Ten Thousand Buttons

... credit card would be really bad, because I hadn't paid it in a while and they had even suspended it, I thought the charges would be astronomical, but actually not really, they are actually quite fair, the lowest of this year I think :-). I have had some sugar and now I am feeling better. Also, I have just discovered that a port I have for another phone can work with most precious  Samsung (:-) ) for a kind second, my newly boss made me feel good, which is really cool

... I dedicated a whole lot of time focusing on really beautiful men and trying to enjoy that as much as I could, the el new boss man got this visitor, who was super dupa friendly and soooo pretty... gorgeous eyes, oh heavenly Father.. thank you!

.... well for one thing I slept till I woke up.. for real, even after I woke up and I had a drink and food, I still wasn't sleepy, then I sort of finished the minutes and sent them out... should do those faster... it is more fun that way.. and the Engineer called, and I had the pleasure of blowing him off.  that was kind of cool.. I even remembered to say happy birthday to Olga.. that was cool....

... why am I feeling good right now, I am feeling good because, I had such an amazing convo during lunch.. I love that the meal was quite alright; the meal was quite alright; I like that I saw two little purple butterflies,  that were dancing around each other, then I asked them to stop dancing so that I could see them properly and they did and that was really cool. I also like that I heard this bird singing loudly and when I saw it, it made as if to go away, then I asked it to just stay put, and it did; which was equally cool I like that there is nothing for me todo here, right now. I like that there is nothing for me to do here right now. I like that internet is here, I like that I have a  little time and I can call mom, I like that this dress is great, I like that I have a nice jacket and some very nice flat shoes that I can walk in comfort, and now I also get to say goodnight!!!

..... I was feeling awful, really awful, I was feverish, really really sick.. really sick, and I thought the best thing for me to do was to go home and sleep, and something kept telling me (almost audible) to wait, I even stood up to talk to my boss about going home.. but still got "wait" and now it is like 1.5 hours later I am fine, totally fine! I started feeling fine some time back.. .. interesting.. I am sort of getting the same message about this life plus..

... yesterday I received a cheque for overtime, then I received that the medical claim I had put in has gone through, and then I have received some money from the jobs page, then I am expecting some money that I had loaned to somebody any time now,  also my ATM card for an account I usually don't have access to has come!!! and I didn't have to pay for it.. .I also like that I am getting excited and seriously in the vortex about  this thing, and I like this time that it is here, I also like how lovely that man in that office is, I also like that the love of my life is here and the Enock is good looking, I also like that he is pretty and that I created him I like very much that I created him.

....   "Spawn"  and it has been great fun.. I am also continuing to ship Arwen.. which is always fun, also something I liked very much, I earned some money from my site and there has been a really good rally for hits at the site and it seems there is always someone at the site, which is really really cool!!

... I am really enjoying Arwen... they can be very intense and I like to watch them. Also I was thinking jana about the way Jacktone is such as "steady Eddie" and how it doesn't matter what I am doing with my vibration, he will also show his approval, he always makes me feel good. And as for eye games... I love how it is screwing with my head... and now it is about time I to go home!

.... I am sitting opposite Jacktone so I can stare at him when I want which is really  fun for me, as long as I don't have attachments; then it is really fun, I also made more than one Euro in the past month, and it looks like if I can make just 2.2 euros then I am set.. (to be paid!!) than I have had someone new want to be attached to me on Google+ and my twitter page has 19 followers and jobs group, 914 and I discovered something sort of fun, most people who visit my page are from the internet. Also, I was recently informed that there is nothing I can fail in!!

... I did all those things I was supposed to, took my car for valuation, went and got my hair done so it is looking particularly pretty, love the thing they did with my nails, the outfit I was wearing actually looked cute! I met the girls for lunch and it was really nice, really really nice, I went out, and danced, exchanged numbers with a guy, got a crush on a really good looking guy,  was treated nicely in a heng for the first time in a heng, as in I was taken care of, it was me that the focus was on, I was the one that my cousin, who I was with, just took care of me totally, she was worried whether I was having  a good time, she scarified her own sleepiness and bought many drinks and food and all... beautiful!  Even the next day was alright, really alright! It was a good weekend!

