Ten Thousand Buttons

... I am just having fun.. I have done all my 4700mg of potassium in one lovely beautiful meal, I love that during the day my boss was thinking that I wasn't working well and as a result, things were not working well... and guess what something that he decided to take over worked out before he did. I have become increasingly aware that  my boss may not be my biggest fan and I have been feeling a lot afraid.... this morning I did a semi clean up and now I am feeling.. they can forget about the job.. I am okay to leave!!! I am really okay to leave.. I am fine... all really is well.... I am not afraid anymore... also I have the most amazing pen ever!!  I am still small.. even after all this time, I still have a littler body.. Someone I was worried about might leave soon.. so maybe I can also leave.. and give up the post to someone who loves more than this.. more than me... My loan has been approved. It maybe useful to put it away till I am ready to start again...

extra jobo.. I love how people are requesting to join, I love that people are joining without my assistance, I love that I am getting jobs to.. I love that it is growing, some with assistance some with very little assistance... which is really cool also I fell further in love with Swift.. really trully also so some really good and that I can afford ISTs... (interesting... ) time to go home now...

... something.. for the first time  in a while, I didn't need to put a pin on my white blouse to close it.... last night also I wasn't able to sleep... something told me to just sleeep on the chair because it was my path of least resistance cause I really was resisting sleeping in my bed last night cause there was no telly there... then today I got a  mat in the morning that charged me 20/- then I got to work, got a lovely breakfast.. came to the office and managed to solve something that the boss wanted done x2 then an old lover made me feel good... ( I have been feeling that I currently have a rejection vibe)... then managed to go to CO-OP and I have now a solution to that nagging problem that I have been having... and I am realising that I have been living that life that I am living right now.. is that life I was wanting.. having resources to live exactly the life that I really wanted.. .and mostly not even knowing it.. I worked some hate stuff... also.. also there is this ...

... moving to my dream place... it all started a few weeks ago when I received a bill for water for 12000 KES!!!!  and I got further motisha from my motisha neighbour full of exergeration ( I now figure) I think that things are much better than  I am making them out to be..... but at the time I really believed... then, I started looking.. really looking and I found many interesting places.. mostly 2 bedroomed... and two very nice very fun, very interesting  agents... on the second day, one was taking me to a place that I had already been... and  then on my left was this vacancy sign.. and  I remember, that a current neighbour, a place that I have always wanted to live but always thought was way too expensive and had this same sign and I ignored it and missed by 2 hours this amazing dream place!!!  So when I saw this sign, I doubled back, a little later and asked.. " I am looking for a house"  they said, " how many bedrooms?"      I said,...

.... is starting well!!! This morning I was as sick as a dog... now I am more or less great... I had a delicious breakfast, I am anticipating things, I am actually managing.... also greatest thing, I thought I owed this organization 57 USD which I already paid by credit card, and which would put me over my usual limit and cost me an extra 500shillings. It turns out I only owed 24.24USD which I could easily afford without owing any over limit fee... all is well... finally... I am feeling good.. suddenly it is easy to post in the other page, and more and more people are joining... and  I also got another present!!!! also boss is gone, so I can go,  many many leads for house..life is good!!

.. interesting things... boss is away so I can slip out and do the things that I have to.. also I earned good money yesterday... really good money... also someone actually sent me a job, to me, particularly, only the second time ever... sort of... any hoo, for the second day in a row, I got a present!! my house hunt goes on

... you know why... because, my website is doing better than ever.. even when I am not monitoring it.. the monday meeting was soo short, I could finish the minutes before lunch!! I like that I am feeling this good, I have that I have a list of the things I have to do and they will be great! I am listening to Abraham, who somehow is just making my whole world better.. Also yesterday afternoon I spent sometime with these 2 kids, who are okay, as in I don't mind spending time with them.. also as always my twitter is still growing without my assistance!! woo hooo!!! also the meeting was soo short... I am going through the 22nd listening now... I received many breaks and free things of late (that cost money BTW) and I also have found a beautiful new calender for April... I love it, it has such beautiful colours. Also there is a series I thought would be a great idea to watch and ALL 8 episodes of the entire series are available on youtube, and currently I have unlimited internet.. at th...

... I have had my first 2000! My very first 2000!!! in one day... and now I am really beginning to believe!! my current monthly average is 933!!! ALSO!!!! he said  'hi' to me !! all by himself all on his on... he said 'hi' to me!! Woo hoo!!!  I got a job... a good one too... also there is a thing that I did, this afternoon, which was a good thing.. a very good thing... and people are still talking about it!!!  :-) today also, I can leave at 4.30pm

... on the good side of things, My jobs page campaign is doing amazingly better than I ever could have expected, I already have more than 500 members, ( likers) also the page views are beginning to grow on their  own which I am appreciating. Also on this day, I am  not feeling great..  I therefore grateful that the boss will not be in from around 4.30... which means that I can leave... I have also stopped the ad.. already at 584!!! I think it was because I was a little overwhelmed which is okay.. now that I have removed it I am feeling better. I did for the first time a process at lunch time and I felt better

