Ten Thousand Buttons

... I have just discovered that I made some money last week, 0.09 euros, and it is the first time I have money in a while, so I am quite happy with it.  Quite happy with it. It feels as though the processes the things I have been working on like they have progress that I am making it. Also I am feeling calm about money, I like that, really very much. Really very much. There is something developing. I don't know if it is something that I don't care about or if it is  a good thing, everyone, including people I do not like very much are not going to be in next week. Which is really cool. Also I have spent all of today just cleaning up on this beloved vibration, and it is getting better. Just better. Just received greetings from someone. I received greetings from a long lost...

... I have been really broke, really really broke!!! I spent my last 500 yesterday. I had very little confidence about the ability of IB to get me money and I have been trying to sell some things... without much success.... and guess what today I was going through a group I just joined I discovered that I have something I someone is willing to buy something that I have!!! I can now buy that wine  I wanted and maybe put a little fuel in the car :-).... I should not give up and keep writing

.... I have been today mostly finding ways to have a good time. I only did things that I wanted to. I even had the whole day to clean up on vibrations, I surfed only where I wanted to, I like that I managed to just do love work. I like that I had good internet, and I like that it has been Abraham  all day all day all day!! I like where I am. Also the meeting that I am manning has ended early Woo hooo!!!! things are finally going my way!!!! woo hoo

... this  morning I am feeling really good. Maybe it is because yesterday before going to sleep I did processes, I wrote and wrote and wrote and this morning even inside my hangover I was feeling pretty amazing... I even remembered to carry a flashdisk that I have been meaning to for a while... so that I could get some music in.... my car....also for the first time I am really feeling like I can make it... what ever it is... also love this love for all of these dreams that I have. I love the very high level of interest in this I wonder that even with this high l should stay... but even in leaving,  I wouldn't leave today now would I :-) ..... also I like very much that I am this interested in these things that I am interested in.

..... I have managed to clear for the most part my commitments, ALL of them. Also I discovered that I made 3 euros in the last month, and I have been working at half mast. So that is really cool. Also, It was a little miraculous how I managed all the things that I was supposed to be taking care of.... it was cool, I even went to Carol's and it was really cool, that is not what embarrassed me. Also the long awaited loan is now here with me, not yet in my account but it is somewhere in the air, which really is cool

... MB12 is back so there is some happy staring in my future.... also the thing that is exciting is that I am back to earning money on my money blogg, and I am hardly working on it which is interesting.. you see work is a little boring and a little stressful and I am thinking that if I keep earning and having fun on my jobs blog then I may never go back!!!!  It is interesting and interesting!!! also I have 2 requests to join my jobs blog... in 2 days, there is reference about the jobs that I post.... I really should carry these flowers everywhere I go...

There is this huge meeting happening in the compound where I work, as a result there is hardly any parking space, especially the really fun places that we like to park in... now yesterday morning, I noted all of this while I was coming in and took a chance turn at a parking and got someone leaving the sweet parking area. :-) also there is this peace of mind money that I have had to pay... 2 weeks ago I was informed that it was 260, then last week that it was 321 (which increased stress) then finally today I have been informed by the main source that it is actually 260... like I was told before... which means that I have extra spending money for this month... :-) he he he... I am back to earning money on my other job... :-) Also I have been informed about how I will survive in these next many months.  I think that I will work very hard in that regards.. very hard, and  even invest.  :-)

... 33 things to celebrate :-) .. also reading things of the past, that used to make me happy... and good news!!! it is making me happy again :-). Also I am remembering that I do have money. I actually have money, it is not a lot, but it is mine and I have it, and that is so very cool. Also I slept well. Really well. I slept well and I am grateful for that. Also I am learning that the into part is not about a response, it is really about being able to feel. Being able to feel. Just feel. Also recently I had a throwing out of the vortex time, and I did the work, did not think it would work, and it did, and I am really excited about all of this. Really very excited. I am actually happy right now. I am actually happy and pretty excited right now! Also I am applying for a loan, which will assist me to pay off a loan I have to pay off soon. I have been telling myself that I have money, and I do, in some ways, and I  was today assisted to claim for some med money quickly, I might g...

... .he smiled at me today.. and that was the highlight of my day.. he is the first person that I saw today.. and I just knew that life would be better today.. then he smiled at me.. and that was nice, did I tell you he ran to be with me.. that is it, it now time to say goodnight!!

... I had a knee bringing tiff, but luckily I was not assigned work so I got 2 hours to work on it, which was totally cool.  I think I will disappear, go back to my room and just sleep. Have a Saturday, cause tomorrow will be doubtful.... I did I disappeared into my room and had an amazing time watching, " Believe " and I am feeling quite good... It is amazing, I did what I was told, I was feeling crappy, I took a nap and now I am feeling epicly good!!!! Also, my important lesson of the day, cleaning up vibration, is not just sitting with a paper and writing, (though it is a wonderful method and has amazing results) but there are many things to do, I can walk, I can get near water, I can watch a nice series,  I can drink more water, I can even eat food. There are many ways to get a better vibration. There many, many ways to improve a vibration. I also am, experiencing my expectations, I am also experiencing my expectations.... Also, I got another wink from the universe....

.... remembering My Beloved One and how he sort of forced me to find a way to love myself, and be someone who can accept love, and now look at me, I like me and I am on my way to adoration.

