Ten Thousand Buttons

... I like that I woke up feeling good. I dressed in dress that felt the most good, and I appreciate that. I managed to pay electricity. I have had a really nice breakfast, also the peace I read this morning was in fact admonishing me for something that is me..  and a betroubled one... also I will be seeing My Beloved One this afternoon. Key is to enjoy.  There is also someone who I like in the office, and I like that most of the time, wherever I look... there he is.  also in new news, I ran, I actually ran yesterday... the walking didn't seem enough... also I remember my joy at seeing an absolutely beautiful man yesterday... and I like how much I am appreciating the Pinterest and how individualistic it is. I am appreciating how exceedingly cute I look today... I am appreciating that I can finally run...  I went for  a meeting that reaffirmed my belief in God and the knowledge and assuredness that he brings.  Also I saw MB1 but it wasn't in the meeting ...

... this morning as I entered today,  I saw My Beloved One... AND the other cute guy.... and today My Beloved One was not being himself... interesting that for the second time in two days, I have met him by chance... as I was passing by.. and he was also passing by at the same time. Also did I tell you that I have found a way to get out of debt!  I like that very much. I like that I wanted to get out of debt and it seems like I will be able to do it. Who even knew it was possible.  I like that I have here with me, coffee. It finally 12.34 and I can go do my word tracks. I am really on my way to getting out of debt and that really feels good.  Also,  you know what I am really pretty!! and that is amazing... Also, there is this pretty dude, and I like that every time move or turn or do anything he is right there! Which is fun and great. Also I just remembered yesterday when I was having a conversation in the afternoon, there was this beautiful blue butterfly...

... there was this dude, who, which makes me smile, in the inside and the outside and he is here looking at me and making me do the same. Also, on Friday, I had an instinct not to do my exercises at the office and wait till I got to Wangechi's and we went for a long walk and it went soo very great! So very great, she has a dog that I adore and I just got a pic... she is adorable!! the best really. Then there is something that I have been wanting, to go out with someone who wasn't me :-) and I did, and I had lots of fun. I danced a lot. and I like that. I also wish to dance a little... okay a lot more... a whole lot more!!! This Sunday, again it was time for me to make my hair. I had a little money most of it having been spent on Friday... but also there was the money  sent... to be sent to Mom... I drove around Nairobi, all around Nairobi, looking for a place to eat, that was quick and beautiful... I failed, finally settled for a Steers cheese burger, which was al-right... ...

.... is feeling like such a good day. today is feeling like such a cool, mighty ass cool day. I am super dupa happy, mostly happy. I am thanking God for my lot, working at appreciating it for real which you know is important. ... Also I really wanted very much to have cash this weekend. I have some cheques but I didn't to cash them. I have some money in my credit card but withdrawing was going to be a little expensive, but I was asked to buy something for the office and had cash for that, so I put that payment on my card and kept the money, so now I can carry on with my plans to make my hair and nails and what not :-).... also I am probably imagining it but this sort of handsome guy sort of noticed me and that is really cool! :-)  I am learning how to appreciate for real, my past loves... I am soo very close... Also I really want to walk.. I really really want to walk... It could be all the coffee, but I want to walk and I like that very very much.

.... I had a dream, and this dream felt good. Really good. I was pregnant. A few months but I really wanted this baby. I really wanted this baby. I was soo happy that I was pregnant.  I had another baby an older one, about 3 or 4 years old and I wasn't taking care of it. But with this new pregnancy I felt me wanting very much to take care of the older baby boy. But I couldn't because of all these years not taking care of it.... translation?  In my dreams my children are work, my job the thing that I do for a living... when I dream that I am not taking care of my baby, it means that I am not doing a good job at work, but pregnancy!! this means that I am on my way to something new!!!! :-)... also  I want that new thing, and I am looking forward to taking care of it, to love it, (I already do) :-)  Also the older baby, it was haphazard, it wasn't planned, it just happened to come to me, maybe that is why I didn't like taking care of it, and always for as long as I c...

 ..... - The trip to the office was super smooth and fast, 20 minutes!!!  -two bosses are still away and the one who is here is the one with little work.. so I can carry on with my classes; during work hours!!!!  - there is someone that wanted to meet with me, and the whole thing was irritating to me, and I calmed down a little and now he has disappeared so now I can go back to my plans :-). Also (this is the next day BTW) - On Sunday while in Dar, I went for a walk in the afternoon, and it was really really cool, I liked it an even found that dress that I liked very much ( I looked rediculous, but the important thing is that I found it) then I remember at some point IB said to go back but I said just a little further....   Then on my way back as I walked I realised that it was getting dark, and as fast as I could walk I couldn't get  back to the hotel on time, keeping in mind I wasn't even really sure of the name of the hotel....  Then I walked for...

... today someone told me specifically that I am looking better... that I have in fact lost weight. That I am looking so much better than I did before... ( I have been thinking that so I am glad someone else can see... or can they?) Also I know it is true because this trouser that I am wearing today, when I bought it, it was soo tight, and as stretch it didn't matter but now actually there is some space... which is exceedingly cool!!! Also the people I am to work with mostly travel and they have little work so now I can go back to masomo... :-)  I like that I am crying at how beautiful a song is... Also I am reading an old post about something that was happening to me and I couldn't believe it was happening to me. Again the same thing is happening, courtesy My Beloved One... At lunch I  managed to feel a little better again. Also I slept at 1.15am and I am awake and alive and enthusiastic!!! I went to look for work and it wasn't there!! I was to walk some one wh...

