5 July 2011
Yesterday morning I saw this beautiful bird, absolutely beautiful, it had an orange red neck and blue sparkling striking blue head... also I woke with this amazing hangover... so obviously I knew that that day would be good.. and the day was pretty good, I spent the day arranging my stuff and I did it really very well... also I have some pics of Kenyan meats that I am finding particularly exciting right now... and I am enjoying that I am finding them fun... also thinking that today is the day for learning about procurement... it is a good day to learn about procurement, today is a good day to learn about procurement... all this really will be well.. good things of this morning, managed to get my coffee and samosa, also happy that loos are available and the bank is available here.. the bank is available here.. Guess what is happening to me today.... I am reading procurement... MS502 and guess what else.. it is not too terrible... GOOD news.... it seems that there is a possibility that we might go back to our old premises... here is becoming impossible... they are treating us badly... and that is sooo cool cause I loved the old place... it was soooo cool... although here is alright also... also the manual I am reading I had put it together with some old docs and I wanted it soo badly but I didn’t know if it was going to be possible to get it, and I made efforts and got it.
Someone has just said something nice about me... and it is something that I try to do on purpose.... happy dance!! Also good news.. Last night I liked that I found something to do with my fear of all things... I also like that there is a real chance that we will move out of this place... something true and real we may really, really and truly go back... this could be wonderful, it is something I wish for very much... my heart is longing for it,
Also last night I managed to convince my fearful heart to be a joyful heart...
Did I tell you that we only have 3 more minutes in this office then it is off home... loving that... ... also loving very much that
6 July 2011
I am back to reading procurement and while it is not enthralling it is an interesting learning curve... also I have added some pics of me to CRUSH, which is my feel good photo collection... quite the improvement as it means that pics of me make me feel good.... I also found a note pad, whose owner will never use it on account of him being in a different country doing other things, you know the one with the little boxes.. I remember enjoying it very much in my youth J... someone talked to about career moving... so now I know it is near.. really near... maybe I should also remember something, the thing that I am doing now to earn my great living is something whose training I can hardly remember, so we cannot say now that, also had to send less than I thought I would have to .... wondering again why I am feeling soo triumphant about this...
Yesterday evening I went to get my hair and nails and stuff, and at the salon there was this man who is built like Jimmy... exactly like him, the thing that made me notice was the way he walks, and it helped me also realize some things about the way Jimmy is physically. He is less good looking but I realized he is rather sexy, so by extension Jimmy I suppose is also sexy... maybe even more so? Also something interesting, this guy at the salon took me to vortex easily without struggle... pure..... I am just saying...Also yesterday at the salon, I was very happy because there were soo many people making themselves late into the night, so I didn’t feel like I was keeping anyone, in fact the lady that was making my nails still had a client after me...
Also I understand that it is not possible to connect to Facebook, so I guess I will be able to work harder.... Also I was feeling, as I came back from lunch that, this place will give me more confidence, ability to dress better, that I cannot pull the stunts I used to in other places I have worked for in this org.. I have to look good-ish... I actually want to throw away the suite I was wearing yesterday, although yesterday at the salon I looked at me in the mirror and I liked what I saw, though it wasn’t perfect or anything.... but I liked and accepted whatever that was... which reminds me I have to work at accepting
I also like that I had new pictures to add today.... for crush that is... for crush that is... I like that things are working out for me, also did I tell you that I picked up KES 10/- yesterday night, and at the place that I did, there were sooo many people.... also I am thinking that maybe this place will be alright, I made a few changes, I like me better so maybe things will be better for me,
Also did I tell you that Emmanuella came by.. and she was soo very great, and soo beautiful, a reall inspiration, and she informed me that I had lost a little weight, and I discovered a place where we can walk and run in this place, and I think maybe it will be alright, maybe it will be alright,
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