Today...

.... is 777 I have just viewed the 777th view of this blog which is great! and also I thought about a calender.. Yesterday also I put up a picture that someone gave me... and it actually made my whole living room look better,   the whole room! I cannot wait to do rest of the room!!! in beautiful burgundy.. and I want to say "Thank you!!" for all the contrast... I want to appreciate my contrast... I want to appreciate things that hurt from which my joy comes from... Also I have been reading my books... it is sooo great that I am here... it is sooo great that I am here so that I can read my books... and do things in the evening...  I am remembering the € that I picked up.. ( did I tell that I picked up euros from the ground... well not quite but close... I am remembering how much I wanted to see giraffes, and I really really wanted to see them and I did, and I fed them and stroked one and even stalked them a little,  and also the loving tortoise that made me think of men :-)... I like that it came to me easily and I didn't do anything to get it done... Also a big manifestation, my sister is now a confirmed Aber... wonderful to have someone I can discuss it with... I just got me a lollipop!! :-)... today  I am aligned... today I feel good... also I cooked me some deep fried fish and it turned out sooo great.. I am thinking of making some for Jimmy or any other beloved men in my life.. ... I cannot believe how much I am enjoying this lollipop... I remember one day... I bought some stuff, nothing special... but before in order to escape some bad reality I kept going over and over on how great the food was going to be and it was soo much fun.. unbelievable exciting, delicious, amazing... I literally chewed pepper and devoured it.. I am feeling really really good... and one person who makes me feel like complete crap  is not in... :-)... I have been collecting fried fish today... I want to eat friend fish... I am also remembering that chicken on the way from UG.. very nice... I have just withdrawn money from my account... I almost don't believe it... it is the refund from deposit on the house, I just got money from it... I am very happy! And did I tell you... this is the first time in such a long time that I am feeling even a little good in the evening... Jimmy just called, he wants to make me soup today... :-) he is soo good to me..

Also there is this absolutely beautiful man, that used to like me... he used to stand in corners staring at me, and he works in the compound I work in.. yesterday I was thinking about him and today I saw him... I was really happy