delicious breakfast, I am anticipating things, I am actually managing.... also greatest thing, I thought I owed this organization 57 USD which I already paid by credit card, and which would put me over my usual limit and cost me an extra 500shillings. It turns out I only owed 24.24USD which I could easily afford without owing any over limit fee... all is well... finally... I am feeling good.. suddenly it is easy to post in the other page, and more and more people are joining... and  I also got another present!!!! also boss is gone, so I can go,  many many leads for house..life is good!!

.. interesting things... boss is away so I can slip out and do the things that I have to.. also I earned good money yesterday... really good money... also someone actually sent me a job, to me, particularly, only the second time ever... sort of... any hoo, for the second day in a row, I got a present!! my house hunt goes on

... you know why... because, my website is doing better than ever.. even when I am not monitoring it.. the monday meeting was soo short, I could finish the minutes before lunch!! I like that I am feeling this good, I have that I have a list of the things I have to do and they will be great! I am listening to Abraham, who somehow is just making my whole world better.. Also yesterday afternoon I spent sometime with these 2 kids, who are okay, as in I don't mind spending time with them.. also as always my twitter is still growing without my assistance!! woo hooo!!! also the meeting was soo short... I am going through the 22nd listening now... I received many breaks and free things of late (that cost money BTW) and I also have found a beautiful new calender for April... I love it, it has such beautiful colours. Also there is a series I thought would be a great idea to watch and ALL 8 episodes of the entire series are available on youtube, and currently I have unlimited internet.. at th...

... I have had my first 2000! My very first 2000!!! in one day... and now I am really beginning to believe!! my current monthly average is 933!!! ALSO!!!! he said  'hi' to me !! all by himself all on his on... he said 'hi' to me!! Woo hoo!!!  I got a job... a good one too... also there is a thing that I did, this afternoon, which was a good thing.. a very good thing... and people are still talking about it!!!  :-) today also, I can leave at 4.30pm

... on the good side of things, My jobs page campaign is doing amazingly better than I ever could have expected, I already have more than 500 members, ( likers) also the page views are beginning to grow on their  own which I am appreciating. Also on this day, I am  not feeling great..  I therefore grateful that the boss will not be in from around 4.30... which means that I can leave... I have also stopped the ad.. already at 584!!! I think it was because I was a little overwhelmed which is okay.. now that I have removed it I am feeling better. I did for the first time a process at lunch time and I felt better

... getting closer and closer to reaching 111,111 total pageviews of the life span of the new jobs blog, in like 213 more page views... like I can do in one hour. I was at the Aga Khan hospital, which is famous for the 8 hour waiting periods... well yesterday it took 3 hours and would have taken less, if I had not left the place to look for something to eat. Also something happened today.. I had a fun moment with a momenty person.. I understand now why I think  he is the most magnificent.. he has soo many things that I like in people, who I want to share the rest of my life with.. I liek this feeling of majic

... I have reached 23,000! which is perfect.. I should do my 1,000 for the day and reach my 24,000! and get to 800 monthly average, which will be perfect... I think! also my good old trouser is fitting better than ever! or at least better than it has in a really long while, meanwhile, I have many many jobs, and that thing that I am working on is working, as in I am able to sit down and concentrate and do it for really long periods,  which if it is supposed to be my livelihood then I should be able to give it many many hours... I managed to meditate, yesterday night and this morning.. mostly . also I am only 4hundred and something away from 24,000, and I have discovered some old time ogbono, and I have lost a little weight... and that to me feels really really good, also earlier I was feeling really. I discovered that if I continue in current trend then my credit card bill  will be totally finished by the end of this year!!

... for today... although I slept only 4 hours, I am feeling great! I already can start writing the minutes, all that I have to do has been done... for now... all that remains is not urgent... I have 1001 jobs... today... for the first time in a long while, I slept at lunch time... it was great!! I also discovered a place where I can get sandwiches, cheaper!! Which is really great! Also everyone I have chosen has been picked for jobs here, EVERY SINGLE person... :-)

... because I am managing to find jobs, that I can put inside my website, also that yesterday I got 5 new people, I am also enjoying this day...  I am also enjoying this day a lot!!!! saving myself from things walking, being a better me.. loving the things that are inside my life.. all in all, life is okay..

