Ten Thousand Buttons

I love how my life is already working out this morning!! I am even at peace with that lady who stalks me... I also discovered many responses to my question!!! Also my speakers are working after many weeks of not working... today they are working... and now I am listening to my absolute favorite song of the moment.. shiny happy people laughing!!!.... I am now listening to Bach!! very happy! and Brilliant Leslie posted on my thread!!!! HA! Also, old Pat got my message and replied!! interesting! oh and I am listening to music... amazing!! NICE!

.. in truth, there is this guy that I heard was going to have an interview in my office and he is really cute, I really wanted to see him. And he walked in when I was outside and got to see him like I wanted.

Also I swear, there is this girl who sort of stalks me!!! I swear!

...got an update and 3 people visited my page this past week, that is a 200% increase from last week (I think it was 1 person last week..) you see I am increasing.. 200%!!!, I am doing my back and forth with old maybe... and now I already have a solution t o the issue I am having with him..

well... as of now, I have received a date request from the old maybe... still feeling a little queezy from last night's mishaps

It is funny how, Marlo (from the "Wire") still scares me, the series is done, it was just a role, he has done other things BUT I swear just the thought of him scares me :-)

There's this movie that I have been looking for forever... and today I just gave up.. said i don't have to figure it all out today, I can find it another day and I DID... I finally did!

that I am a Lord of the Rings geek... I love that I love kittens.... I love my pictures and my house, and all the cute things I got for it. I love that I finally got me a cute bowl with lots of red stuff in it, I love that I am re-doing my house, just because I want to, I love that inside my heart right now is bursting with LOVE!! I love that I can finally watch Harry Porter, I love the juice I will enjoy as I do so, I love that I will sleep early and enjoy my sleep, I love the great love inspiring dreams I have been having of late, I love that I have banana that I can have for dinner, I love that maybe tomorrow I don't have to iron in the morning (really love that) I love that things. I love that my car is back, and I can take it for a spin, I love that Jeri is around and I might be able to hang out with her.... I could be in love with Peter Jackson... it is a possibility... I love love love Lord of the Rings... The consultant I like... he smells good!I like good smelling consult...

I am listening to this guy, who is sort of good looking sort of nerdy, very loud, happy, Aussie, I just love how he loves being alive!

More freebie alert! Just got me a sweet cup of juice. Cold sweet and refreshing... I couldn't have done better myself.. AND it is something that I wanted, really wanted.

Got offered lunch again and turned it down again... I wonder why... :-) Oh I know why... but it is a good sign when people offer you free stuff, No?

I love that today I have gotten more freebies... samos and chocolate!!

Also interesting that a guy I like behaved like I broke his heart.. okay ... managed to get stress free coffee!! Oh and remember that beautiful man who notices US on Tuesday... ah fun times!! Also that thing I didn't want to do on sato...!!! WELL it is NOT happening!! fun times! I love that the person I hired is doing a horrible job! I know that I can be patient and give him a real chance... okay I will keep trying.. I will give him notes and training.. BUT at the same time I soo want to fire him!!! That will be great! To just let him go!!!! it will be perfect! then I can go back to work.. I have great plans for work!

My day has started well the; the outfit I am wearing as actually looking good, not too tight, just right! The guy I hired to do a job is already disappointing me, which is good cause I sort of want to fire him....:-) there is this almost from a while back, who was the first email I saw today...my boss is back and he seems to be having a good day, the thing I don't want to attend, might not happen!!! (God please!) I love that I am feeling good, also the things I was supposed to do.. make appointments for people, well other people are doing them.. the mistake I made, has been unmade, my boss is having a good day, so I am feeling good, and yesterday I was feeling really really lazy and didn't do some stuff, and you know what... I didn't have to!!! Love it when that happens!!

yesterday I refused to listen to my Inner Being and as a result, I am now very very sick. So well we can now say that inner being tells the truth, ALWAYS.., I got a lift from a friend this morning, and some money, my outfit looks good, I have a lot of water, I did my processes and now I feel so much better, Health-wise, I am feeling better, Moms chatted with Monday and it was good, I am communicating with people I love, which is good, I love that I am moving forward...

Meetings today are practically setting themselves. I also have good employees, also that burnt skin, water thing really works...and when the sting ends the healing can begin, also my hair is looking particularly lovely today and for the next 2 or 3 weeks... as always, the meeting I was not ready for has been postponed so now I can sleep for lunch :-)

a) my cold is coming back in total full force...:-) so that is a good excuse to not hang out with people I don't have to hang out with. ... which is good... b) I got an epiphany today when coming back from running some errands that I have this friend of mine who is always doing big things.. she hurts a lot, but that is the nature of doing big things, it hurts a little, so I should not be afraid of the hurting nature of doing things I want!

I likes to see when my influence reigns!!

I love how much I was loving the men I was loving last week... I love how intense and fun it was.. that was good! I love that things are beginning to look a little up... I like that now that I am feeling better, better things are happening... I like that now I am here, and I am feeling well enough to "do some work" ...

Did I tell you that my day is getting better!!!! I have the afternoon OFF!!!!! La la la la la

on this trial day or day of trial.. - a cute guy clicked yes on me... - I earned 0.08 USD without doing anything.. - I might have a stalker... - I am feeling the embers of good feelings! and I lurve that!!

