Today...

.. my day is already starting well, I managed to meditate, and do all my processes and it went well, I got to work early and managed to do my processes... then I got breakfast...I have also got some contrast which is good because it means that there are good things coming my way, I also found a book on happiness... nice... very nice... old friends confirm me as their friends... (on facebook) I love that I have something naughty that is making me feel better.. I was feeling bleeding heart for a close friend who was supposed to give me money, and I finally moved up a little in general and now he called to say he will send the money!! I am feeling better about my contrast AND I WANT TO SEE OOC!!!!


I don't want to see OOC, I want to feel that feeling that I get when I see him, when I am around him.. I want to feel that exhilaration that I feel when I experience him. That love, the way all I see in him are his positive aspects, all that love... that could be what I am missing...

Also there is this woman I used to find unattractive that I was looking at and now she looks quite beautiful... I could be next!!

Her job is found in the outskirts of formal.. and she is super successful.. I could be next!

BTW I am having a class right at this second and it is feeling super!!!! It is actually better than I thought it would be.... happy dance...  I actually did it!!! I actually did it!!!

I am actually good at this, without even trying... I can do this without even trying... and it is soo exhilarating... I am sooo fabulous!!