.... the thing that is happening is that as always I am having an amazing day...soo all of this morning i have been in meetings and once I finished there was a security thingi that had a fun end.... also me and beloved beloved had eye games, I kept turning to look at something  and I did that about 4 times till I realised that that is where he was. AND once our eyes actually met!!! I like about him that he gives me a whole lot of reassurance... which I like, view my security issues, also I managed to get the money I wanted to send out, and today I got information about this place that I want to go... that I really want to go to, and today by chance I got all the info I need to have an AMAZING time!! Also this afternoon, there is something interesting happened, there is this successful SAian entrepreneur who said, you have to do what you want, no matter what others say! BTW pretty is sooooo pretty... and I said I wanted to see him, if he is thinking of me.. and I did :-)   ...

.... I am having to hold for a lady the job with my old boss, and you know what, I maybe able to leave much earlier than I expected.  Which is seriously COOL!!!!! And maybe even earlier than that.  It is also the first day that I am using my super cute water bottle!!! And news news, it is really super dupa cute!! Also  I will soon be getting a pay raise and not only that, there is a supa dupa lumpsum on its way to me too!!!  I did some work on it, and at the time I was working I managed to bring that guy that I adore into a place where I like him and I don't mind just being the one who loves on my side and I totally got that thing of being one through whom, love flow!! which really is supa dupa cool... also listened to Abraham this morning and I got some things I didn't used to get before.  I really love that. I also have been changing parts of me. And I really love that. Also did I tell you that I love love love this nail polish colour. AND My sister is coming ...

.... I am floating. I am floating I love floating. I love floating. I thank God, that there is possibility for floating, and I love that manifestation is soo much better than anything I could have created physically or on purpose. I love LoA!!! it is the best. I like that I really really wanted to have a female, rampaging, good newsing companion to do something with and I did I got one, and we went for a long walk yesterday and it was one of the coolest things I have done in a while. I like how much I am straining with this ridiculous idea. But in my defence at the time I thought it was such an amazing!!! Also, I picked up money from the ground!!  it is starting again. Life is getting good again!!  You know something cool I was able to do a whole focus wheel all by myself. Alone all by myself. I believe that I am getting good at this. You know something interesting, I am doing a better job with Luca than I was doing before. Much better, and I am in a training, and st...

Rampage of Appreciation I like that she is funny. I like that I am sort of having a good time. I like the reading that I did this morning from Radiant Rebecca and I like how it inspires me. I like that I am I am feeling good. I like that I have lost a little weight. I like that I am really looking good in this outfit. I like that I could buy it. I like that I can hepa and go to the SACCO and get some money. I like that I type so fast. I like that last night for most of the night I got to listen to meditations so I am doing really well. I like how playful she is. I like that I am not imagining this. I like that I am not imagining this. This is not my imagination. I like that I like his eyes. I like that I am liking soo many things about him. I like that he is really the prettiest cat in the litter. I even like that he is already making me all nervous and conscious and I don’t know what to do with myself  I like the excitement that that made me feel. I like that this my ima...

.... to me yesterday. I was in a restaurant and there were these loud and obnoxious women were sitting next to me in a restaurant.  They were really getting to me, they were annoying, loud, annoying and to be honest I was sort of getting jealous of them :-). I did a short clearance of hatred and guess what, they stopped talking so loudly!! I was shocked, really shocked at how fast it worked. My headphones have repaired themselves!! they are now working perfectly!! Also this morning there were 2 things that are really urgent and important that had to be cleared today. I started thanking God, and one got postponed to Thursday giving me more time to do them!! Woo hoo  I am feeling better. I have had to work later than I expected and  I am listening to good music and it makes everything alright. Very much soo and now it is time to go home and pay my debts. I am very happy that I have the ability to actually pay my debts!!

... is that I am feeling freer now. I am feeling free inside my heart. I am feeling loose and what not inside myself. Guess what is happening today.  I am going to attend a training. There is a training to be done and I am in it.  And I can because of my new jobbo!! That is really quite cool. I also just discovered something interesting about a guy I think is really cool, and that is really cool.

... a work course that I am supposed to complete for work!!! I love that I have now I am starting the second one... wish me luck!!! also a nine year old boy ( reference to how much younger he is than me and not his actual age) has been behaving like he likes me, and the silly ( of me) thing is I am beginning to look at him like that!!  I think he is like 5 or 8 years younger than the guy I used to date, (who was 8 years younger than me) Did I tell you that I found a page that a sort of sight that only has focus wheels!! also today I have downloaded many videos for Abraham!!! So now I at least have something to listen to tomorrow morning!! I also have really little time between between now and going home!  really little time 5 Minutes. Also today, my whole vibration fell because of something that happened and I realised that 17 seconds had passed and now I was down in the dumps!! Then I went for  a walk and things got much better!! much better.... Also all of th...

..... I am listening to passionate people who love the things that they do and are f*&%$#ing rich!!!  I like how cockie, confident, passionate, fun, funny sense of humour, adoring what they do,  they all had this I must do this thing about them, that was really really cool. Also some time back I had to renew my lease, and honestly even up to now I am having thoughts about things about it... but I actually was given advice that I could negotiate the rent downward, and I did and I will not get the 10% increment that was due.