Yesterday....

... I was feeling quite awful.. I decided to take today and 2 days next week off, then a workmate mentioned that she wouldn't be in today and at the time I was feeling like the whole world was coming down on me and so I decided to take yesterday afternoon off, and it amazingly a wonderful idea... really totally and completely wonderful idea. I feel as though I changed totally what I had been thinking and intending today to have a fabulous day and it started really great... this morning... I noticed a presence behind me, a big white guy, I noticed also that there were other people between myself and him but I could not feel them, meaning they were not staring at me... then finally I saw who it was... it was a guy who looks like an actor, the Harold Krenshaw guy from Monk.. he is very well built and he looks sooo nice.. I have noticed him staring at me before...  and was soo sweet, letting me pass in front of him and stuff.. you know.. 'you first', with a smile and all, we even bumped into each other a little... today I don't look so great, and he looks super, and he seemed soo happy to be have these bumpings with me..nice coincidence...Also yesterday interactions with Jimmy, difficult, strained, hard, weird... in fact I had already said my "thank you"s and accepted that it was over, then this morning I am searching for something and some of the results turn up 070, my number symbol for him, and he calls and we have a nice conversation, might see him later...

For a few years I have been looking for a certain musician from Indonesia that I once saw on CNN... just found her, she's Inul Daratista. Anyhoo, that it for now, got to run  and start this weekend!