... On this day.. well, it is time to urgently clean up my whole life.. also I am about to earn a huge but load this weekend.. I don 't need to suffer in repairing of  my car, also funding of  the side biz, which is continuing to grow... I am learning more and more how this my business is soo very possible, how I can continue to do it. Also in news of miraculous better feelings.. my beloved was just staring at me and made my life feel soo much better. I remember  yesterday I was looking at my beloved and blissing out, then, today I caught him staring at me in the midst of a bad bad mood and suddenly my mood lifted. Then afternoon started well,  which completed with a really good sandwich... and a chance meeting with someone who could change my life... my calculations still make a whole lot of sense.. still... then I saw him later and we had a nice moment.. also there is someone in the office who has been behaving like the office policeman, checking that people finish...

... I am feeling like heaven! I woke up 1/4 awake, sooo sleepy... but I managed to get me out of bed, came to work, and was here by 8.00am.. then guess what, the normal meeting that is supposed to take place at 8.00am, which I was barely ready for... is taking place at 2.00pm... I have a chance to sleep in between!!!  then I opened my page book, clicked on something by mistake, then I hoped on  to my money page and I have more money..which is great! Then I got me some chocolate,  also thanks to Mr. Bossman I managed to correct a mistake I made some time back.. also today, after I had finished updating jobs onto facebook, I had more than 700 pageviews!!!  I have reached and surpassed 20,000!!! on my way to 700, I am making more money that I was at this time last month, I have more people in my page, and more and more are coming in, I also love that I have also reached 100,000 total ever pageviews, many many records getting broken... also I was doing this work, on satu...

I got chocolate pieces... for being me... also my electricity and water bills are really low this year... and  I am again at 19, 000 which is also really cool.

.... I have hit 19,0000!!!!! I cannot believe it.. I didn't think it was possible!!!! But it is happening here right now..

.... yesterday I made it to 18,000 pageviews!!! I am also feeling better about me, after listening to a rampage of appreciation a little earlier...

.... so far so good,  I managed to get to work before 8.00am... my head was very clear.. (which is becoming my norm) also I already have 2 empties...and as if to want to assist me with my diet, the universe brought no food to the coffee station... also more money in the place place kanyo kanyo, also of late I have been getting spiritual encouragements to not stop and to work even harder on this my dream... this is the first time EVER!!! so it is really cool.. also now I have 5 followers on Twitter... without any promotion whatsoever!!! woo hoo!! and me putting jobs in the evening works very well, cause that way the hits are spread nicely  so it  is  a method that works. and also many many jobs from newspapers and many other sources and I am glad it is rising, also something I learnt during the polling day.. saying "thank you" really helps.... it enabled me have a pain free .. also there is a report that things could be better than I think.. also I am using some metho...

.... 27 more hits, I can get me to 16,000 page views for the first time ever!! also my babe gave me smiles, whole smiles.. and I love looking at him... and he may have caught me a little.. also this morning I came to work I was feeling quite depressed, and I went through lunch, did some work... eat some food, and now I am getting fodder to dream... I love dream fodder,.. and someone who was being weird, said sorry and said to wait... I also discovered that I am covered... in case I wanted to take 2 months unpaid leave... or I could just visit the States:-) also can you believe Jimmy is gone!!!!!  I think forever.. and it was soo easy.. and today.. I may leave early!! Woo hoo!!!  And beloved is here for me to watch... or maybe not...

... also I have less than 300 hits to make it 16,000 hits... I did some calculations and discovered that I need 2,4 millions official pageviews to make it to my coveted 2,000 Euro monthly!. Also I wanted to mention that I really had the greatest meal yesterday.. I made roast  beef with roast potatoes.... it was soo delicious!!

... about this thing that I am doing and guess what I learnt today... that there are very many things that I can do that are already available to me, including staying right here, like actually cleaning my vibration... mi amor just came to say 'hi' ... I love how he makes me feel inside my heart.. I really need to find a way to milk this more.. it is quite delicious! also something interesting.. I feel as though I am on my way to another record breaking day... I also feel as though I really want to take the 2 months, I love that out there there are soo soo soo many jobs, I love that there are many many many people who are looking for jobs, and who will find my site useful, I love that it is possible to clean up ones vibrations, and get happy again... also you know what, in order to make my coveted 2000 euros, I only need 147 opportunities a day.. .which I think may be doable... right? right? right?  Cause I have seen the correlation between pageviews and clicks, and oppor...

