This past sato...

... I had been invited to a bash and I really wanted to let it all go, all of it I really didn't want to go, but my Inner Being was very insistent. I even tried going without making my hair and make-up but my IB would not have it... so I went.. with fresh hair and fresh clothes (boots and all) and honestly I was just a little bored, okay more than a little, but it went okay, I connected with a increasingly amazing guy, who has many positive  aspects that I appreciate, I like especially the seconds that our eyes locked... and he liked it...much!!! which is nice... really nice.. Anyhoo time passed and he started to talk to someone else and ridden with jealousy and my already boredom I left in protest!!! :-)   But I wasn't ready to go home ( and I needed to sober up a little)  so I went out dancing in Black Diamond, and saw Erica, and as always she was lovely!!  I actually was the first person to dance and dance I did for a little while then people started to dance.. and stuff and it went great... Then there was this beautiful absolutely beautiful young dude with a very nice body who kept  eye balling me and dancing, and turning to me and looking and smiling and dancing ( I was behind him) then I moved away (my own complexes... I know.. ON IT!!) and he protested.. though later I caught him trying to catch my eye.)  Then there was this girl, who came to dance with me, told me I was beautiful, held my hands and what not... then another really pretty man, kept looking at me and smiling (with, I hope, joy of seeing me)  then  the cake,  an extremely young young ( I think half my age literally) young boy with an amazing body... really pretty, came to dance with me, I moved away,  after about 30 mins he came to where I was to dance with me and asked me why I didn't want to dance with him, and we laughed for a bit, then with support from his friend he went away.. then a song I liked came on and I really shook that tail feather ( and what not :-)) , then this time he came from the side and sort of hugged me, he didn't quite make it, but he touched  I think my arm and my bum, and while I pushed him away and told him to stay away from me, I noticed how comfy his touch was.. and I did, and still do appreciate his positive aspects :-)