Ten Thousand Buttons

.... starting well, I feel again as though my whole entire life is working! My whole entire life is working. .. also discovered how to access more Abraham-Hicks videos!! Also something interesting is happening to me at this moment, this week I think.. it is raining all the men I wanted to date.. all of them suddenly are here... today my boss and someone I would have lunch with have disappeared hence I now have the opportunity to get some meditation done and run errand for Jimmy, also I made a gaffe and now I have enough time to un-do it!! I just this second realised something in my hour of milking... late in the morning, I was not doing well at all, I had snapped at one person, and I could feel anger rising inside me, then I went for lunch, and as everyone had "left" me alone, I had time to meditate, and did my Jimmy errand and walked while saying "thank you" and in the end my anger left and I was able to be normal this afternoon.... also something interesting, I am...

... I have been in despair for a while.. I have been and today I am feeling better... I am feeling a little better... also  I just realised that it is possible that I have been reposting posts... :-) for the money site.. I mean.... also today I  twice I got money that wasn't mine.. not really mine 1st I wrote something wrong and got a red, then I paid for 3 meals at lunch and got charged for 2... and at the time I bitching about the lateness of the return of change..also this morning I paid 1/2 what I normally pay in matatus! Also today, I have one more person who likes my money page...

.. experiencing things that are good, I just discovered that I might no longer have to do this thing I didn't want to do.... I also had a weird dirty-ish dream about a cherished friend, then getting in concert with this cherished friend.. also I had a dream for a long time to be able to have enough money to buy whatever I wanted all these things.. sheets, slimming underwear, I got to again, go out to lunch on my own and read the good book.. and now I am leaving a little early cause I want to go make my hair. I finally go to talk to Jimmy and told him what was what and he is happy with it... and now it is time for me to go home and make my hair... I am very happy about that bit!

... a colleague of mine wanted to complain and she stopped herself... that was soo great!!

.. I managed to get breakfast. I am very very happy about that.. Also my boss has gone for lunch! woo hoo!! Most of my work is already done... I might have to leave the office to do a thing for the boss,which is super... also I will get to meditate before lunch... and someone I didn't want to see, I don't have to see anymore... Also, I will get to go home really really early... I am really quite excited about the fact that I am leaving here in exactly 8 Minutes.

...that that secret thing that I wanted is happening... as always without any help from me...

.... money for lunch... and I figured out how to put music into my phone... which means that I have the meditation audio... also my boss has gone for early lunch so I can go ahead and meditate before lunch alone.... also my lunch partner is sick so lunch is ALONE with ABRAHAM!!!! Woo hoo!!! Also something very interesting, someone finally accompanied me and at first I was so very disappointed at first and was told not to talk until I was calm and I listened and as a result we had a nice positive talk and in the end the line to the food was sooo long she gave up and went back to the office.... I even tried a little.. very little... but she left and I got not only eat alone with Abraham but also meditated!! woo hoo!! Also I was feeling tired and my boss showed no signs of wanting to leave today... then  I relaxed... and then after 10 minutes he shouted that really we should go home now!! And also he has said it after the 1 hour required for me to earn overtime.. (thank you God!!)...

There is this guy I used to have a really big crush on and today he asked me to join his Linked network.. it is really no big deal, but the thing is that I thought about him yesterday and I get the invitation today... really by now this should not shock me.. .BTW my crushes are congregating! Also the guy in the office that I think is soo incredibly hot, made a point to re-introduce himself to me!! I also thank God for healing music!

.... I think there is a chance that my boss will not be in today!! Woo hoo!!  That really makes me feel happy. okay he came to the office and left... for the day... hooray!!  Also one whole minute to home time!! Nice LOONG weekend

.... West African foods... yesterday and part of today, I was doing it for Jimmy but right at this second, I want to do it for me... I would adore to try the soups and just add the spinach on top... it sounds like like something that i really really want to get with... Also... boss is away so I am just Abrahaming... today at the loo..  I read a few pages of MLOA and it was soo great... soo very great and guess what... you know how I like to eat lunch alone so that I can meditate? Well today I can, my lunch mates are busy wizzy!!! Woo hoo!! also I am continuing to get encouragement to go with my heart!!

I actually woke up feeling good. I slept late and meditated and woke up in the vortex! Then I meditated again, prepared and guess what, I got a lift from someone I always thought was perfect for me... Also did I tell you, I visited Jimmy last night, and  he cooked a great meal, a really good meal and the visit, even with Frank..was good, loved it... this day, is going well  also it is time for HOME!!!!

