Ten Thousand Buttons

This night I spent with George bottles. I remember thinking I have a thing for you,  how is it possible that you don't have a thing for me. ... and this night I was with him! !! He is amazing!  Really and truly.  He meditates, he knows about the subconscious, he knows that happiness brings money! I think I am very into him. 

I was afraid very afraid of money issues.  But it all worked out.  I got the two monies promised by IB...... I am grateful.  Very grateful.  I can even afford to go to hospital now. ...

God helped me to get 180  KES and then 10 KES.  Biggest miracle of the day!  Esp the 10 KES.  That was big. I picked it up from the ground!  It was huge

This day I went to town  to start works on selling my shares. It went interesting. .. I went to a cyber. . Did the Medical thing... then waa so weak and tired got this heavy desire to eat chips and a soda.  Felt so much better.  So much so that I can go on with work.... I went to the bank. .. got frustrated. . Went to the loan office. . Got the cheque. .. it was the first big money I have had in a while.  It was less than I expected but it was still good.  Later got enough dough for entertainment. .. could not believe it! !!!   then this evening I got a call from my sister. .. the message on free money from the Sacco had come! !!!!  I cannot believe it!  I am finally in the money!  Also I had a thing to get in touch with a person who had requested for my help. She turned out to be such a bitch... unbelievably so.  Almost could not believe it.   So there I have my answer.  And I am taping love.

I have lost weight!!!!! I wore a trouser that I haven't in 2 years.  I have. My Jean. ... my Jean. ... it fit really fit!!!!!

On this day. ..... I thanked God all day and I got 2 more days. ... 2 days! !!!!! Happy Me!!!!

Last week I asked my IB for money.  Just money.  I had before asked for a job that could get me money. IB came through. .I got this big 10000 shillings order.  It was really cool!  So now last week I asked for just money.  And then I got the idea to get a loan on my insurance.  I called the company and the amount approved is so much more than I expected.  And there are 2 more sources. . And just now I have discovered a new source which I don't even have to pay! !!!!!! Woo hooo !!!!! I had asked for money more or less thinking that it was possible.  And now it is here. And by sitting here, listening to good music and at the end of it I will have booze money.  And maybe even dinner.  It is over!  So early! !!!

Received a new order!  I'm sooo excited! !!!! Also. ... I had a really fun moment with a really fun guy! Which was so great and loads of great fun.

.. I decided that I would use the money I made to try to live happily ever after:-D. .. I was going to pay all my bills then use the rest of the money to live. I spent most of the afternoon waiting for a service.  So I spent the time writing and thanking God for all things. ..  By the time it was my turn they told me they couldn't help me anyway.  I called my insurance lady and she told me that I may not need the document anyway and that by balance was way less than I had thought!   This of course meant that I have way more than I expected. .. so now I really can live happily ever after :-D.  Also it is the first time in a while that I have extra money. .. I am so happy!

.... I have just read a post from Radiant Rebecca and I am now radiating!!!  I am feeling really really good and I am really really appreciating that!! I like that too!!! Also yesterday as I have been of late woke up at 1 in the morning and didn't sleep till 5 in the morning... today though I did some crotchet, which is cool... also... now that I have a little money, I think that I will have the laptop upgraded so that I can go back to being able to do things in it... Also regarding money.... a) on the floor this morning, I found like 300KES!! :-) b) I received payment for  throw covers that I am making!! I am feeling also, better about my beliefs in Abraham.. and I am deciding to do the thing I quite to do... find ways to feel good!! :-) and focus on only that... only that, and only do things that I feel super good about... I alike that I am in the office and also... another money saving tip... I got bought for lunch... it was quite nice... ended up being really nice.......

.... I was disappointed that I had to have lunch with someone I am not sure I like... and I remembered that I have been here before.. saying that being in a place would make me happy... and I made peace and had an amazing time.. anyway!!! Also... I am happy today, I am here really... I don't even hate the be-hated people... it is really cool... really cool... I am happy I am here... really happy... also it is almost time to go home!! Woo hoo!!

.... that I didn't have to attend anymore... but my IB kept saying to attend so I did, 45 minutes late... then I got why at the end... there was tea and a snack!!!  basically, breakfast and lunch . :-)... also I was to do some a little boring.. a little could not remember how to... then when I tried to, I discovered that someone else was in the middle of doing it!!! :-) ... then today also the person I thought would take over from me is not that lady I dislike.. so I don't have to deal with her after all!!! Yay!!!! life is a little good... a little good. Also, I have just seen someone who is selling for a whole lot of money the things that I want to make and  I am thinking " I CAN DO THAT!!!! " Also, I have been wanting to go entrepreneurship class, and I have been really aware that I don't have the money.... but there is a free online one!!! woo hoo!!!!  Life feels good... really good... Also there is something that I was really dreading, having to deal with a re...

