.... I had a dream, and this dream felt good. Really good. I was pregnant. A few months but I really wanted this baby. I really wanted this baby. I was soo happy that I was pregnant. I had another baby an older one, about 3 or 4 years old and I wasn't taking care of it. But with this new pregnancy I felt me wanting very much to take care of the older baby boy. But I couldn't because of all these years not taking care of it.... translation? In my dreams my children are work, my job the thing that I do for a living... when I dream that I am not taking care of my baby, it means that I am not doing a good job at work, but pregnancy!! this means that I am on my way to something new!!!! :-)... also I want that new thing, and I am looking forward to taking care of it, to love it, (I already do) :-)
Also the older baby, it was haphazard, it wasn't planned, it just happened to come to me, maybe that is why I didn't like taking care of it, and always for as long as I can remember, it has always been taken care of by some one else, mostly Carol, ( I wonder who she symbolises)
Also this morning I am feeling some peace with my kindly co-workers.
I also thought about a guy I once went out with, and how honestly he has taken his passion and is finally doing well.He has his own business, he has a car, all due to his own passion, and he has always lived off of his passion.
Speaking of babies, I woke up this morning wanting to speak more, about the things I have been learning over the last 5 years.
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