... I have today discovered the power of moaning... on this day I have moaned with the goal of letting go completely a relationship that I have been holding dear to me. This man doesn't love me and it is time for me to let him go and with love and with peace and with everything that he wants... That said, yesterday... Mr. Sexy Pants came over. Before that he had called but I did not pick his call. I felt this call to clean up.. fakely.. my house, because that is all I had time for.... the call was quite strong, and I did all the things that I felt "called to do"  and it worked out really amazing! the house looked nice and clean!: -) we talked and it was easy, we even talked about something we had in common and that made me like him even more... and we did ma lovings... AND you know what? his tongue, feels good, his hands on my naked skin feels good, I am really into him... even more than Jacktone!! I am enjoying all of these.

I have made one euro I have made one euro, on purpose!!! with actual trying. Also someone new asked to join my blogs updates from Google!!! Also last night, I made a point to really reve up my vibration as concerns men in general and Jacktone in particular. A few minutes later the Engineer called and this morning I had the pleasure of looking into the eyes of Jacktone... it was soo much fun. Also for the first time in such a long time I have finish the minutes now, before to go home!!! Woo hoo, Sunday is mine!

.. I have these musics from outside Kenya that I blast from my car and always hope that peoples from those countries will notice it when I do and  and I have been wanting this for a while, then yesterday, I thought about it, then I let it go, I had a choice between 2 supermarkets and I chose one that I felt was less high-maintenance, and guess what Tere Mast Mast do nain was playing, I got excited and started to sing along, then one supervisor also started singing along.. it was fun... also a few days ago, I was blasting rock and a nice jungu peered into my car to see who was driving.. that was equally fun!!

 .... I probably will not go out with him but I found the manifestation fun. A few weeks ago I was watching this programme on telly that was quite romantic and fell a little in love with the characters. I got obsessed and started a tumblr page on them and I spent a lot of time on the net to look for other such couples and would just bliss out looking at my tumblr page which I did quite often. I did it to feel good not to meet someone, ... I don't feel really ready.... Then yesterday evening at home, I had forgotten something in my car, went out to get it and this hunky neighbour starts to chat me up. We had said 'hi' to each other a few times before but yesterday we talked quite a bit and he even ended up coming to my place and we talking for about an hour. It was really cool. After he left I just kept jumping up and down saying, "this works this works!!" Something else I found a whole lot of fun was that he is about 8 years younger than me and really believed tha...

... I am enjoying.. WESTLIFE... and they are keeping me in the vortex... I am soo happy that I encountered them today.. I have been wondering what to do to be in the vortex lately my tumblr is no longer helping ... oooh I got the 1st part of flashforward... :-) I love how selectively I watch programmes these days..  Something  I have been having  a little trouble being in the vortex today.. well of late.. and even my tumblr was not working, then at lunch I decided to have 2 song on a loop that were making me feel good  this Westlife, My love and Queen of my hear t and guess what.. during the ensuing programme meeting I was feeling soo good I fell in love and I  liked very much that he was starring at me the whole time 

... Yesterday something interesting happened to me.. I discovered that Jimmy may actually be in the country, without me asking, my cleaning lady told me that she has been seeing him around lately.. why is this interesting, because well I now am feeling a little better about my possibilities of getting back my money especially after this morning  then this guy with whom I have never been able to work on a workable

.. that I work with who is someone that I love very much. Last week he had mentioned possibility to me moving to work on a different section of the office which would give me possibility to move and get promotions and stuff like that and today he proposed me to take part in 2 different such activities and at the same time opportunities for travel which are both things that I have been wanting..

Guess what!!! I had a good time

... I  think I am getting my mojo back... this morning I didn't pay fare, then I was feeling quite hangovered, which is really odd cause I had such little alcohol! then as I dragged my body to this location my only wish was to have a little lemon tea but the Monday morning meeting was due... my desire was quite strong... then I get to the office and start printing minutes.. then I ask the receptionist who sits right where the meeting takes place, if it has started, she says 'no, there is no one here', then shortly I hear the voice of the lady who is supposed to be heading the meeting...  happy day!! then shortly someone calls me to let me know that the meeting will take place tomorrow and will start at 8.30am woo hoo...

... I am feeling happy... it could be chocolate... but I am at this time I am feeling really really happy. i am enjoying what I am watching, I am posting jobs, and I am enjoying it. I am loving this day.. I am loving this day..