.... like a week ago I was in complete crisis, Cyrille was on his way back and I was supposed to live with him and for the life of me I could not stand him!! I tried all the things I knew, but nothing changed I had an ache in my heart, and finally I sort of gave up and the answer sort of came, (a) meditate much more (b) say "thank you" about the specific things you have issues with, and I did as much as I could, and we were not really in contact, then on Thursday night, he called to say he was at the airport, for leg one, which meant it was just a matter of time before he came back, and I panicked, but I kept trying, and now though it has been not without contrast, it is working well, really well, I am even beginning to work on the other things about the relationship that were issues, you know.. him.. my family and him... and I think it might be working.... :-) also I was at hospital yesterday and my blood pressure is down to normal levels many points without the significant life changes I was supposed to go through, also I have lost 1.5kg!! with much less work.. I like that less work also that very hot guy paid special attention to me and that was really much fun..:-) .. looking forward to a fun evening... mostly... later y'all
.... this morning and can you believe I am feeling great, I have energy I am awake... but I have a feeling that that will change soon...so I got coffee.. to go with my egg, which I am sooo enjoying... Work has began!!! I am feeling happy that finally I have work, lots and lots.. which is good , also I am seeing a nice idea.. lost train of thought.. also there is this thing I have been having to do, and guess what.. it might no longer be necessary to do it, which is really great
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