..... I am fucking angry and I like it... I love it.. I am finally able to breath!!  Also something interesting happened 2 days ago, I discovered  that my gas was over... yesterday I got the idea to check my reserve gas bottle.. and it had gas!!! I felt as though it was the first time that one of these things happened and I didn't have nothing to fall back on... ALSO.. this morning I got a message from my credit card office that they had received payment into my card.. he he he, while I am aware that this is how all these things started, but my life is already  getting better.. it already starting to shape up to take place...

.... I think that people are getting suggestions from facebook to join my group!!!  Happy day!! and dance! Also I am feeling better... much better, really much better....  terrified to face the fear.. so I am not... but a little excited too, which is really cool!! Last week I was in a really weird place, really weird....  Sedona Method was sent to me, and with it came amazing peace.. really amazing peace and by Friday I was already manifesting... I offered to buy drinks for someone without drinks... someone "did me wrong" and ended up having to pay... :-)... On Sunday, my sis gave me all this stuff... perfume, a really cute top... a juicer that has a blender and meat and bean grinder!!! and I no longer have to pay for it!!!!!!! I could not believe it... Perfect....   Also on my birthday.. the 12th I got that buttery yellow and green bamboo that I have been finning...  Also yesterday I did as I was asked, and it went okay.. really okay.. all is well... re...

... I have been wondering where to get money... I found a way... wink wink, nudge nudge... I am not a good person :-)...

... I got a small revenge.. which is mine, only mine, there is this hotel I wanted this meeting to be in.. then someone after asking me which hotel I wanted, gave me the one I didn't want.. I just relaxed and let it go.. then I got this message this morning that the owners of the meeting have decided to reject the venue and that they would on their own go another way... it was really cool, it is not the exact one I wanted.. but it is a much nicer one... I am happy with that.. Also today I got many releases.. many many releases that I am happily downloading for my support... I have sooo many things to release clean up on in general, that I really believe that I really really really need this.. so hence I am really really grateful!!

... excellent morning! I woke up okay even though I slept at 2 in the morning, there was tremendous amount of jam... well.. all of this really started yesterday evening... I managed to get fun booze which was cool, then I walked to a matt and got home.... there were things like realising that all of this cabosh is a result of my vibration, not self created... I was supposed to clean up but didn't instead watched a series, the second one turned out really really great! So great I ended up sleeping at 2.00 in the morning!!!!  I am very hardly awake! Very hardly! This morning I woke up, hangovered, not awake! got some gum and started feeling really good. As in really really good, even without coffee..I drove because walking didn't seem like an option. I listened t the music and managed to get me into a happy frenzy.. the jam was so unusual and so much.. so very much... but still was only 30 minutes late, and just as I walked in, a don saw me and made sure that he said " hal...

.... exceedingly well in the growth of my jobs page... really well, much better, very very much better than before... I can you know do better.... I probably can do even better than this... :-) ( I am so different than before ) ..life is soo good right now.... I have gotten even more jobs even many more jobs... yay!!!!! Also  I am learning soo many things. So many things. So many things, I am learning so much in so many ways that  can assist me in making lots and lots and lots of money...  Also I made some money during my lunch time meditation :-)

... .I made some money.. I am happy that I made that money. Also, a cousin of mine recently got a scholarship, and I am cool with that... I think.. I hope... also I am again feeling a call to go back to the basics, basics which is just find a way to feel good... just find a way to feel good, I am listening to the Sedona Method again and I have been for a few hours and it feels right now, really really good! I am sooo happy that  I am listening again. I am also feeling excited again about leaving and that is really cool.. I am feeling really happy again. Really happy again.. I was getting a little down on me because of my dream, and it was looking like I was going to stay at home doing nothing, but now I know there are thousands of things I can do... thousands.... Oh yeah, and people are fast leaving the organisation... 2 so far... maybe they are seeking joy, maybe just better prospects... Also I can go for lunch, and sleep... ALSO I have just downloaded a  free hand mi...

.... really hard for me, really hard for me, really hard and I wasn't really sure what to do, I meditated at lunch, the really long one, and I felt better... then I did the long  Abe process for going down the EGS, then I said in the end I said, I will find an answer, even if it is not this, I will find an answer... and now I middle of listening to Hale Dworskin, and  I am feeling really peaceful, not at all aggressive or angry or anything, and I really like this.  I like how peaceful, so peaceful his  and there is nothing in my insides, there is nothing in my insides, everything is clean and clear... I don't need to do anything...  there is nothing to do.. which is really cool. Also today there was really little to do, and I have managed to clean up this vibration, this vibration that was soo problematic... I am clean and peaceful... really peaceful.. Remembering that Sedona Method also helped me in 2007... with life... really did... and now seeing him... h...