... biting  me in the ... foot :-) ... but it is all really good, I am still deliberately creating... also my body feels different... I might have found something  that will work, my back  feels different,.. this past weekend I also made an impulse purchase of  a phone that I love very much... I  also got my comp back... better than very much.. also I have made even more money.. and also I just have been having the most wonderful morning... I have had all these great things happen for me... I just had a visit from my man (did I mention that I love him so much?)  I got free breakfast and a really fun conversation that returned me to joy, and also the numbers they all lined up everywhere... every single where... also something fun happened this morning.. someone thought something that I had done was wrong and then someone else corrected him and said I was correct... also it seems that this time here is here.. also I have a new idea of the things I n...

... this morning I have reached the office and I have more money.. more money.. I am also getting back my laptop soon, I like that my efforts are paying off, I like that my thing with the person it is with is with person I am having this thing with... Also I like that he was looking at me, also did I tell you I have another follower on twitter... (without any promotion :-) also I have only 200 to do today before I reach my 15,000 in one month.. also a man I love is getting better.... I also got to spend some time with the magnificent man.. and all is great!!

..... and I finally have jobs  ( many) to post.... also great news, you know how I thought I had a really large amount of money I had to pay for my credit card? well it turns out that the balance is much less than I thought... I was looking at a very old statement!! :-) my position is sooo much better than I thought it was... sooo much better... And in news of my love... I like very much that he comes often to my desk to talk..

... of late I have been mostly happy, and that mostly great things are happening for....also that there is no escape, I have exercises...things are getting bad... also that I have a new source of jobs!! woo hoo!!!

... are okay... I caught him staring at me, which is always cool, things are again starting to work well with me.  Also I get to home early today... by early I mean 4.30pm!I am very excited.

.... I was having a conversation about the joys of pilau just then  a neighbour knocked my door and offered me a plate!!!! woo hoo! also today meetings coming to me quickly and easily much more than expected!!  and now I am happily exhausted and want to sleep...also had much fun enjoying Smash...

.... at 400!!!  I got a campaign done for me and for the last like 4 days I have been earning money!!!!  I am already at exactly double the amount I earned last month. Also yesterday the love of my life ignored me the whole day!! I was sad for like  6 seconds then I decided to think about something completely different, something that was working for me.... then I realised that I had forgotten my rose that this lovely colleague of mine had given me.. and I decided that I liked it too much to leave it in the office, so I came back and we had a moment... also my page view for the first time EVER was more than 1,000, oh ya and today, I tried saying 'hi' but he kept ignoring me...then finally he came by to talk... which is cooler I think!!

I made money on this day and yesterday!!! so it is like I am making some money everyday... I really want to improve my computer at home so that I can carry out more work on this.. also something I am noticing, I doing this more for love and it is succeeding easily... also the converter is back... youtube have found a way to interrupt my programming by advertising and making money which means somethings can go back to being free.. bery bery good! .. my life is very very good, I am making hits AND doing my wok... well sort of. and roses! and  chocolate!!! woo hoo also I had a nice coaching session which was great... I have noticed I have been having a good llife of late.. much fun and maybe I might get a solution to my computer issues...  which will be great!!!

... I am sooo in love!!! also I only 50 page views to go till I pass up to 12,000! Life is good!

.... earned more money... .and just now... the father of my children was just starring at me AND I am leaving early today!! life is sort of good!

..... earned more money  than I did last month already, and growing... also there was something I thought I was doing wrong.. it turns out, I was supposed  wait anyway... because something  big was supposed to change, anyway!! Woo hoo!!  It is also interesting that I am sort of learning slowly that everything actually is alright..

.... my beloved called me his beloved!!! he he he also something interesting has been happening here.. I am getting additions... many in weird places... life is getting better... also I have finally made some real money on the jobs site.. and I am exhausted with love...

... okay I maybe should start with last night :-) I went o BTW I just realised a mistake I made and the other people are thinking that it was on purpose and taking it as a good idea and running with it...  I love loops!!! You will not believe how many people have joined my jobs page!!!! Woo hoo!!  

... good news, someone just commended my work.. also this morning, although someone pissed me off, I still just tried to mostly only solve the problem and not concentrate on the siasa .. also I got to experience my beloved

a wonderful week last week.. I had 2 absolutely wonderful days, I spent time building nice grids that  were filling in then.... also Friday night, I had the privilege and excitement of being awake till 2.30 am out of love for a man... and also I was invited for this wedding that I had weird feelings about before, but that I felt I really needed to attend, and I did and it went well, really well, I even got to eat meat and the chef had gone back to his old recipe which was really great! also I met a guy I knew from before and it was really great talking to him and having him like me despite of me thinking that I looked frumpy, I liked that I got the pens.. you know the pens the pens, and I got so many of them.. also I woke up today to discover that I have 2 new followers in Twitter.. one of  whom I have been 'borrowing' material from (he he he) also I woke feeling really weird and I have managed to feel good.. I am a little ecstatic right now!! :-D and ...