... getting closer and closer to reaching 111,111 total pageviews of the life span of the new jobs blog, in like 213 more page views... like I can do in one hour. I was at the Aga Khan hospital, which is famous for the 8 hour waiting periods... well yesterday it took 3 hours and would have taken less, if I had not left the place to look for something to eat. Also something happened today.. I had a fun moment with a momenty person.. I understand now why I think  he is the most magnificent.. he has soo many things that I like in people, who I want to share the rest of my life with.. I liek this feeling of majic

... I have reached 23,000! which is perfect.. I should do my 1,000 for the day and reach my 24,000! and get to 800 monthly average, which will be perfect... I think! also my good old trouser is fitting better than ever! or at least better than it has in a really long while, meanwhile, I have many many jobs, and that thing that I am working on is working, as in I am able to sit down and concentrate and do it for really long periods,  which if it is supposed to be my livelihood then I should be able to give it many many hours... I managed to meditate, yesterday night and this morning.. mostly . also I am only 4hundred and something away from 24,000, and I have discovered some old time ogbono, and I have lost a little weight... and that to me feels really really good, also earlier I was feeling really. I discovered that if I continue in current trend then my credit card bill  will be totally finished by the end of this year!!

... for today... although I slept only 4 hours, I am feeling great! I already can start writing the minutes, all that I have to do has been done... for now... all that remains is not urgent... I have 1001 jobs... today... for the first time in a long while, I slept at lunch time... it was great!! I also discovered a place where I can get sandwiches, cheaper!! Which is really great! Also everyone I have chosen has been picked for jobs here, EVERY SINGLE person... :-)

... because I am managing to find jobs, that I can put inside my website, also that yesterday I got 5 new people, I am also enjoying this day...  I am also enjoying this day a lot!!!! saving myself from things walking, being a better me.. loving the things that are inside my life.. all in all, life is okay..

... On this day.. well, it is time to urgently clean up my whole life.. also I am about to earn a huge but load this weekend.. I don 't need to suffer in repairing of  my car, also funding of  the side biz, which is continuing to grow... I am learning more and more how this my business is soo very possible, how I can continue to do it. Also in news of miraculous better feelings.. my beloved was just staring at me and made my life feel soo much better. I remember  yesterday I was looking at my beloved and blissing out, then, today I caught him staring at me in the midst of a bad bad mood and suddenly my mood lifted. Then afternoon started well,  which completed with a really good sandwich... and a chance meeting with someone who could change my life... my calculations still make a whole lot of sense.. still... then I saw him later and we had a nice moment.. also there is someone in the office who has been behaving like the office policeman, checking that people finish...

... I am feeling like heaven! I woke up 1/4 awake, sooo sleepy... but I managed to get me out of bed, came to work, and was here by 8.00am.. then guess what, the normal meeting that is supposed to take place at 8.00am, which I was barely ready for... is taking place at 2.00pm... I have a chance to sleep in between!!!  then I opened my page book, clicked on something by mistake, then I hoped on  to my money page and I have more money..which is great! Then I got me some chocolate,  also thanks to Mr. Bossman I managed to correct a mistake I made some time back.. also today, after I had finished updating jobs onto facebook, I had more than 700 pageviews!!!  I have reached and surpassed 20,000!!! on my way to 700, I am making more money that I was at this time last month, I have more people in my page, and more and more are coming in, I also love that I have also reached 100,000 total ever pageviews, many many records getting broken... also I was doing this work, on satu...

I got chocolate pieces... for being me... also my electricity and water bills are really low this year... and  I am again at 19, 000 which is also really cool.

.... I have hit 19,0000!!!!! I cannot believe it.. I didn't think it was possible!!!! But it is happening here right now..

.... yesterday I made it to 18,000 pageviews!!! I am also feeling better about me, after listening to a rampage of appreciation a little earlier...

.... so far so good,  I managed to get to work before 8.00am... my head was very clear.. (which is becoming my norm) also I already have 2 empties...and as if to want to assist me with my diet, the universe brought no food to the coffee station... also more money in the place place kanyo kanyo, also of late I have been getting spiritual encouragements to not stop and to work even harder on this my dream... this is the first time EVER!!! so it is really cool.. also now I have 5 followers on Twitter... without any promotion whatsoever!!! woo hoo!! and me putting jobs in the evening works very well, cause that way the hits are spread nicely  so it  is  a method that works. and also many many jobs from newspapers and many other sources and I am glad it is rising, also something I learnt during the polling day.. saying "thank you" really helps.... it enabled me have a pain free .. also there is a report that things could be better than I think.. also I am using some metho...

.... 27 more hits, I can get me to 16,000 page views for the first time ever!! also my babe gave me smiles, whole smiles.. and I love looking at him... and he may have caught me a little.. also this morning I came to work I was feeling quite depressed, and I went through lunch, did some work... eat some food, and now I am getting fodder to dream... I love dream fodder,.. and someone who was being weird, said sorry and said to wait... I also discovered that I am covered... in case I wanted to take 2 months unpaid leave... or I could just visit the States:-) also can you believe Jimmy is gone!!!!!  I think forever.. and it was soo easy.. and today.. I may leave early!! Woo hoo!!!  And beloved is here for me to watch... or maybe not...