This morning.....

..... at around midnight I got a call from Jimmy.... he was coming over...  I thought about hating the idea and finally let everything go, and went back to sleep. I was afraid it would be one of those times the meetings would be really bad and they turned out okay, really okay, we slept, mostly well anyway...and in the morning and I felt good, even about him.. I felt good... I had issues but I was able to say "thank you"  I even made him breakfast before I left.. only now I wish I had made more egg.. but it was easy, it was a nice easy morning... I walked a little which also made me feel good, which was super.. also something odd and weird, I cleaned up the house last night, for reasons really I didn't understand :-).... I guess I was waiting for him... also I saw sooo many red fielders and 070s and tried to soothe me there.... didn't manage, but all things turned out okay, he came over, it was super easy, I let him be... things are alright...

Then today I asked a question in the forum and the easy easy easy good I understood it, and I have been able to put what they have said in practice without taking offense and becoming defensive.. and it feels good

Also someone offered kind beautiful praise words to me and sent it to my boss! and I have been in the vortex and things are working out easily, I got one appointment easily.. and I am working hard... life is good!!