Ten Thousand Buttons

.. Something I was looking for without struggle.. .. Now I am relearning how to love again... I just read something nice about me.. Also that I have received a pay increase... I have also received information on even more money.. .I likes... Also, I have the time off that I had wanted... my things are working quickly and easily.., I like that

It is working... the thing that I was thinking about.. it is working...!!

There is this dude... I was just thinking about him and he appeared on facebook...

Is enjoying UB40 and very strong coffee. Enjoying pure music... Loves me some pure music

I have had a really good day... a really really good day, it has been a good day, I got a feeling, that tonight is gonna be a good night.. that to night is gonna be a good good night, I've got a feeling... ooh ooh

I soo love that OOC remembers me from time to time

So today the thing that happened was amazing! I have a girl that I like a whole lot, mostly, okay yes I need to work on her, as in clean up my vibration as concerns her.... she was doing me a favour but to be honest I did NOT want to see her.. I am not really sure why... but I had such a huge thing about not seeing her today... But I am hopeful I am really feeling hopeful, on my way back from work, I walked and I was hopeful, then I get home, can hardly keep awake, I do the “Holiday Clean Up” from Mr. Sedona and it ends along with others, just in time for her to call, and she does and guess what she has her boyfriend with her, and she is in a big ass rush, she cannot stay she’s got to run... oh my God life was too great! I even got cheese and stuff... all was really good, really really good, I had a great time, I walked things began to seem better and that was really good. Really really good.

OOC finally came to see me.. ooh such pure bliss...

I am having to relearn things that make me feel good...it is weird... but it is good... it is good.... I am relearning that what I love is doing things with my hands.... I am listening to fun, easy to love beautiful music. I like that they are coming in twos, and that time is passing quickly, I also like that maybe there is nothing for me to do but feel good.. there is , also Mtn came by my office earlier and totally ignored me.... isn't that fabulous... also my ignoring of things that are bothering me is helping me soo much!!! I love that I am falling in love with old music..

I did it again... I did it again.. .I managed to soothe myself into things that I like... I loves it... I loves it... Also I just got a real sms from someone... I am also enjoying the price wars with our .. isn't it fabulous that I am finally letting this go... cute pics of a lovely cat... loves me some lovely cats..Also experiencing contrast which is equal to money + absolute pure joy... I cannot wait...

I have just seen one... I have just seen a superb starling... all this will be well... I think the next thing I will collect are butterflies...

I love these pictures... I am loving that I...

So far, I managed to soothe myself this morning, then I managed, then a soul mate friend did a soul mate thing and I managed to positive aspect her and it was cool, and she gave me a lift to work so I didn't have to use my busfare, and the funky guy parked in front of my car and I really l didn't want to see him this morning for some reason and I ended up not having to.... (which was really cool) then a guy that I really really like, wrote to me this morning, (which interestingly happened after I spent some time in VR and even sent me a visual of the a hug I had been imagining.. ) then my shared ride with my soul mate friend got me some driftwood, and I am working on cleaning up on that, I also appreciate greatly that I will not have to go home for lunch, just max here and meditate, also I discovered someone who likes cats, also this morning I got an amazing display from some birds I like, also this heater is doing good things for my feet, also I visualised people crapping an...

I just heard someone call OOC's name.. and that was good.... I also like that I am making some money, which I like and most appreciate, I also like that I am getting new ideas for something I have been working on, which is really cool, I like that I am feeling me again.. I like that things are working out for me... I have found this amazing site that has beautiful birds that I like so much, I also like that OOC just called.. and it was really perfect to hear his voice.... I went home during my lunch hour and as I came back I had the desire to see OOC as the first office thing I saw, and he was, and that was nice, and this afternoon as the first thing I did in the office, I drunk in love and that was fun.. . enjoying that I could be doing a very good job and maybe soon, I will be able to see it..

I am having a wonderful time seeing things in my life growing, friends, hits, money, love... I like that I got this money, I like that I was in the sun and now my face looks better, I am also having an opportunity to do some extra things that I didn't time to attend to earlier, all this, even this will be well, i have done many things that I was supposed to do and now I can leave, I have done so much work, and it is really really good

I found the song..that song from Samantha Who... I finally found it after one year.. Also today because of a small accident, I have easy full and complete access to OOC which makes all things better in general... makes me sooo happy.. my breakfast has finally come... and it is tasting good, I have just had an experience with a beautiful man, I do get visitors.... and from far and wide, also, I am good at this, I can make this a good experience, it can be good, it can be fun... my tree is growing... I like that I am having fun with this tree, it is a fun tree and I like having it. in so many ways my trees are growing... Getting inspiration to do something about my weight and other things also and that is good!!

