Ten Thousand Buttons

.. I discovered that I got more than 1,000 new followers in like 3 days, and for the first time got more than 370 page views on one post :-)... and yesterday evening I had one of the funnest  evening.. I left the office early cause as you may be aware I was half awake.. but I got the psych to walk so I did, and while walking I was doing this faking joy thing.. just walking and joying...  then just when I reached the stage, the perfect matt for me was there and the music was just loud enough and one of my favorite songs started playing and I was just having a wonderful time listening to the music and just having a wonderful time!!  The tout kept trying to get my attention and talk to me, in the end he even told me that he had fallen in love with me  and gave me back my fare. Then yesterday.. I found that song it is sung  by Bunny Wailer and it is great!

... I spent the whole night watching Olivia Pope and her gladiators and it was the most fun I have had for a really long time... and this day as I keep blacking out at work.. I have no regrets... just love... for the Fixer and her gladiators.. :-)  also in my efforts to stay awake today I am taking a really large amount of green tea  which is as it should be :-)  (:-) are my eyes closing in the middle of typing?! :-))

... has become my usual.. the morning was pretty amazing!! I got confirmation about a fear that I have been having.. a wink to show me that all will be well..AND... this thing that I am doing is working!! it is working!! it is working! Also my cube mate has left early which means that I can blast the vortex! Also I have just seen this photo of this guy who is a rugby player who for years his everyone told him that rugby would lead him to poverty and now he was at the state house and met the President!!! He kept his faith and now look at him.. I have just completed the most interesting live affirming time with pics and Abraham in background!! Very nice!

... I am discovering that the only thing that I require to do this thing that I want is get approval from someone who already loves me so.. woo hoo! It really feels very very exciting.. also I am thinking that all I need to do in this life is align with my decisions, that is all, also today all my clothes fit and they look good... also this morning I had a really fun conversation with a really fun guy and I discovered that I could have been the family of this amazing guy I know...:-(

.... I notice that he has amazingly beautiful eyes.. I cannot look at them for a long time.. but it is like sweet butter.. (No I don't know how that would work) also this morning  I dreamt that Tim Duncan was into me :-) then  this  morning I was not charged transport fare..I got to avoid something that I wanted to avoid.

... Managed to arrange myself and leave home relatively early. Attracted 2 lifts both of which I didn't take... also I am making much more money than I used to.. much more money than I used to.. this thing might be working...it is actually working!! Also this afternoon, I have realised that I can do anything I want to.... ANYTHING... I got the preaching to  X2 I love that I experienced wonderful positive, faith filled women!  I love that today I am reading a story about sexual liberation of an Aber, and it feels soo good. I am not being a wonderful worker and that feels fine.   I have been having a question regarding this thing that I am doing... and I have received an answer even giving me a little more time.

... This past week I was in a place with no TV and I managed to write and write.. and it was interesting to note that writing works, and intense writing works intensely... I watched miracles happening before my eyes and that was really very cool!!!   really very cool... Also lately I have been receiving many requests from people who want to join my jobs pages... on their own without my help at all. I have in the past 2 years gained a whole lot of weight... and I told myself in my era of much writing that I wanted a solution that didn't involve me changing my lifestyle in any way and guess what, I may have found something...  will see.. but looks promising...

... in a while, I have made more than 1000 page views.. it is like la population is taking the sight more seriously, I am getting recommendations,  and even without promotion I am getting more likes even without promotion... which is really cool.. I also like that I got my money..

... because of what my sister did... she really hurt my feelings and I have been reeling in bad feeling since. Then I conscience effort to feel better about the whole thing... and also that I really didn't want to go to shags with her, cause it is really something I don't feel like doing... and now my beloved boss has cancelled my one day leave... so now I have an out... and I am also seeing how lining up my vibration toward her is helping my life :-)

.... to Nairobi for her holiday. She will not be available to meet with me today and can only meet tomorrow. Guess what tomorrow the boss travels so I can leave early! and the erroneous email I sent, came back to me easily and quickly and without the important people seeing it!!  I have also managed to make a payment for the credit card that I didn't think I would manage, (which is really cool) I might get a change to leave early today. also today I really wanted to do the minutes early finish and send to group, but was to meet sis. Then she calls and says that she instead wants to meet this other guy, so my evening is free and I can go ahead and finish the minutes :-) also I may have 2 weeks or more to finish these minutes, there may be no meeting next Monday :-). Also I am still enjoying attention from that man I love/loved and I am enjoying it, and the thoughts about him I have in my head. Also O remember O well he travels far and wide to spend 6 seconds with me.. and ...

