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Well... so far...

..... in the last 7 days... or soo... 

This morning.. I felt no bitterness or anger toward Angue.. I said the words, I forgive you.. and I felt much better about him, but when I considered going back with him, I just felt "No" but still peace .. I finally feel as though I finally have permission to leave and that feels soo good.. I think I stayed so long because I didn't feel worthy .... interesting... I also did some work at lunch time and I am feeling really amazing!!! which is really cool, I even have released some weird feelings toward a be-hated one... I also this morning, something fun happened to me, I was on my way to work and some guy stops next to me and asks me if we work in the same general area, I say "yes", and he offers me a lift, and I say "okay" and away we go.. he turns out  fun, and he tries to get my number... kind of insists, which  I like... but for some reason it doesn't come through... but it is okay.. or at least I will work on making it okay...  I was really hungry and getting what I wanted was going to take time, then I discovered a source from which I could borrow.

also I spent  such  a short time segment intending and ended up having a wonderful day last week, also, I have been wanting a way to exercise ... a lot... then I discovered that I am love crazily obsessively dancing.. I cannot sit still when there is music!!! AND I can do it for HOURS!!! he he he.. 

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