Ten Thousand Buttons

...that has been playing in my head and I really wanted it in my list of songs for You Tube... I didn't know the name or the artist, so I just searched blindly and then I told me I'll just click on the first result of the search and after 3 I got my song!!! Woo hoo!! Oh yeah and my boss loves me again!! Ooh oooh and the first person from the office I saw today was.... OOC.... Ooooh oooh and I thought OOC2 might not be there and he was!

You know what I believe? I believe all this will be very very very well.

Guess what! Guess what!! guess what! I have been needing to renew my car insurance.. and this year insurance has gone up many percentages, and I had tried to get a quotation from a company that I thought was cool but it was soooo expensive, so I thought all will be well..... then I thought maybe my old company will send me a reminder about paying... and maybe I could pay for a few months and I can pay again, cause honestly I could not 'see' where the money would come from. Then last evening I received an sms saying that I needed to renew my insurance soon! in 2 days. Then I call them today and they say that my insurance premium DIDN'T GO UP!!! I cannot believe it!!! and you know now, I have enough money to spend on my new suit, hair, shoes, clothes for next weekend... life is soo good.. and in addition I have been giving people money left right and centre, this could be a nod from the universe...woo hoo!!!! Also I am feeling much better about my boss which is serious...

OOC (one that is) got me gum like I wanted. That is sooo cool. It is almost as though he wanted to please me.... as in do something just for the sake of making me happy, and I love that cause it feels food. As for this other guy I love who is being an ass, well thing is to tell him to go have fudge with himself.

So what has been my experiences these past few hours? This morning, there is an email I was supposed to have sent to my boss and I thought I did and discovered that I didn’t and later he expressed his dissatisfaction with all this. And yesterday I got these curtains in a colour that he had specifically said not to get! And of course the things I have been thinking about I have been seeing the manifestations, these have mainly have had to do with fear of loosing my job and such and now I cannot seem to do anything right. It has been months I think.... Anyway I don’t know. It could be all that dreaming I have been doing about going away to the beach...... Anyway, today I couldn’t do anything right even if I tried. I lost a post it that has to do with a document that is supposed to be signed... I left the office and was caught, and the reason I was leaving the office didn’t happen in the end.... ( as in I didn’t succeed) ... basically everything I was trying just was not working... ...

I love that we have been having great fun with the "Finger of God"

i kissed a boy that belonged to another girl. I never really felt guilty about the whole thing. So now recenty I got her a date with a man I really liked! I am not sure if I am paying back on me... they seem to like each other.... All is well....

What am I grateful for this afternoon, a) I finally got my blinds and now I can work in the afternoons without direct sunlight in my eyes and uncomfortable heat, and best of all it goes with everything. Also they are the colours I wanted. Which is even better than the ones I wanted. b) May leave early today!

I have been feeling bad about setting up a funky friend with someone I am into, and I spent a whole lot of time judging myself and feeling bad about me and everything. But now I have allowed me to be where I am and that is good cause I am feeling really good about me. I am grateful I am feeling good about me right now.

OOC just came to say hallo and I thought it was worth a mention cause it felt soo good.

I was dreaming about all these songs that i love and now I have all of them!! Yay! okay not all of them but they are springing from the wood works and making life so very very good.

....off the hook. I am supposed to be making an appointments form someone as part of my work duties... I have not really been feeling them... now she just called to urgently tell me not make any appointments for her this afternoon,so now I can go back to my break!! Also I just discovered that something I have been wanting and I am getting it tomorrow!!

something I have been working on for a while is working out quickly and easily... Always love that

There was this man that I had thought I wanted to get in touch with. And I did and now I have all these questions for me. But that is well.

Guess what good things are happening! I have been needing to send a cousin of mine money for school. It is not stressing me or anything like that.... everyone has been panicking left right and center about that money.. Then today my sister sends me a message that she is covering half of that money... so now I am 1/2 free!!!! Happy dance!!!

I made a little money on my site and that is feeling really good! I love this nice feeling I am feeling!! okay. Also I have done most of today so things are good. Also things are working out quickly and easily. ...

This past weekend, on Saturday to be precise, I spent a whole lot of time looking at really beautiful birds. It was one species really but the colours were soo vivid and beautiful. Enabled me marvel at God's creation and I loved that. Now today, a tiny little beautiful red and brown bird came by to say halo and that was a nice treat for me. I have never seen one like it here. It was a nice treat. I think I should start taking pictures.

I have been having drinks related issues and I have been looking for some sort of solution. One thing that has come to me is to move up the emotional guiding scale on it. Not that I want to continue or anything, but just feel better about it. Cause for the most part it remains at Hate/Rage, which for me is not entirely helpful.

I have been really wanting to get earphones for me so that when I listen to Abraham I can hear everything they say, and today well. I noticed a set of earphones for an old phone a few days ago. And now looking at my comp, I have just realised maybe it could be a fit!!! Woo hoo!!

I have to tell you about Mtn! Mtn is someone who generally irritates me. And it is possible that he is aware of this. I have been aware for a while that my general vibration around him is ANGER, therefore being around him is difficult for me. BUT thing about him is that he never gives up. He just keeps coming back. Interesting, I believe. BUT, I have also learnt, from an ex-beloved, that the way to get rid of someone is not by listing his negative aspects, but by listing his positive aspects. Okay, maybe you can tell I am conflicted about this, cause now I am feeling a little like I HAVE to link up with him, just because I am listing his positive aspects... anyway.... I will have to listen to a whole lot more Abraham to help me to sort this