... this day is alright... I am feeling really okay about things, I used Sedona Method to clean up ( a little ....  very little) and I am feeling a little better... also I am protesting and as a result other people are doing my work, also someone is delaying me, so there are things that I cannot do... any more... so I will do the things that I can, also  a few days ago, I saw those beloved pens, you know the 12s the ones that I adore while I was buying the 6s... then I felt woiye, cause I really really wanted the 12s, and I had thought they were gone forever, but then there they were, looking pretty and pretty... and everything...  (that made me soooo happy!!!!), and yesterday I had money and I thought I could buy 4, then when they told me the total price, I realised I could buy one more, and I did, and that also made me feel really really good, and later that evening I gifted me, one whole 12 box, for me to use, just so that I am happier... also I had a super dupa fun co...

.... I spent a whole lot of time writing and cleaning and writing and cleaning about My Beloved One . I think that I jumped the gun and moved into action before I got the call and of course had a weird experience...  :-) but today I cleaned up and before I thought that

... with this cold, nice things have happened here to me, well for one thing I have successfully managed to fight off an annoying bitch,  which I think is really cool. I like that  on this day I got attention from two separate dudes I could totally go for, which was really cool, also I got 2 new followers today, also I saw MB1... it is also weird how normal that is, it was. Also something, I noted this old beloved who noticed me and noticed noticing. He was the easy one.. the very easy one,. the pretty and easy one. Also remembering that these people honestly, MB1, the easy beloved ones, they are all mile markers, I am really on my way, just here where I am. I am on my way to my one. I almost cannot believe it! It is really cool

... I am realising that I am feeling better about me, ( not to mention I have lost a whole lot of weight :-) ) also there was something that has been disturbing me... we normally have tea on Friday's and I am usually the person who collects the money and is sort of responsible for it disbursement.... i.e buying stuff for the tea and what not... For this Friday, I had  a very small percentage of what I needed  to purchase the snacks and what other nots we needed for the tea. I was totally ready to use my own money then get a refund later... but all the time all the while, my IB kept saying all is well, you will not get other donations, but at the same time you will not need it... then, there is a lady I work on this with, I saw her and she reminded me that there was a proposal to forgo the tea and pray for a  colleague who is unwell in hospital, so I decided to go round the office getting opinions... and it worked out, it was agreed that the office forgo the tea.... so I ...

.... there is this group that I started in 2008 on the Science of Getting Rich... ( you know the book) and really in the group there is thing, I don't even think I have written a word in it... -( and in the last few months, there has been people wanting to join, even 2  today!!!!  What the hell am I supposed to do now... I am terrified to accept them and then what?!!!! :-) Also this morning I did the process on MB1 and just now I am reading a process (which my IB is not against, interestingly enough) on how to move forward. Also was just watching this beautiful boy talking beautiful words, which was quite cool, really very cool, I came in really late to the office today (was early to work compound though :-) ) and now as all the bosses are gone, I can also leave!!! Woo hooo!!! All of this really will be quite well. Also some time back, I saw on FB a dude in Kenya who believe in Neville Doddard, and as it is sort of close with LoA I really felt this strong pull to ask him...

came to say "hi' which was really cool.  I am extremely uncool!!! very very uncool! Yesterday, and today I have been thinking that I may require     some alone time to really get into my processes.... but I was thinking that all of this having lunch with other people is getting to me... then today I got really really hungry early and already had lunch,  which means that during lunch hour, I can do other things... which is seriously cool. I am also remembering how MB1 came to me... I was basically living happily ever after... and then he dropped of the sky, into my heart!!! I love that... I also love how he is into me! I love how much he likes me. I like that he is totally into me!! Totally and that is soooo coool!!!  so very cool!  I like that whenever he can, he reminds me about how he is into me, no matter how awkward and weird I am. I also like the manifestations that I am reading... the one about new love, and actual self acceptance... and all the l...

... I have a new follower, :-) and finally... finally I know that everything will be alright... which is really cool, I like that finally things seems to be getting better.. I like that yesterday I connected with someone who looks like a like mind. I like that I can burn all my extra days, and that it is alright.. I like that 10,000 years ago, I had a think with OOC and how I worked on that, and how hard and weird and difficult and awkward and I worked on it and one day we were together and I had the most glorious 2 months of happy, easy, perfect togetherness, I also like how it felt when it felt like when I remembered how easy it was, how perfect it was, how much fun it used to be, how perfect we were.... ALSO... you know what else... I think he checked me out... I think that My Beloved One just checked out my Linkedin .... :-) Life could be improving... which is really cool, I am listening to really loud and beautiful music, which is taking me really far from this place that I am in....

.... my beloved one for a while. I have been thinking that I really miss him, then yesterday I really felt that I should let him go, you know, .. inside my head.. then I did, then today, I have seen him twice... and that is really really cool.... also between yesterday and today, things that I wish for are coming to me... also for the 2nd say I haven't paid for things, and that my dear is kind of cool! :-)  kind of really cool...!!!!

.... :-).... guess what happened today... this whole week I have been getting message that MB1 is still mine and that I should make studies to make this happen... anyhoo, today he had to pass in front of my desk to go somewhere... first time I looked at him he didn't back, then 2nd time he looked at me and I didn't third time, he was approaching from behind and  he made a point to turn his head to look at me, and it was quite relaxed and we exchanged a look for a millisecond... :-)