Guess what...

It is coming true.. all this is coming true... the money is coming in, and has been for a while  only I have not been noticing. I thought it would come from Cyrile, but it has not been, it is all me.. and it is pouring... :-) also, the money for the fixed deposit is coming soon... ( there was a whole lot of push for the hurrying, and me me I was waiting and now it seems to have been the correct decision), also I have a new funky cup that holds more water, so more hot water for me...I also just found the email address I was looking for... and I have finally started working!!! :-) ... also yesterday, I decided to let go of that desire to be a serogate west African and just cook food that I know... and I did, and it was great!!! (at least I liked it!) also last night was a little fun, just the way I wanted it... also I got really angry at Cyrile today and although it wasn't spiking... you know... I didn't let him know.. even when I said bye, my voice was even was steady, also I am remembering how things were really really bad before he came and even 2 days to, things were still bad, but my Inner Being gave me a solution, which is still working, even up to today.. also I have noticed that many west Africa require a blender... and I have been wanting a pressure cooker because it makes work lighter... as in you can cook long boiling stuff for a shorter period... and today I go to the notice board and there they are, being offered at reasonable prices!!! woohoo.. now all I have to do is like them.. also did I tell you that my contract has been renewed... Woot! also the new jobs website, it looks soo pretty... but I know that the thing to do is to repair the old one, and I also know that a way exists!! Woot! also I am beginning to believe that I can do this... especially after the way this month has started so miraculously... also I am feeling right now very hungry... which is great cause I have a great meal waiting for me and also great tasting soda...all in my future... oh it looks soo good... the meal was great!! Also, I am very extremely sleepy... and my bosses are threatening to leave the office and attend meetings outside, as bosses were not here for a bit, I am listening to Abraham and it is not only joyful but also I am learning..