Ten Thousand Buttons

......I a  back at Ngara. I have been for 2 weeks. It has been really good. Really good. This past week I have been inside the vortex just to be inside the vortex.... but yesterday for some reason I was so outside.  Then some money came in.... real money... that I can do stuff with.... real stuff... There is some work to do but that is alright. ... I understand really what to do.  I am feeling again that I can do this. That I can live here and live well too. That all of this can be all right.....

.... this day... it started so amazing... yesterday....  I was sad.. really sad... so amazingly sad... and discouraged... I fixed up some stuff  and I got home to?.... cupcakes... and cookies... :-) so amazing!!!  Oh yes and ICECCREAM!!!!! AMAZING!!!!N And They were soo light and sooo delightlfull... her is a pic.... I was up all night... ALL NIGHT.... till about 8 am... watching basic crap... but really good crap... I am soooo Adicted... seriously.. it is like a disease... ARE YOU THE ONE... ... I am soo addicted... so very addicted and I was soo happy that I had 3 episodes never been watched... oooh heaven.... reall  heaven.....  Then I started watching, " Republic of Doyle " it is sooo fun... and by then it was already morning... like 8 am.... then I slept... and during my sleep I dreamed that Mr. Will Smith, was really into me... there was a time we were doing it in  a moving car, on top and it got blown up, and we didn't ..... we hid insid...

... I discovered that I am not the only one who like the avatar shows..... sort of crazy about it though..... also the people who lived here left lots of cup cakes...... lots of cup cakes. ... and some cookies... They all taste amazing...... and I am not a cake person