I am noticing a certain success in somethings... I also like that I am getting answers to quick questions that I am getting... Also realising that I am doing just as well as other people and that is really really cool... realising that I am leading a really cool life!! and kinda loving it.. I love that I now have gum... I was having a rather difficult time but it seems that things will be better soon. Also this morning, I got gatée by pizza for breakfast.. and I have also had some fruit and now I await the lunch time nap.. to cap off all my good stuff, I also like that I might get to spend time with akina Atieno on sato, just for the sake of it,.. there are also really few minutes left till lunch time sleeping... I like that I finally got mail!! I am managin

OOC took me for a ride today and he sort of showed me the true meaning of love.. as in the main reason I am so into him is that I honestly have unconditional love for him, I always see only his positive side.. no matter what he does, only his positive side, steadfastly.. maybe it is time to do that for the rest of the people in my life.. ... I really believe now it is time.. Also an old friend came to the fold... and that was nice..

Mtn is apparently not in.. and I am also finding out many interesting things.. I also like that I am spending a whole lot of time finding out stuff that is important tome and I am enjoying that...

I have almost managed to solve one problem... i am feeling a whole lot on top of the world-ish

So far 2 times .. OOC!! I have coffee and it is hoped that soon it will wake me up.. Someone I supposed to travel with is changing her mind... great.. maybe it could be cancelled... later.. much later in the afternoon, Mtn, asks me to do something, which I find impossible... so I try to let that go... I barely manage.. but it is soo much better than I have done in other things... Then I am asked to distribute something, and I feel anger about the fact that it was me that was asked.. just then, someone passes, I offer it to them, then OOC passes, I offer him and ask him to distribute the rest, and he agrees !!! then I think the box is pretty and I have been wanting a nice box to put all my necklaces in, then I re-ask him to return the empty box and he does!!!! And when I went to give Mtn his, he was using the bathroom, so I didn't see him... WOO HOO!!!!

Today I was looking for something that belongs to my sister, which I needed to return. I could not find and I searched everywhere. I was a little aware that I could get another one but I wanted to find this particular one. At some point I gave up. Then the building superintendent asked me when I got down from my 4th floor apartment to get him something from my house and that it was urgent. At first I cursed and cursed, finally I started to sooth myself, add I got it for him. Then on the way down I felt an urge to go back up and look for something else, totally different something.. then I walked back up and looked and there it was...!! together with an extra!

I am grateful that I don't have at this second access to My Almost... right now.. I like that in a few short minutes I will be able to go home, I like that I am managing to do this work, though I am finding it very boring and difficult, I like that I have 20 minutes then I can go home, I like that I am feeling awake enough to drive to where I want to drive to, I like that maybe I have money in order to do it, I like that I am able probably to go to the Shop, I like that I have money in my experience, I like that I am trying to, I like that someone actually visited my page... I like that this week I have made an effort, I like that this week I have made an effort,I like that this week I have made an effort, I very much like that my boss is leaving!!!! I like that there are things in my life that I like, I like that I have birds in my life that I like, I like that I like my car and that it is clean today, I like that I have a heater that keeps my feet warm, I like that I have access ...

My boss is gone for the weekend... well not so much

I have someone is sort of following my posts at my favorite forum..... today also I got a chance for relief... maybe I should listen to some music, I will manage, I will manage.. I played wouldn't it be nice and got an answer to my prayer.. Also I finally got food, I was so hungry, also I have been wanting to go to the Complex for business and now there is someone going so I can hitch a ride... and I had thought that they were going immediately but instead they took their time and I therefore got some time to finish some work AND eat! Also I had to go to the Complex to do business, so I send my boss a text to let him know and he replies, "okay" and that he would not be there in the afternoon!!! then at the place everything works so quickly, then another thing I didn't have all the details, they say I can send it by email, I manage... barely to pay some debt.. then I go to juice place and the gentil m'sieur.. buys me juice... that is when it dawned on me that my v...

I wanted to leave early today to go make my hair and nails and brows and my boss is also leaving early so all is really well.

This song is just the mother.. I am telling you... !!!

I found the song.. it is called Nakudata..by Radio ( yeah I know...) and I am laughing with OOC and that is always good. I love laughing with OOC, Also I have found a lady I was looking for... I have not but, that is also fine...

I am blushing about my impending hug... :-) I am enjoying that the hug giver is really pressing for the hug more than me

let us call it a hug... and I have been wanting it from a particular person.. and today this person has asked if I want a hug!!! tere tere tere... 2nd specific thing I wanted in the way I wanted that is coming my way....

I like that I am feeling well enough to dream of the things I want. I like that I have the possibility of creating things that I want.. I like that this 08 tape that I bought would not work this past weekend... I love that there is an easier way to create, one which is mostly positive... I also Iike that my boss has already left for lunch so I can leave soon for my 'date' with OOC and also my officemate is not in so I can do some meditation.. to encourage all things to be well.. I can now appreciate the intricacies of boredom

Someone asked me about Mutura on the abe forum site and I was a little worried about finding a good enough, non-disgusting pic and I did, I found a perfect one.. http://arapleting.com/porkygourmand/2009/08/awesome-mutura-at-buffet-park/ .. absolutely perfect...