... I am soo in love.. and this love is soo pure, it reminds me of what love is supposed to be.. it is making me feel so insecure.. and jealous... ridiculous!!!! I just discovered something that made me have a happy dance... I think he may like me too!!  Right now I really do!!! I like these feelings, they are soo very cute!

....I had such a delicious day dream this morning it felt so good, it was about someone I know and the perfect thing is that I didn't take his feelings into consideration, I just got the parts that I wanted.. I love that I am still really enjoying all of it. I also keep encountering him today, which is not the usual...fun stuff!  Also this morning, I got new request for jobs site, and my sis told me that something I had told her worked, also still for the strangest reason 10,000 encounters that may not have ended yet, also he gave me chocolate on of which said " mon cheri " it made me just smile!

... and looking and discovering all these jobs I can possibly get if I applied for them.. also more new money from jobs page, now I have more money than I did last month!!! already... and the month is not yet over!!... love the most....  I am becoming aware of the thing that belongs to me that grows easily without much effort. also this old album that I used to love soo much I have found it, also all these people are receiving all these recent great things..... it looks like I am next!! :-)

.... I have been experiencing my miracles only I have not been recognizing and recording.. they are.. my money out is going to start coming back in soon... also during this past weekend got some money into website.. also I have a follower in that page, also I withdrew some money last week then I put it somewhere for safe keeping and forgot... I looked for the money during the weekend and couldn't find it, but I felt calm about it then this morning I got inspired to look at a place and found it... so again I felt confidence that these monies that I have out would come back in... woo hoo!!! also all the work  that I have delayed in doing didn't matter.. I am totally covered.. also a workmate is getting a new job, there are soo many new people coming in... .. maybe that is a nice new sign... also  some things I prepared for were good, and useful to me...  also there is something I have been working on for a while and I have been basically guessing the costs, well today I got...

.. also I noticed today that while some clothes still do not fit, I look so much better in the one I am wearing today.. which is really really cool, a few days ago I was feeling like I was drowning, and I did the EFT  and it turned out great!! Loved it! Also something was  really wrong and  didn't even matter... also was getting irritated but things feeling better

... I have made some money... 2.20 KES!!! this morning.. I am quite happy with that... also I have finally managed to get rid of incredibar!!! also 3 requests to join my jobs page.. which is great.. which makes me wonder a little ... should I?..... should I?... also I have discovered that I can quite my job and become a preacher.. the amount left on my loan from the SACCO can be covered by my shares and even have a balance, of the amount left.. I also have like retirement money that I could use for a few months... I have like 6 months money! I can actually still quite my job and become a preacher... if I really wanted.. I also have such little money left till I get my google money.. very little.. like 17 euros... :-) still totally doable!

.. day started well,it was incredibly easy. so very easy... something that is happening to me now is that really great.. I meat Mr. Blinks.. and he is actually a nice guy.. that is rare.. and sort of crazy and weird

..... what!!! This whole day... I got this message that I should go look for fibre... you know for the cussions... and I tried to let it go and it would not go away... and I kept seeing the 070s everywhere... all the cars.. I kept wondering.. cause Cyrile is over.. it feels over... really over so I was wondering what that was all about... I got " New Adventures of Old Christine "... all of them... and it is great cause it is something I had wanted for a bit.. it is the second time... which is super... also... I walked really slowly back to my car... which by the way... when I was looking for parking and I ask this dude, " there's no parking? " and he leads me to an actual parking space... and there was none!! Literally!!! There were cars double parked and he prevented someone from parking just so that I could get the space :-) ... I had a great run... got great panties, love that!!!! (BTW did I tell you that the other day.. someone whispered in my ear... " ...

...... my boss needs to travel back from his holiday and I have been waiting for his ticket to be confirmed because there were no seats  on the day he wanted to travel back. So yesterday when we talked  he was very upset. This morning I woke up tried to call the travel agent... she didn't pick... and I tried a few times...I went for my walk... and I was listening to Abraham and I soothed the whole thing and didn't even think about it.... I came home, showered, started changing.. then got call to call, and when I did the whole thing had been resolved... and it was just the way I had hoped it would be resolved... !!!

.... I am here accessing a movie I had wanted to watch very much.. which reminds me.. I have to get more credit so that I can enjoy it in full... he he he

I cannot believe that I am watching this movie I have been dying toooo ,God is very good to me!!!