.... like a week ago I was in complete crisis, Cyrille was on his way back and I was supposed to live with him and for the life of me I could not stand him!! I tried all the things I knew, but nothing changed I had an ache in my heart, and finally I sort of gave up and the answer sort of came, (a) meditate much more (b) say "thank you" about the specific things you have issues with, and I did as much as I could, and we were not really in contact, then on Thursday night, he called to say he was at the airport, for leg one, which meant it was just a matter of time before he came back, and I panicked, but I kept trying, and now though it has been not without contrast, it is working well, really well, I am even beginning to work on the other things about the relationship that were issues, you know.. him.. my family and him... and I think it might be working.... :-) also I was at hospital yesterday and my blood pressure is down to normal levels many points without the significant life changes I was supposed to go through, also I have lost 1.5kg!! with much less work.. I like that less work also that very hot guy paid special attention to me and that was really much fun..:-) .. looking forward to a fun evening... mostly... later y'all
.... I am sitting opposite Jacktone so I can stare at him when I want which is really fun for me, as long as I don't have attachments; then it is really fun, I also made more than one Euro in the past month, and it looks like if I can make just 2.2 euros then I am set.. (to be paid!!) than I have had someone new want to be attached to me on Google+ and my twitter page has 19 followers and jobs group, 914 and I discovered something sort of fun, most people who visit my page are from the internet. Also, I was recently informed that there is nothing I can fail in!!
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