... Well let me start with the weekend, I have been imagining myself having a laptop for work.. .you know my money work, and I had been picturing without the intention, a laptop with a mouse and really fast internet and guess what, boyfriend brought his laptop over to my place to test his internet.. and there I was, with a laptop and mouse, with internet!!!! then had wonderful movie times... with the HUGE screen TV and the surprise DVD player, a wonderful guy... (much more wonderful than I think)  Also I have been feeling myself sliding out of the vortex so I meditated before I slept, then again when I woke up. As I was getting ready I felt me sluggish and lazy and could not get me to do the things I had to do to get ready, and guess what, when I got to the stage the office van was there!!! I was even able to get love and faith into my veins...because of traffic jam!! Really loved that! Then  I wanted to buy breakfast and I thought  I had some coins, then I chec...

... I had no electricity in the morning but I found a trouser that was already ironed and one that fits well, also I got a top that can pass without ironing, and a nice sweater which I ironed with a sufuria... :-) then I managed to really release and be happy... also I heard beautiful beautiful music in the mat that made me cry... then someone won money... also I can focus on beautiful birds.. also it was easy.. also got to the office.. then discovered that I just got some money.. I just got some money and now I am at 40k! only 20 to go... loves it... Also this way too good looking guy that I facebook friended said "yes" and he is pure... he is gorgeous and pure.. PEREFECT.. You will not believe this, I have just realised that all my bosses are not in... at 17 minutes to go.. .got to go home... not feeling well...

... someone I was to give money was giving me lip so now I cut the amount of money I gave her!! which means more money to me! also got some money by work...  and other by Source... (loved the Source source)..  Jimmy called and casually asked for the car.. no manipulation and I just said "okay"  he came by later and we had a great time... easy.. so unusually easy.. of course I had spent sometime meditating before... also I am loving my mom! I am loving my neighbour... I don't mind also that they are complaining a whole lot... something interesting about the Jimmy visit, I kept following him around places... and he was sooo great! Guess what I am at 444 in the jobs site!!!!! Also this afternoon I have had a most delicious conversation with someone who I find delectable. It was a little as thought he was really pumping me for info, and he has been observing me! :-)... knows my car plates.. I liked how we can talk easily... so very easily... he remembers things that ...

.... I post happy things on the abeforum  and people comment, with nice comments... I also like it when I can thank God for things, I also like that yesterday  Jimmy wanted to visit, and for the life of me I could not get into the programme with that, but I said,  "Cool, see you there" then I went home did some meditation and some  releasing and after that I didn't really  mind whether or not he came by. Then he called at about 7.30pm. Then at 9.30pm I called him to wish him goodnight and he said he wasn't coming after all! Yesterday I met someone who helped me to further realise my issue with this job... the lack of structure, the way there are many ways things can work.... and also this morning I was realising that ECF can work... it is possible for me to do this... I can do this, it is possible for me to do this.... Also my boss is going away from now... till next week... from this second till next week.. away from the office that is.... give me some time...

... I have learnt more specifically that if I change my thinking then things changed... I have seen this literally... this past weekend I was stressing about Jimmy not calling me and I very fakely managed to find very little relief and guess what seconds later, he called... I like that my vibration doesn't have to be super clean for me to get things out of it... Today I get to leave early... ish, my boss is going to be away at home time so I am free to leave early... Good news, someone new likes my post... hopefully they can extend it to my page...  I wanted a new friend and now I have one!! Aslo did  I tell  you  I have made one shilling today on my money site? :-).. I love that  everyone is being really nice to me.. I listening to the mostest, Anita Baker!

Two people are talking about me!!!!!  I hope that they are saying good things!! And I am really getting many many hits... many more than yesterday... so hopefully there will be more today... much more than yesterday, I am going home right now... or well soon...

I got to work on time...and found something okay to eat.. I have found some new things to listen to, I managed to not only do a process but also post something on my jobs site... and I am setting goals for me... woo hoo! I also managed to talk well to my Mom, and she said that I was full of shit.. which is cool, I got to have lunch alone.. and I read good news that made me feel better, also, I have been thinking about increasing the average number of page views from 65 of last month by 4 to 260 per day... and so far this month I am doing 25 per day which should give me quite the workout!   Also I had been afraid that

... trying to feel good about my troubles... I understand that they get me closer to God so... thank you... also my boss is away so I can breathe or something like that, also boyfriend is being nice which is nice... also got free lunch, also might get free phone, also half awake... also got 50.00 telephone credit from Jimmy... interesting surprise... very nice.. and also I discovered that  I made .03USD from the card people... which is of course nice.. also so far this month I have made more USD than I made the whole of last month on the job site... I actually feel okay.. I like that ..

... I have found something actually funny... it is ha ha funny... and it is also sweet and romantic and interesting story line... you know the type that I like.. you know... and this morning there was truly cute guy at the coffee station.. I mean hot... nice!! So he saw me and was staring... and I flashed him this really huge smile!! and he responded nicely and I really enjoyed that... also I just discovered that I made some money on my site... also a song I was looking for came to me... also I just made some more money on the money site... Kshs 6.60.. I am have just discovered that I have a problem, and a solution! Time now for home!!