On this cold day....

..... I am actually feeling better about being me... also I was right about  yesterday's rally, 226 page views, highest ever on  a single day, and at this second total page views for the sight is 12244! nice, huh! Also yesterday a friend called and I might see her next weekend... only homework... cleaning on my vibration... A friend has just given me a cake for breakfast.... I think that it will be my picture for today, also something that helped my mood much is reading Belana's posting on money... I like how many friends are online today, I like that for the most part the thing that I am enjoying the most is the smell of this cake, not even eating it, just smelling it.. .. and an issue I was following up on doesn't require anymore work... and something weird and interesting... I am more positive when indulging in 'bad' behaviour... drinking alcohol, coffee... I am getting friends on a page that I didn't expect to get friends... it is really cool... sort of like Joni Beta! Nice... Also I received my weekly list of very many jobs to add to my page which is really good for me. Also I have just made my 1,111th post at my jobs page.. I was having some trouble with something then I realised that this place is where I want to be, and that new house, it is everything that I wanted,  AND Also, I am doing better than I think I am..  I have thought about it, and  I think I will take the house, in the remote area... Also really weird things in my other life are working out... you my business life.. I was meditating... all discouraged and an idea on how to promote my jobs page came to me, it is easy and simple and I can probably afford it and I can only be putting ones that are many,  and I can change from day to day....   I really believe that I can do this all day... when I get discouraged I relax and do a process and continue... okay... maybe I will get to spend time with a friend, not the way I was hoping to but.. all this is well.. Also I might be responsible for my "rally"  he he