I have a new electricity number and the amount I owe is zero!!! :-).... I love that!! AND I have until infinitum to pay it!! Today I managed to walk and do my work... now I am off to drink water.. also I found the car I was looking for at a price I can afford... It is almost too good to be true... Last night as I slept I measured my waist line and discovered that I may have lost like an inch... in the week I have been walking. Also I like that these foods I should eat, there are many delicious things like raisins... which I adore.. also I realised that really I was not putting any dairy in my diet in the last few years... none at all for the most part... also I was just being generally unappreciative of work... and realised that (a) I did the same thing and this is how I ended up stressed and unhappy with Jimmy and also that leaving him didn't make me happier, I wasn't happy just because I took an action to leave him, it is only now that I am feeling better... and ...

... shopping for soaps at a supermarket, and I noticed that I was charged for 4 instead of 5 bar soaps..also this morning there was some confusion in the matt I was in due to fear from policemen and their "operations" I ended up not paying...  then I got a half lift which made sure that I was on time for the management meeting this morning, also I discovered this morning that I am ready to start doing the 3 processes... focus wheel, book of positive aspects and rampage of appreciation!! Also discovered money I had forgotten, Weight I had lost remains lost, I drank some green tea and suddenly felt much better... and awake.. I have  already started writing minutes for this morning...

.... pushing me for many things, and now I am deciding to clean up more and harry less...

... I have been reading things on this site from last year and it seems to me that there is some cleaning up to do...  also a little bit by mistake, I decided to wish someone a happy birthday and it went really well, we ended up chatting and declared mutual attraction for each other  which was nice... 

... I am just having fun.. I have done all my 4700mg of potassium in one lovely beautiful meal, I love that during the day my boss was thinking that I wasn't working well and as a result, things were not working well... and guess what something that he decided to take over worked out before he did. I have become increasingly aware that  my boss may not be my biggest fan and I have been feeling a lot afraid.... this morning I did a semi clean up and now I am feeling.. they can forget about the job.. I am okay to leave!!! I am really okay to leave.. I am fine... all really is well.... I am not afraid anymore... also I have the most amazing pen ever!!  I am still small.. even after all this time, I still have a littler body.. Someone I was worried about might leave soon.. so maybe I can also leave.. and give up the post to someone who loves more than this.. more than me... My loan has been approved. It maybe useful to put it away till I am ready to start again...

extra jobo.. I love how people are requesting to join, I love that people are joining without my assistance, I love that I am getting jobs to.. I love that it is growing, some with assistance some with very little assistance... which is really cool also I fell further in love with Swift.. really trully also so some really good and that I can afford ISTs... (interesting... ) time to go home now...

... something.. for the first time  in a while, I didn't need to put a pin on my white blouse to close it.... last night also I wasn't able to sleep... something told me to just sleeep on the chair because it was my path of least resistance cause I really was resisting sleeping in my bed last night cause there was no telly there... then today I got a  mat in the morning that charged me 20/- then I got to work, got a lovely breakfast.. came to the office and managed to solve something that the boss wanted done x2 then an old lover made me feel good... ( I have been feeling that I currently have a rejection vibe)... then managed to go to CO-OP and I have now a solution to that nagging problem that I have been having... and I am realising that I have been living that life that I am living right now.. is that life I was wanting.. having resources to live exactly the life that I really wanted.. .and mostly not even knowing it.. I worked some hate stuff... also.. also there is this ...

... moving to my dream place... it all started a few weeks ago when I received a bill for water for 12000 KES!!!!  and I got further motisha from my motisha neighbour full of exergeration ( I now figure) I think that things are much better than  I am making them out to be..... but at the time I really believed... then, I started looking.. really looking and I found many interesting places.. mostly 2 bedroomed... and two very nice very fun, very interesting  agents... on the second day, one was taking me to a place that I had already been... and  then on my left was this vacancy sign.. and  I remember, that a current neighbour, a place that I have always wanted to live but always thought was way too expensive and had this same sign and I ignored it and missed by 2 hours this amazing dream place!!!  So when I saw this sign, I doubled back, a little later and asked.. " I am looking for a house"  they said, " how many bedrooms?"      I said,...

.... is starting well!!! This morning I was as sick as a dog... now I am more or less great... I had a delicious breakfast, I am anticipating things, I am actually managing.... also greatest thing, I thought I owed this organization 57 USD which I already paid by credit card, and which would put me over my usual limit and cost me an extra 500shillings. It turns out I only owed 24.24USD which I could easily afford without owing any over limit fee... all is well... finally... I am feeling good.. suddenly it is easy to post in the other page, and more and more people are joining... and  I also got another present!!!! also boss is gone, so I can go,  many many leads for house..life is good!!

.. interesting things... boss is away so I can slip out and do the things that I have to.. also I earned good money yesterday... really good money... also someone actually sent me a job, to me, particularly, only the second time ever... sort of... any hoo, for the second day in a row, I got a present!! my house hunt goes on