Today's class felt soo much better... Soo much better... I now have homework and it seems as though I am making headway

... a whole lot of deja vu... today I did some home made repairs on my trouser and for that I am grateful because I am already feeling very secure about the trouser but the whole thing is making me feel really deja vu-y.. like I have been here before.. that I have experienced this before.. that is something to look forward to.. I am glad this is a good weirdness... I like good.... Also something interesting... I burned my fingers this past weekend and I spent like 30 minutes having water run on it, and now it is not even as though anything happened to it. .. Also I like that I still have many episodes from flashforward...

Although these things have started with a little difficulty, I am still seeing things that are good:- a) this morning I manifested cake though I already had something to eat b) I actually slept well c) the heater is still working and is making me very very toasty! d) There is a reason for my change in attitude... pms... and it is as good an excuse as any other.. e) I have a place to go to every single day, so I don't have to stay at home during the day. which forces me to have to clean up my vibration... like now.. I have to clean up on these feelings..

.... I managed to soothe myself on the subject of me and my men a little, then I got a lift from a workmate!! then the first person I saw in the office was OOC!! looking absolutely super!! and now I am getting messages from sort of a friend in the haba haba sense...

... 2 good things... 1. The guy I was chatting with, that I didn't want to talk to, just signed off!! 2. I just finished my hour and now that is over time!! Also that boring thing I had to read... well I cannot cause well internet is super slow and it is not opening.... (that is a good thing... and I am here doing sanctioned work... so well..

.. Things are getting better... it is supposed to be like this, I accept that everything is supposed to be like this.. :-) OOC just wished me a nice evening... and you know what i wou

are beginning to happen again, I am feeling better, I even have seen OOC a few times, (once he talked to me):-) and I have started receiving good news again, I have suddenly become open to it and that is super cool!! Also I have just realised that with my new, nice vibration, my boss is nicer to me.. :-), I was just reading the sms that OOC sent me earlier, and yes it feels sooo good, I like that I am drinking hot water again, I love that things are getting better for me, I love that I have a simple system for getting back into the vortex, I also love that it works soo easily, I love that I am feeling this good.. I love that I can do this rampage at this second.. I also love that probably I should get back to work..

.... I get to clean up my vibration from the ground up!! Wish me well...

I am feeling toasty with this heater, and that I have a new, instant coffee at my disposal, and that I have infinite access to hot water, and that I saw 2 red tailed birds this morning, and that I can see one now..,

The guy I met the other day wrote!!!! Happy me!!! tere tere tere... And a very nice gentleman from Britain wants me to be his princes.. :-) Life is interesting.. Oh I forgot to mention I have a date with Mtn next week on Tuesday.. ooh and remember the sexy guy I met on sato... well he just called!!!! Oooh and unexpectedly OOC came back swaggering to the office... :-)... It is really the feeling.. it is always the feeling... :-) this is good! This is very good. Now it is time to get back! Also I have just found a site that will help me with that homework that I was given that was giving me HELL! My boss's visitor came and it is already going really well... and I don't do too badly under pressure!! :-)

... a boy that I once loved soo much that once loved me too.. and then I am looking at the new man that is causing me 'heart palpitations' !... I am also discovering some free money! Little but it is free and it is mine!!! I also like that my project is beginning to take shape! I like that I have put on some nice discrete make up on me, so I look good without being whorish... Yesterday also, I was surprised by my boss letting me know that what I was doing was what I was supposed to be doing in the office... isn't that great?!!!!

I have a date!!!!! with my almost... I have a date!!! and he is sort of asking.... I am gonna write the other guy... too... just because it feels fun... Mtn asked me out to lunch.. and I think I might go.. I am feeling well enough...I also like that OOC is feeling slightly shy around me... very nice... Now I think before I do anything else I should clean up my vibration...

.. discovered someone I am thinking is very hot.. it was really fun discovering him... I woke up today an discovered that OOC had sent me an sms last night... and it was so much fun to discover... nothing personal just words of encouragement... but it was from him... Ooh and I am loosing weight!! NICE!!

.. or appreciative off... I have managed a sort of Logframe.... I was having heart palpitations about the once upon a time maybe and he responded in the +ve... sort of.. then I went to look for OOC to help me cause of my palpitations and we must have had the longest conversation that we have had for a while... and did I mention he almost held my hand... perfect... I have dreamed about that for so long

.. I am almost through with the evaluation thing

So now I up loaded the pics from the wedding and I actually feel better...! I like feeling better..

So I am at home. Typing this on my phone. This is alright. I was feeling really good. Listening to Abe. I went to see my friend sue. I love her. It was nice. I love the vortex I love being in the vortex. It is good. I love it very much. Ooh i forgot to mention. ...oh #"'$#%£ä{ i forgot ... Also I have been thinking .... there 's this man ... Keep losing my train of thought.... Is there a cute man in the room... Also watching OOC go by :-) any day....any time.... It is happening :-)

Seeing beautiful things.. recognizing people and things.. rediscovering people who feel good

As you are aware I am totally "in love" with OOC and today after many days away I was back in the office.. Our first meet this morning didn't go very well, then later.. something nice happened.. this lady I avoid like the plague came by to see me and I had to do many "peace be with you"s and I segment intended (which went super by the way) and even my favorite workmate came by... and then I had my really nice interaction with OOC and this other guy George... he is my standard, I always say that if I could get a guy that like me as much as he does and I would be comfy and I would marry him..... okay maybe not... I want what I feel for OOC and that old guy that asked me for a date and of course Edward... :-)