... woke up, put water, managed to halfway meditate... (also noticing the odd thing that when I sleep with TV, things go bad, when I sleep with meditation, things improve... ) relations were good, I woke up in the middle of the night and horrific thoughts on and read Prison to Praise and it really calmed me, even enough to go back to sleep and in the morning things were cool, hits are coming in WITHOUT my help in the jobs page, also I had a delicious 7-10 minutes with this guy from the office who is fast becoming my favorite workmates, it was soo easy and light and fun.. I think he actually likes me.. and on this day when I was looking good!! :-) and the thing that I thought was mandatory and was stresssing me turns out to be optional!!!!! woo hoo and 2 hours overtime!!!!
.... this morning and can you believe I am feeling great, I have energy I am awake... but I have a feeling that that will change soon...so I got coffee.. to go with my egg, which I am sooo enjoying... Work has began!!! I am feeling happy that finally I have work, lots and lots.. which is good , also I am seeing a nice idea.. lost train of thought.. also there is this thing I have been having to do, and guess what.. it might no longer be necessary to do it, which is really great
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