1st of all I have realised that my periods must be near... like next week.. how do I know? tis my new method, I am already beginning to hate on Mtn he he he.. Also something that happened last week, I think this is my lesson for the last a while... bad things happening in the way to good things. there was this guy, jk who had been promising to give me some information forever and had not, on Friday I was sooo tempted to call and every time I tried I would feel as though I should not and leave it, I left on Friday without talking to him and today I discovered that he had someone send it later on Friday!! ... Also this morning, I wanted to record some Abraham material I bought on Friday.. and at first I thought I recorded the wrong thing and just discovered that it was in fact the correct thing... I am very happy! Also on Friday good thing report... I bought the ear phones I have been needing to buy and today is 'date' with OOC!!

OOC Just sent me an sms!!!!!!!!! Happy dance... without solicitation!!!!!!!!! I am very very happy

.. my things are getting solved.. and that I will find a way to feel better...

I like the things that happen when I am feeling good!! I just discovered a gift offer from a friend...

Loves the embers of relief... I really loves the embers of relief

.. enjoying posting on the places I am posting in.. it is okay. I like that I can send emails using my telephone

....there is another car boot sale out there in the world. And the sun is out. The sun is out, the sun is out, the sun is out, the sun is out, I have a chair that I can lean back on, I am out of the house, I am here, it is beautiful (and it is open) it used to have internet, I am learning new things.... Also I am happy that today is a day off, and that I have a phone that can store information, and that the sun is out, and that this comp still has battery, and that I have money I can purchase airtime and load it and get internet, and that tomorrow I am going to purchase another recording tomorrow and I don’t care that the message is always the same, I love that I can live this, I love that I can live this, I love that there are 10,000 things to be and that I chose this, I love that all this will be well, I love that this place, I love that I can see a man that reminds me of Bona, I love the weather is good, I love that I have this cute out fit and that my nails are so great, I lov...

I finally found an internet place, I like that I am going to have a great meal, I like that I am having great coffee, I like that a sexy guy is having a hard time keeping his eyes off me, I like that this is feeling better, I love how coffee makes me feel, I live that this is going okay, I love that the sun is out, I love that I have support for my back, I love that I am about to have a great meal, I love that I am feeling soo much better, I love that I have been wanting to do this forever and now it is happening, I love this person that I am. I love the effect of coffee on me...

Well the abe forum site is back on.. that is a good thing...

I love that evidence is coming my way that wellbeing is coming my way.. Well for one thing, I am watching a cheezy video for "Always" for Peebles which is really cool cause it is fun.... Also remember how yesterday I thought I was being helpful and got super blasted?... well today by boss started by saying that his boss said I did some project well, then he has been super nice the whole day, even to everyone... super, then a little while later...

This morning I requested for evidence of my wellbeing and got plenty, I love that this sweater is soo warm, I love that I am loving living, I love that Mtn makes some people laugh, I love that OOC touched me jana on my thigh, I love that he came up with a plan to enable us spend a little time together, I love that yesterday, my almost had like an urgency to see me.. which is great cause I also wanted to see him, I love that I have a record of belana's account of getting money and I am beginning to work it and that so far it is fun, I love that I have all these things I can love

I like that my sister wrote a nice light email. I also like that all this, all this will be well, all this will be very very well, I find a way to feel better, my inner being knows everything and my inner being will make this work for me. Also remember that thing, that was a thing, well it would not have worked anyway... I am also grateful for the Don who was nice to me. I am grateful for that.

I like that although I was hangovered all the things I am doing today are perfectly normal and seem normal, I am even in a good mood, I like that wednesday is off and I could have a date tomorrow, I like that on sato I was soo upstream that I knew it would not work, and although we were there at the same time, it didn't matter... , I should though change my manifestation time, I am throwing too many stones on my way... I am lining up stuff to do next weekend so that I don't have to go with the girls. The site is down, and now I am wondering if I am the only one who gets into a depression when this happens. Also I have discovered an interesting solution to my ring problem..

You know the thing I wanted, I had wanted this date to happen, sometime soon, like this week during the week cause I felt that he would not be available at the end of the week, which is fabulous cause now I can go see Susan.. and not see other people I don't want to see, little dance....

this morning despite its issues is going well, and that my almost maybe wrote again, and that it is making me feel good, I like that OOC is back and that he was happy to see me, very happy even... I like that my boss signed two things, I also like that he will be away for most of the day, I like that I am feeling mostly good, I also love that my friend , L.A. introduced me this past weekend to Mexican food that I am sort of obsessing on right now, I like that I brought my car so maybe I can go home during the lunch hour, I like very very much that my almost wrote back! that is very nice of him.. i like that i can think of LA and not get negative.. I also like that I am getting free money, I enjoy that, I love that I am feeling okay, I also love that soon, the sandwich guy will show up and give me fruits and starch,

I had a date with my almost last night and I really thought that he stood me up then this morning I logged into my email and found out that he had sent me an email asking me for my number last night.. and that is good right!